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Sigh OK PEOPLES I HAVE FINALLY UPDATED AND HERE IT IS!

Sorry for the long wait but only was I not allowed on the computer but I also had writers block. FINALS ARE STRESSING ME OUT!…

Thank you to all that have reviewed, I felt so special tear lol well anyways I am allowed on the computer once again since I got better grades so I'm sorry for the long wait and I hope you like this chapter. If any questions or confusions don't hesitate to email me okie dokie.

Hope I'm not loosing my touch either. Here it goes…

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Previously: " I bid you all farewell." And with those last words she was gone.

"Kagome? KAGOME!" Sango was now on the floor crying and grieving of her sister's departure.

"Come back, COME BACK," but she didn't last long as she cried her self to sleep on Miroku shoulder

Kagome found her self at the boarders of the northern and western lands as she walked into the fog that started to form around her.

"And so it begins," she said lastly as she entered the dark doors and into her war…

Chapter 11: Decisions

'Damn that woman who does she thinks she is leaving her friends behind and me as well,' Sesshoumaru thought angrily as he looked back slightly at the humans who followed him.

"Her sent is getting stronger, I suggest you pick up the pace if you want to see her soon," before he could pick up his own pace he saw Sango and Miroku on Kirara back flying fast as he just smirked and lifted off the ground himself as he came side by side to them.

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'Even though she doesn't want to see me or anything to do with me because of what I've done, I still have to protect her,' said the figure jumping from tree to tree.

'Wait, what the hell is He doing here,' thought the voice again.

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Sesshoumaru saw something red at the corner of his eye and turned to get a better look at what it was.

"Well if it isn't my little brother," Sesshoumaru said coldly as the others looked at him strange.

When the others saw Inuyasha they became angry and turned from him as they picked up speed and Sesshoumaru only slowed down.

"I suggest you leave brother, it seems that you are not wanted around here," Sesshoumaru said as he smirked at seeing his brother in such a state.

Inuyasha just ignored him," where's Kagome?" he asked as he tried to smell her out.

Sesshoumaru narrowed his eyes at his brother and turned away starting to leave once again.

"Sesshoumaru get back here, where is she?" Inuyasha yelled as he started to follow his brother who started to run in the same direction Sango and the others went.

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Kagome had entered the fogged covered doors with out hesitation and looked around the dark castle that stood mere yards away from her.

"Naraku come out and show your self you coward!" she yelled as she readied herself for any on coming attacks or surprises.

Naraku came out from behind a curtain door and started walking down the little step that was in front of the castle.

"Its lovely to see you once again and hopefully feeling well my dear Kagome," Naraku said as an evil grin formed on his pale face.

"Shut up! I don't want to hear anything from you… all I want is to see your blood on my hands!" she yelled lastly as she charged at him at an incredible speed.

Yet Naraku still had his evil smirk in place as she just kept charging.

"It's nice to see that you have grown up well also, my you were a beauty in your younger years," Naraku saw as her eyes grew slightly wide and flipped back from her charging keeping a lot of distance between themselves.

Kagome just stared him down as if trying to figure out what he knew of her, as she was younger.

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Sesshoumaru and the others had gotten to the once fogged doors and where met with a sight that they would've never expected.

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Kagome running full speed, her eyes bleeding black and red, holding a thin sword that had a vine design around the edges of the blade and three holes in the middle of the sword. She had nothing but hate flowing from her aura.

"YOU WILL NEVER BE MY FATHER!" she bellowed with such bitterness that its coldness could freeze the nine layers of hell.

The group stared wide-eyed at the newly transformed miko youkai.

Timed seemed to stop, all senses where over the edge, slowly but quickly Kagome made her way to the true Naraku. Their hearts stopped at the sudden feeling of anxiety and fear course through their bodies.

Then in a swift motion Kagome sword cut threw the air with ease. Landing softly, turned away form Naraku, she started to shake from all the emotions that filtered through her.

The group unable to move stood in shock at the scene that played before them. A thought filtered through the air…

Did she just miss…?

Naraku's laughter filled the now silent area, "inconsiderate child, could you not defeat your Father."

Kagome shaken body turned ever so slightly, so that one bloody eye looked at Naraku with disgust and hate.

In slow motion to the others, she lifted her sword, black blood dripping from the tip of the sword.

"I, an inconsiderate child? I've defeated the all mighty Naraku, not my Father. For my father was a bigger and better demon then you'll Ever be, Never compare your self to such status." She said snarled.

