AN: Hey guys! I know that its been awhile since I updated this story. Anyways, you could forgive me now since I updated chapter 7! There might be grammar errors, I was in a rush to do this since I have free time. So please forgive me for that. Okay, enjoy the story!

Last Chapter:

You don't want me anymore. I'm ugly now; you wouldn't want a beast for a mistress? Release me and I promise to forget all of this."

"Never."

"I'm ugly now, look at me!"

"No matter what I'll never let you go…and if you do escape mark my words I'll hunt you down."

Sakura only stared at this man. She couldn't believe that he didn't care for her outer appearance. 'He really be serious about…No he's still a beast. And a beast has no feelings.'

Syaoran then headed for the door.

"The maid will dress you with riding clothes. You need to go outside and breathe fresh air. Don't try to escape guards will be place around the gates."

With that he shut the door tight leaving a dreaded Sakura.

Sakura's POV

While can he just let me go. Isn't he tired of me? I want to get out of here. I'm like a bird trap in a cage. But wait there's one way I can be free…Yes. I felt a sharp thing under my foot. It was a piece of glass from the mirror I destroyed last night; I pressed it upon my pulse. I felt my fingers tighten around the sharp thing. Suddenly I felt the sharp thing slice through my pale skin. Blood gush through my veins, out of me.

Chapter 7: Let Go

Sakura's POV

My vision became blurry. Everything around me seems to fade slowly. My whole arm felt like it was frozen. Finally everything went black, I felt like I was falling down into a deep abyss. I felt empty. I opened my eyes and here I was standing in a plateau, surrounded by flowers. As I look to the distant I saw my kingdom. I wanted to go there so bad. I want to see Touya and Father. I ran as fast as I can, afraid that it would vanish If I stop. But no matter how fast I ran it seems impossible to reach it. Tears ran down my cheek. I want to come home, I want to see my family, I want to escape HIM!

Then suddenly I was surrounded by darkness. The feeling of falling cam back again. I closed my eyes, not wanting to see what awaits me. Then suddenly I heard a voice. It was calling me, but where is it coming from? Who was it? Was it Father? Was it Touya?

My heart pounded hard against my chest. I was having trouble breathing, every breath I take I feel pain. My head is spinning. The pain is so unbearable. I can't take it anymore!

Then I felt someone shaking me, the same voice was calling my name, it was a familiar voice. It was him. He's trying to bring me back. No, I don't want to see him anymore. I'm tired waking up in his arms in the morning. I'm tired of crying and feeling disgusted. I'm tired of remembering everything he did to me. I guess death was my only escape from him. He can't follow me there. I could finally be free. I don't have to sleep with him anymore or feel hate. The pain I feel now is bearable.

Syaoran's POV

As I walked back towards my office, her images kept flashing over and over. She was ugly now, why can't I let her go. She wasn't the same Sakura as before. The lively and feisty character of hers seems to vanish replacing it by sadness and hate. What is this feeling? Why was it so hard to dispose her? Why do I always want to see her? Why?

I was pulled away from my taughts as I hear a loud scream coming from Sakura's room. I immediately rush to her room. There I found the maid outside Sakura's room, her hands covering her face.

"What happened here, maid? Why are you screaming?"

"My lord…. Mistress Sakura…. She is…. There's blood… she committed suicide….over there…"

It took awhile for me to understand what she was saying. Finally her words hit me, and my mind reacted on its own and I ran inside the room. The room seems normal but the smell of blood was strong. As I venture around the room the trail of blood was visible. As I follow the trail a pail hand was visible. Fear begun to strike me.

In the corner of the bed, I saw her. Blood was gushing out of her hand. Her eyes looking in the side, it was empty. Now anger and fear took control of me. I went beside her. I shook her and called her name. No movement or response. I called the maid and told her to call the doctor. As I put pressure on her pulse I called her name. The fear of losing her is gripping me. She can't die. She can't leave me. I won't let death take her. She was mine. Mine. Only mine.

The doctor finally came and she was brought to her bed. The Doctor was examining her.

"Your majesty I have to ask you to step out."

"No, I'm going to stay here! You just do your job and save her."

"But your highness…"

No one can pry me away from her. I need to make sure that she will live. I don't want to wait for the result. It scares me.

The doctor then finally gave up with his plead and immediately went back to his work.

NORMAL POV

Syaoran watched what the doctor was doing, he shifted his attention to Sakura. She was growing more and more paler. It was hard just looking at her, but not knowing if she'll survive was the real question.

Finally Syaoran had enough and left the room. He rushed to his room and grab a bottle of whiskey and hurriedly poured some in a glass. His hand is shaking and his face is starting to sweat. A sudden knock on his door caught his attention.

"Come in"

"Your Highness, The mistress is…."

"What??? Tell me Wei how is she???"

"She is very weak and the doctor says she might not make it."

"WHAT!"

Syaoran immediately rushed to Sakura's room and saw the doctor putting away his apparatus. Syaoran grabbed the doctors collar and looked at him with anger.

"You can't leave yet! You have to save her! You hear me, you have to bring her back to her health!"

"I'm sorry your highness, she has lost a lot of blood. I did all that I could do. It all depends on her now, if she wants to live or not."

Syaoran knew that the Doctor gave all his best. He lets go of the Doctor's collar and rushed to Sakura. He grabbed her hand and felt a coldness.

SYAORAN'S POV

As I grabbed her hand, I felt how cold it was. Her warm and soft hand was suddenly cold and hard.

"Sakura… You can't leave me! You just can't!"

I told everybody to leave us. I can't let them see me break down like this. As soon as they left, I laid beside her and drew her close to me. She was cold. I buried my face to her neck and cried. I don't know why, but tears just began to pour out. Is she that important to me?

As I lay there, I held her close.

'Come back to me, Sakura.'

AN: Sorry guys if it took me awhile to update ,and I know this isn't a great chapter. Please bear with me. Next chapter will be better, I promise!