A/N: Ok, since I'm on a roll with my whole "No Man's Land" series idea…I'm just going to work on that until my writer's block for "He Drives Me Insane" gets lost! So here it is, the first chapter in the second installment! How exciting! Please review, and let me know what y'all think! Here goes nothing…
It's a Heartache,
Nothin' but a heartache:
Hits you when it's too late,
Hits you when you're down.
John's POV:
I had made it to the hotel lobby pretty quick by taking the stairs, but Sara and Brianna were nowhere to be seen. 'Damn I messed up big time,' I thought to myself.
I didn't think that I'd get caught…guess I was wrong about that one. What am I supposed to do now? There's no way that Sara is going to forgive this, she may be one of the nicest people around but this isn't forgivable.
I honestly don't remember how I got started in the cheating business…but oh well. Looks like it won't be called cheating in a few weeks, after I got the divorce papers.
It's a fool's game,
Nothin but a fool's game:
Standing in the cold rain,
Feeling like a clown.
Sara's POV:
I wasn't sure where to go, I guess I could change my plane ticket in and get a flight that left immediately. I can't be here anymore. My head was spinning, and I felt like I was going to just fall over, and then I remembered that RAW was in town here, that meant that more than just John would be in the vicinity. I pulled out my cell phone, and called Jackie, who had been sent over to RAW.
When she answered, I burst into tears.
"Hello, hello?" Jackie said, sounding concerned. "Sara, is that you?"
"Jacks, are you in San Antonio?" I asked, regaining control.
"Yea, Sara what's wrong." Jackie answered.
"I'm in San Antonio too. What hotel are you at?" I replied.
"I'm at the Motel 6, by the airport. Sara, you're scaring me. What's going on?" Jackie asked again.
"What room?" I asked quietly.
"Room 102. What is going on?" Jackie persisted.
"I'll be there in about five minutes. I'll tell you there." I replied, before I hung up.
My phone started instantly ringing afterwards, and I saw that it was John. I didn't answer, didn't feel like talking to him. There was nothing to say.
It's a heartache,
Nothin' but a heartache:
Love him till your arms break,
Then he lets you down.
The taxi dropped me off in front of the hotel, and I carefully scooped up my sleeping daughter, and walked towards room 102. I saw Jackie standing in the doorway, and she stared at me with a worried look in her eyes.
"Hey Jacks, thanks. Can I put her down on the bed by Charlie?" I asked.
"Sure. Charlie, careful that you don't wake Bri ok?" Jackie said, alerting Charlie to my little girl's presence.
"Hey Sara. What's goin on?" Charlie asked, as he covered up Bri.
I didn't answer him, and just walked back outside and sat down on a patio chair. Jackie followed behind me, and sat down next to me.
"So, you going to tell me what's goin on now?" she asked, looking at me.
My phone started going off again, I looked and saw that it was still John, and didn't answer again. Jackie also saw that it was John, and probably began to figure out that we were fighting.
"Are you and John fighting?" Jackie asked.
"There is no more 'me and John'. I'm filing for a divorce tomorrow morning." I coldly answered.
"What? What happened?" Jackie replied, shocked.
I was about to tell her, when my phone started ringing again. I picked it up, and flipped it open.
"John, you can just quit calling. It's over. I have nothing to say to you, nothing. Stop fucking calling me!" I shouted. I shut the phone, and then threw it on the ground, and stomped on it, breaking it into pieces. Jackie's face was frozen in a look of amazement. No one had ever heard me talk like that, but I was that pissed off right now.
It ain't right with love to share,
When you find he doesn't care for you.
It ain't wise to need someone,
As much as I depended on you.
"Whoa, what happened between you two?" Jackie asked, still astonished.
