Ok this is my new fanfic. I hope to get many wonderful reviews. I'm not sure how many of you will like how much Hermione has changed but that's how i'm writing the story so if you don't like it. I'm sorry. Also I started writing this story about a month before HBP came out and I don't want to change any of my story to fit the new book. I hope you still like. Thanxs

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the plot. And the character Isabel aka Izzy. I love that character. I hope you do too.

My Life is Falling Apart

"Ron let go of me now." Hermione asked trying really hard to fight the tears that were coming. Her and Ron were having another one of there fights. Which now seemed as normal to her as waking up in the morning. Yet every time they fought Hermione cried tears of sadness. This time they were fighting because Ron said that Hermione looked at another guy in a way she should only look at him. Hermione didn't argue she knew better than that. When she argued it just caused him to get more angry and more violent. So she just nodded her head and wait for the hit. Which came, it always did. Hermione felt his hand connect with the soft pale skin of her face. She quickly brought her hand up to her face to cover the throbbing pain of redness which would soon be a bruise. Soft tears began to trickle down her face as he grabbed her by her now straightened hair.

"Please Ron, Please let me go. I'm sorry I'll never look at another guy in a way that you are disapproving of." 'Sorry, no I'm not. That guy was so cute.'

"Look at me the way you looked at him." Ron demanded. Hermione tried but as hard as she tried she couldn't. After everything he's put her through she was no longer attracted to him like she was before. It wasn't that she wasn't attracted to him at all but it wasn't the same anymore. Hermione knew she didn't look at him the same when she felt his hand again connecting with her face. This time she let out a loud scream. Ron quickly covered Hermione's mouth with his hand. He knew that Harry would soon be coming to see why Hermione has screamed.

"Damn it." Ron said aloud but he was mainly talking to himself. Ron was right Harry was knocking at the door in a matter of seconds after Hermione had screamed.

"Hermione was that you. Are you ok." Harry asked very concerned. Hermione knew what she had to do now. She wiped away the tears and opened the door slightly making sure she didn't reveal the red hand print on the left side of her face which that now felt like it had been scorched with fire. She put on her brave face.

"Yeah Harry I'm fine, Ron just snuck up from behind and scared me. You know me I get scared easily."

"Well can I come in?" Harry asked trying to push the door open all the way. But Hermione quickly pushed it back so it was slightly opened.

"Well Harry, Ron and I are kind of in the middle of something." She lied trying to blush like she word in a normal situation.

"Oh, ok well then if I hear someone scream I'll be sure to stay away from this room." Harry smiled and went back to kitchen. Hermione closed the door full of regret. She wanted nothing more than to run and tell Harry everything but she couldn't. Ron was in complete control of her.

"Now come here baby." Ron said. Hermione did as she was told. Ron hugged her.

"Now baby I don't want anything like that to happen again."He stated quietly as if he cared.

"I know I'm sorry. I'm tired. Can we go to sleep now." Hermione said hoping he wouldn't get angry again. He agreed and they went and laid down on his bed.

Hermione couldn't wait to start her seventh year at Hogwarts. This summer for her had been horrible. Well the last month at least. Her and Harry were staying with Ron at the Burrow. Well Harry was living there but Hermione was just spending the last month of her summer there. Before she came to stay with Ron, Hermione had met a girl name Isabel. She was a real badass. But Hermione liked her. They had become the best of friends. Though Isabel was a witch, she didn't attend Hogwarts. She always said that she was more of a muggle kinda person and she could bare living with school full of witches and wizards. But Isabel loved being friends Hermione because she could use magic freely around her. Hermione told her all of her stories about Hogwarts, even Draco Malfoy. And how he called her a mudblood. Isabel was very offended for a minute considering that she to was a mudblood but then she said 'He sounds really hot.' Hermione completely disregarded that statement though.

Isabel had gotten Hermione into a lot of stuff. Drugs, alcohol and other stuff. Hermione was a changed person and she was trying so hard to hide it. Though she wasn't ashamed of it, she knew that Ron might not be to accepting of the knew Hermione Granger. She dresses like the old Hermione would and she hated it. She wouldn't be able to take it much longer. Hermione stared over at Ron. He had cut his hair and it was about the length that it was in there 3rd year. But he didn't look bad. He was much stronger now. And had this certain charm about him.

Once Hermione knew Ron was a sleep she got up and went in the bathroom and pulled out a silver tube that had cocaine in it. She picked up a magazine poured the white drug out, lined it up and snorted it. Hermione quickly wiped the magazine off and went back in the room, enjoying her temporary high.

-3 days later-

Hermione, Ron and Harry all boarded then Hogwarts express train. Ron was holding Hermione's hand very tightly, but she knew she better not say anything about it. Ron had almost freaked when he saw what Hermione was wearing. She had on a pair of tight blue jeans, a black tube top, sliver earrings, and a pair of black converse. She wore light makeup, black eyeliner and light gold eye shadow. Her outfit was even really that bad but Ron tried to make her go upstairs and change but Harry said she looked really nice and there was no need.

"Hey guys I got to the Heads compartment. I see you all later." Hermione lightly kissed Ron on the lips and went off.

'Finally.' she said to herself. Soon she arrived at the Head compartment and walked in. Nobody was in there so she put her trunk, which she had shrunk and put in her pocket, on the rack for the luggage. Then sat on the seat. Finding herself bored she pulled out her cell phone and called Isabel.