Naraku stared wide eyed at his true daughter, he smirked and then spoke evilly, "though you may not want to believe me, but my blood courses through your veins filling it with hate. I am your true fa…"

Quickly even before anyone notice Kagome jumped in the air with a swift kick knocking Naraku's head off his shoulders ending his life, his head slowly falling to the ground with a soft thud.

The group stared with amazement, shock, disbelieve, but mostly fear.

They stared at Kagome waiting for her next movement; she turned back to them, looked at Sesshoumaru, though the ice prince was not afraid he took a cautious stepped back from her gaze.

(AN: she is one scary sum-ma-ma witch. lol)

Slowly and hesitantly she made her way back, stepping over the head that lay on the floor. Disregarding Inuyasha questioning gaze, she walked over to the demon lord and rested her forehead on his chest.

She softly whispered, "I wish to return home."

He nodded and his arm wrapped around her waist pulling her tightly against him as he took off into the air leaving the group behind.

Lastly he called back, "Do not bring your unwanted problems onto my lands, I shall inform you when she is well," with that he disappeared into the skies.

The group stayed dumfounded at the same spot just watching the sky that Sesshoumaru once flew threw.

Sango then walked to the corpse of Naraku and Miroku knew exactly what she wanted. Miroku went into the woods, moments later he reemerged from the forest with piles of sticks and a few large braches that where thrown over one shoulder as the smaller twigs where under his arm.

He then placed the logs and twigs in the middle of the clearing and started a roaring fire, Sango then threw the dead corpse into the ablaze as they watched it burned.

"It's finally over, now we may rest at ease," Sango whispered.

Miroku looked at his once cursed hand with a tang of sadness, "this was my power but I'm glad that I don't have to worry about being sucked in by my own hand," Miroku said a but humorous so it can lighten the mood, even if it was only a bit.

Sango smiled at Miroku and then turned to look up in the sky, the same direction that Sesshoumaru had once left with Kagome.

"She'll be alright, she has a powerful will," Miroku said to himself as everyone just nodded at his words.

Inuyasha just looked at his previous comrades as they just gathered their things and started to head out in the opposite direction of Sesshoumaru castle.

"Where are you guys going?" Inuyasha said softly as he held a hand out as to stop them.

"We're going back to Kaede's village and wait till Sesshoumaru or Kagome comes to give us news," Miroku said with a serious tone as his back was towards the half-breed.

"Look I'm sorry, but it wasn't me and you know it too," Inuyasha said with hope in his voice.

"Even so, it's not something one could just forget and forgive," Sango said as she started to follow Miroku who was already walking away.

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Sesshoumaru was flying through the skies as he looked at the demoness that he held in his arms.

'If Naraku is true on what he says then she should be like this for a while,' Sesshoumaru thought to himself as he could see his castle come into view.

Sesshoumaru landed on the balcony of Kagome room and laid her upon her bed. As he turned to leave something held on to his sleeve, which prevented him from walking any further.

"I wish to bathe first," she said as she stood on her own and headed to the wardrobe that was in the far left corner of her room. She quickly took out a plain black sleeping yukata, placed it upon her bed and headed for the door and in the direction of the indoor springs.

After some hours Kagome was still not back from her bath so Sesshoumaru came to check on Kagome and see why she was still in the bathing room.

He came to the spring doors and with a soft knock he entered the doors, he saw Kagome leaning upon the stonewall with her head leaning up slightly at the open window on the ceiling to out into the dark sky that was now covered in glowing stars.

She was so sunk into the water that all you can see was part of her shoulders and her neck.

"Kagome?" he said in a soft voice. She did not budge or move at the sound of his voice.

"If what he says is true then… I will take my own life, knowing that his vile blood runs through my vein, I…just can't bare it," she simply said with a calm voice that poured out sadness.

Sesshoumaru's eyes slightly widen at her comment and could understand why she would do something as such.

"You're not like him, even if you were his daughter would you really leave such friends as you comrades behind," He looked upon her coldly because of her statement.

"I…I don't know," she whispered so low that Sesshoumaru almost missed it.

"I don't know what to do any more, I'm free of my dept to the moon queen yet knowing that I can be the daughter of the demon who killed many just because he wanted power, just because he wanted to rule…I just don't understand why so many had to suffer," Kagome's voice was now at a quivering state and yet she has yet to move her eyes from there original spot in the night skies.

Sesshoumaru stayed quiet listening to her, taking in every word she has spoken. He tried, but couldn't, he couldn't find any words to say back to her, couldn't comfort her.

'Am I... afraid? No, this woman is quite a puzzle indeed, but would she really take her own life?' so many questions flooded through Sesshoumaru's head and he couldn't stand it.