"I had a few days off, so I picked Bri up, and decided to surprise John. You know, because we haven't seen each other in about 5 months. Well, I find out his room number, and get on the elevator. Some brunette bimbo gets on with me, and comments about how cute Bri is, and then mentions that she looks just like the guy she was going up to see. I don't think anything of it, until I get to John's room, and she stops right behind me. I ask her who she was going to see…and she says John Cena. I reply that I must've had the wrong room. He is cheating on me Jackie. Correction, he has been cheating on me. " I told her.
Ah, it's a heartache,
Nothin' but a heartache:
Hits you when it's too late,
Hits you when you're down.
Ah, nah, nah!
John's POV:
Whoa, I can't believe Sara said that. Actually, I can. She must be really ticked off. Not that I blame her. Looks like I'm going to be moving back home to West Newbury MA.
Sara's POV:
"So that's why I'm here. I didn't feel like getting back on a plane right now. I just needed someone to talk to." I replied, beginning to cry again.
"Oh Sara…that's terrible. I don't know what to say. I didn't think that this would happen to you!" Jackie answered, as she hugged me.
O it ain't right with love to share,
When you find he doesn't care for you.
It ain't wise to need someone,
As much as I depended on you.
Ooh
Ah, it's a heartache,
Nothin' but a heartache:
Love him till your arms break,
Then he lets you down.
"What went wrong Jackie? Why do people fall out of love with each other?" I asked, with tears streaming down my face.
"I don't know. I wish I knew, I'd tell you. What are you going to do now?" Jackie replied.
"No clue. Tomorrow I file for divorce…oh great…my mom's gonna love this. Oh well, I don't care. I'm not staying with him, not after what he's been doing." I told her.
"I can't blame you. I'd leave Charlie's ass if he ever cheated on me…and I found out." Jackie replied.
"Jacks, you won't have to worry bout that. You got yourself a real gentleman in Charlie. Not some wanna be thug like I had. Charlie isn't going to do you like John did me. But I guess there is a bright side to all of this…I am back out on the market." I said.
"Gosh, there are so many guys that want you. I can think of one in particular!" Jackie gushed.
"Who? Do I know him?" I asked.
"I'm not gonna say. Anyways, do you want to crash here tonight? We have an extra bed." Jackie said, changing topics.
"Yea. Can I use your cell phone? I need to call Randy. We've been traveling together lately." I replied.
"Go ahead." Jackie answered, handing me her phone. She went back inside, leaving me by myself outside. I dialed Randy's number, and waited until he picked up.
"Hello?" he groggily answered.
"Hey Randall. Did I wake you up?" I replied.
"Uh huh. What's up Sara?" Randy asked.
"Would it be ok if I came and crashed at your place for a few days? You know, before we go back on the road. I've got Brianna with me." I asked.
"Yea, that'd be fine. When are you going to get here?" He questioned.
"Well, probably later in the afternoon, tomorrow. I gotta trade in my ticket." I told him
"Alright, just call me with the details tomorrow." Randy replied.
"Thanks, I'll talk to you tomorrow. Bye!" I said.
"Ok, bye." Randy answered.
I hung up the phone, and then went back inside the hotel room. Now that I knew that John had been cheating I didn't feel so bad about the weird feelings I have been starting to feel about Randy. I wasn't going to use him as a rebound though, we were too god of friends for that.
Jackie had the radio on, and it was playing a country song, that rang too true to my own life right now. I laid down on the spare bed, and listened to the words as the group sang on…
"(Oh it's a heartache,)
Oh, it's a fool's game,
(Nothin' but a heartache:)
Standing in the cold rain,
(Standing in the cold rain.)
Feelin' like a clown.
(It's a heartache,)
It's a heartache,
(Nothin' but a heartache:)
Love him till your arms break,
(Love him till your arms break.)
Ah, then he lets you down.
Oh, yea, down."
A/N: Well, there was the first chapter! What'd y'all think of it? The song, "It's a Heartache" is by the awesome country group Trick Pony! I love that song…it fit with this chapter. Please please please review! Peace out peoples!