"Hey hottie." Isabel said knowing it was Hermione.

"Nothing much sexy. I'm on the train. You know the Hogwarts express train I told you about. Waiting for the Head Boy to get here."

"Hold on who are you giving head to." Isabel said laughing.

"Your such a loser." Just then Draco Malfoy walked in.

"Oh god Granger, they made you Head Girl."

"Hermione who was that?" Isabel asked. Hermione ignored her.

"They made you Head Boy. Somebody just shoot me now." Draco looked at her with disgust and sat down.

"Mi who was that?"

"Izzy that was Malfoy."

"Oh, the hot guy. Though I can't really say that cuz I've never seen him before."

"That's what I was thinking."

"But from what you've told me about him, he's has a sexy attitude which means he's sexy."

"Iz do we have to talk about that." Draco was just staring at her trying to figure out what the hell was she talking into. Hermione noticed him staring.

"Dude it's a phone. You talk to people on it." Hermione told Draco.

"Oh." He still didn't really understand what it was but he knew she was talking to someone.

"Mi your so innocence." They both knew this meant play fight time.

"Just because I'm not a slut doesn't mean I'm innocence." Draco was getting extremely interested in Hermione's conversation.

"I maybe a slut but I'm not a snorter."

"Izzy yes you are plus your the one that got me started doing coke." Hermione then made a mistake and put speaker phone on. Draco's eye's were now wide.

"No bitch that was Josh. He got you started doing coke after you fucked him." Hermione was so wrapped up in the conversation she didn't even realize Draco could hear every word.

"I didn't fuck Josh, I gave him a bow job. There's a big difference and it was your fault because I would have never met Josh if it weren't for you."

"Ok you win."

"I know I do. Oh yeah I have to tell you what Ron did to me." Hermione stopped talking as she realized that Draco just heard every word.

"If he hurt you I'll kill him." Isabel said.

"Izzy, I got to go." Hermione hung up the phone. Draco was staring at her.

"Granger. I don't even know what to say. Do you know what drugs can do to you?"

"Yes I know the risk but I need to feel free, to feel whole. I want to be happy."

"But Granger."

"Please Malfoy can we not talk about this."

"We don't have to talk about this now but we will talk about this later."

"Why do you even care I'm just a filthy little mudblood." She said sadly.

"I may not like you Granger but that doesn't mean I want hurt." Hermione began to cry. Draco hated seeing a girl cry. It reminded him of his mum and It made his heart burst into a million pieces. 'But she's Granger, She's a mudblood.' Draco thought to himself. 'Still she's crying and I can't take it.' He got up and sat next to Hermione.

"Looks like you need a shoulder to lean on." Hermione leaned her head on his shoulder and cried. After a little Draco spoke.

"Granger, why are you crying?"

"My whole life is falling apart." Hermione said crying even harder than before.

"How?"

"Ron, the drugs, alcohol, my parents. Everything."

"Ok well let's talk about it. Let's start with drugs. Why do you do them."

"When I do drugs I don't feel pain. My heart doesn't ache anymore. It's the same with alcohol. When I'm drunk I can be free. I have no worries."

"Ok, your parents. What's wrong with them?"

"I don't think they care. I try so hard to impress them but I'm a witch and there just plain muggles. I'm not sure if they like that I'm a witch. They yell at me for the stupidest fucking things but my brother is just great. They love him to death. And I can't help but think, no I know that it's because he's normal and I'm not."

"I'm sure they love you a lot. I can't say that about my dad. Now let's talk about Weaselbee. Why is he making your life fall apart?" Now Hermione didn't know what to say but she didn't feel like lying anymore.

"I love Ron. But he causes me so much pain." She started crying really hard before she could even tell him how he causes her pain. Draco ran his fingers through Hermione's soft straight hair.

"Shh, we don't have to talk anymore right now."

"Ok." She said beginning to doze off.

"Granger you look great today." He said looking at her.

"You don't look half bad yourself." She smiled and fell asleep. Soon after Draco feel asleep too.

-One Hour Later-

Professor McGonagall walked in the Head compartment only to find Hermione's head lying in Draco's lap. They were both sleeping.

Professor McGonagall cleared her throat. Hermione moved a little but stopped. So she cleared her throat again. This time Hermione and Draco both woke up. Hermione lifted her head up and scratched it. Draco rubbed his eyes.

"Well it's good to see you didn't kill each other. You did the opposite. You looked as though you had been actually being nice to each other. Though that was an awkward position you two were in." Draco and Hermione both laughed. They were now processing the events that had progressed earlier.

"Well now to Head Student business." Professor McGonagall went on to explain there duties that were of minimal importance.

"You two will also have to patrol the halls every Monday and Friday from 10 o'clock to 12 o'clock, check in at your work room then go back and patrol from 12:20 to 1 o'clock. Understood?"

"Yes Professor." Hermione and Draco said in unison.

"Good, the rest of your duties will be explained once we reach Hogwarts." Then she left. Draco moved back over to the other seat. He stared at Hermione as he thought.

'Her life is so fucked up. I wonder who Josh is. I didn't think Granger was the kinda girl that gave head. Then again I never thought she was the kinda girl to do drugs either. I guess i never really took the time to get to know her. But now I'll make it my job to get to know her. All of her.' Draco thought to himself.

Well Chapter one. I really hoped you liked it. More will be explained next chapter. So review and tell me your opinion. Love Ya