I m 19 and I m dieing

By: FireieGurl

Sire: you started another one you didn't finish the other two

A/N There are some spelling/grammar/whatever errors, but I'm too lazy to change it, so...yeah. thank for reviewing my other story I m will contiune with it just don't know when but please enjoy this one it going to be a sad one with an ending.

Warning : For abuses and languages

Summary: about Takao (tyson) at 19 and he is dying and how he and kai love each other

Pair: TYKa

This is really long, but it's worth the read! Bring a tissue

Chapter 1

June 17, 1999: My name is Tyson Takao Kinomiya. I'm 19, still very young, but I am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as

I'm writing my story. At this moment I'm sitting at 'our' spot. mine and Kai hiwatari,

the love of my life.

The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a glance at my reflection in the water.

My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water reflected the true me. InsideI'm still the same person.

I have done and given so much for love but never once, have I received it back from Kai.

There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that

I've done for him and make him love me back. But I can't. Love is not selfish.

So I did what felt right. I keep giving Kai my love and I never asked for his love in return.

Even though I'll leave this world pretty soon, my love for him will still remain.

My story begins when I first met Kai six years ago on this one fateful day.

It all started out...

Hey I guy I m sorry I had to change my story a bit it seem that I had some problem with it