Sesshoumaru was brought out of his thoughts as he head the water move and looked up at the goddess who now stood in front of him.

Kagome's hair has grown in the past years and it now covered her back while the tips that were still in the water moved some of the hair making it float around her body.

Sesshoumaru stared for quite sometime until he just turned his head to the side trying to suppress the blush that wanted to peek out.

'Now is not the time for that Sesshoumaru,' he spoke to himself, for his own control. He walked over to a wooden rack and took out a dark blue robe that was folded neatly upon it.

He then walked over to Kagome and put the robe over her shoulders, "come, lets bring you back to your chambers so that you may rest now," he said to her as he started to lead her out of the spring and then out of the indoor bathing area.

As Sesshoumaru walked with Kagome to her room he noticed that she wasn't walking at all it was more like, floating to her room, he was going to speak about it but put it aside knowing now was not the time to ask questions.

As they got to her room Kagome went to her bed and picked up the black yukata, she then took off the robe that was placed upon her shoulders and started to put on the yukata not caring if Sesshoumaru looked or not. For her own dignity Sesshoumaru turned around.

'It just a state she's in, she's not putting a show, control yourself you damn dog demon,' Sesshoumaru fought with himself not to look but when he didn't his demon side gave up.

After some time Sesshoumaru looked back to Kagome as she just got into her bed, pulled the covers up to her waist and she laid her head back against the headboard.

Sesshoumaru also came to the bed and sat at the feet just looking out in front of him, she then started speaking.

"The man that I thought was my father was kind and loyal, he was also the Lord of the Northern lands," she paused then continued.

"One day my father went out, so I went to go look for him, when I finally found him I was about to go to him but then I noticed he wasn't alone so I just stayed hidden," she paused again.

"That night, I watched as my father was brutally beaten and then murdered right in front of my eyes, since then on I told myself to become strong so I may avenge my fathers death, but that faith full night, The night of the full moon, when I had killed the man that took over my fathers palace and his throne. I killed anyone and everyone who was with that man. I slaughtered the whole castle. The Moon queen sent a guardian down to give me a message, he said, 'you have killed many and for that the moon will punish you' and because I've killed so many I had to serve the moon."

"They gave me one rule and that was, that I couldn't fall in love,"

"Why?" Sesshoumaru said breaking her speech.

"Don't know, they never told me," Kagome said as she just looked to the wall.

There was now silence and no movement.

"I wish to leave for my home tomorrow…I don't know if I will return or not, I want answers to my questions and the only way that I can get them is if I travel back to where I was practically raised, the future." Kagome said as she stood from her bed and walked towards the balcony windows, opened them and walked out into the night, feeling the cool breeze against her skin.

"For once in my life, I'm scared on what I should do, I'm scared of what may come upon me for what I've become."

"Why don't you stay, you obviously was born here why not stay and take over you fathers lands," Sesshoumaru spoke.

Kagome turned back around facing Sesshoumaru; she walked towards him and grabbed his hand.

Sesshoumaru looked closely as she slid off the subduing bracelet off his wrist, if he chose to attack her for putting it on in the first place she wouldn't have mind.

"You may leave to your chambers Sesshoumaru, Thank you, for listening," she said as she neared him and gave him a hug, which he returned.

Kagome looked up at his face and tip toe so she was near his face, she tilted her head to the side as she gave him a peck on the cheek.

She then went to her bed to get some sleep. Sesshoumaru just looked at her retreating state and left her room to his own.

In Sesshoumaru's chambers-

'Why was I thinking that she would do so much more to this Sesshoumaru, why was I wanting more then just a kiss on the cheek, do I care for this woman?' he was on his bed with his head laying on top of his folded arms.

'I won't take advantage of her, not when she's like this, but maybe it can do her well if she were to get some answers at least it may ease her mind,' Sesshoumaru's lips curled slightly into a small smile.

"It would seem this girl can even make someone think of her when there feeling down," he told himself out loud.

Sesshoumaru closed his eyes as he waited for sleep to take him unknown to the trouble in the room not so far from his.

Kagome was in her room tossing and turning; what a nightmare can do to one's person.

Kagome's Dream-

"Stop It!" she yelled, as she ran from an unknown presence.

"You are my daughter and mine alone, I was the one who ordered that man to kill that fake father of yours, you are my true blood, go and kill all that come to you, hold nothing back, kill so that my darkness may rule once more…" the voice of Naraku's could be heard ringing in side of Kagome's head.

"No…I won't be you, No…I Will Never Be YOU!" Kagome yelled unknown to her true yelling in the real world.

