This is my First Fanfiction writing ever, so I hope I didn't screw this up to bad.

Disclaimer- I don't own Avatar: The Last Airbender


Final Decision

A sister to my brother

To the enemy, a lover

I refuse to live my life

With one and not the other

When can my heart be free?

When can I truly be me?

While my body flies in the clouds

My heart lies with him at sea

Why am I so confused?

I feel so lost and used

Trying so hard to make believe

That my sanity hasn't been abused

So I'll wash my tears away

And allow my eyes to betray

I'll show you that I'm happy

When I'm really not okay

I'll laugh with you and smile

If only for a while

Until he questions my love

And my loyalty stands on trial

And when the time has come

When I've gone completely numb

I'll release my empty soul

From the shell that I've become

And when the water steals my air

I'll say a little prayer

That my death will bring no pain

To the memories that you share

So kiss my cold blue lips good-bye

Don't ever let me catch you cry

I'm free now can't you see

And it felt so good to die


Please let me know what you think. I really want to write more, but not if I suck at it.