Sesshoumaru had just fallen asleep when he heard yelling coming from down the hall. He stood up abruptly and started down the hall in a walking fast pace. He then came to halt in front of Kagome's room. He was about to enter when he heard the door behind him open.

"Sesshoumaru-sama is Kagome-neesan going to be okay?" Rin spoke as she rubbed the sleep from her eyes.

"Yes Rin, go back to sleep it will be taken care of," he then waited until she closed her door so he may enter Kagome's.

He entered Kagome's only to see her head turning side to side as she gripped the sheets tightly. His eyes soften. 'How can something so innocent go through something so unnatural to others, even me.'

He walked over to her bed and shook her shoulder slightly as not to frighten her.

When she didn't wake he tried to shake her once again but slightly harder then before.

"Kagome, wake yourself," he said in a mild voice so others may not wake as well, yet she still did not wake.

'What is it that keeps her from waking,' he thought.

Kag dream- (again)

Her dream took her back to where the battle had taken place.

'Why am I back here?' she thought slightly frantic.

She walked around the field and saw a woman not to far away, she looked as if she where glowing.

"Who are you?" Kagome called out.

"It is an honor to finally meet you, Kagome," the woman said in an angelic voice that wouldn't even make the waters ripple.

"Do I know you?" Kagome asked as she was drawn to this woman, she walked closer to the woman and then started to observe her.

She had long black hair that looked like it was dragging on the floor, she wore a long white dress that looked Celtic style, her eyes where that of blue crystals that can light up the darkness, she had a white circle symbol that adore her forehead and if you looked closely there seemed to be a diamond shape crystal in the middle, and her skin was as pail as, the moon it self.

The woman smiled upon Kagome.

Kagome's eyes widen as the woman's form came into her mind and gave her a hint on who she may be. Kagome then bent down as one knee rested lightly on the floor which was also accompanied by her right hand fisted lightly in front of her bent knee, while her left arm came behind her back and her head bent forward as a servant word for its Sama.

"You're the Moon Queen," Kagome said softly.

"Indeed I am, please rise young one so that I may look upon you," she said with a gentle tone, as that of a mother would a newborn's birth.

Kagome rose to her feet and saw that her surrounding changed.

They were in the same clearing as the one of that night, the one when Kagome had changed into her demon.

"You have grown into a very beautiful demoness, but what is this that I see inside you, why do you feel as if you don't want to be in this world any longer," Her voice once again spoke.

"My Lady, I should be shame to even serve under you, I could be the daughter of the one you seek me to destroy, If I am his daughter how can I live in a world that he once seek to destroy, how can I live when I know that one day it could be me in his place doing the same as he, why should I live for such a reason," Kagome's voice now quaver as she spoke.

"Young child, heed my word, you do not know your full past, does you not?" she asked.

Kagome shook her head no.

"Well then how do thou not know if you are the evils daughter or not, you can be the daughter of the god himself and ye may not even know, do not put something that is told to you so sudden, you do not know your past fully, just what has been told to you, ne?" She said as she walked closer to Kagome.

"But My Lady-" Kagome was cut off by a slender had that went in front of her lips.

"Child you may call me Mizuki," She said with a soft smile gracing her lips.

Kagome wasn't shocked at all by her name, 'Beautiful moon, its perfect for her,' she thought.

"Y.. Yes, but how.. How do you know so much more than me, how can you see me so clearly when I can't even see the true me," Kagome whispered as her head dropped to her chest in a shameful manner.

"My dear child, I've been watching you for quite sometime, I know your past, your future, I know who your true father is and I know what shall become of you, do not put so many quarrels upon your shoulders young one, you still have much to live and are not ready for such things, now I must leave you for you are to be awaken," with her final word faded she felt her self wake.

"No, Wait please Tell me, come back…Please," Kagome was yelling at the darkness that began to surround her as her last words also faded into a low whisper.

"Kagome come back, wake up," a light voice broke through the darkness that surrounded her.

'Who is that? Who is there? Sesshoumaru?'

"Don't you become weak, you where never weak fight it, you're not human any more,"

'I never was human, stop calling me, and leave me alone,'

"We need you here, come back,"

'But…I don't want to…'

"Come back…come back to me."

'To you? Do you really need me there?'

"Please," his voice started to fade as her darkness started to consume her, forever.

'No, stop it I don't want to leave him, I'm sorry…' as the light started to fight the darkness, love and hate are at each others throats, 'who will win my internal battle,' her voice once again was consumed by her sleep.

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WAAA… I'm sorry that it may be to short, very sorry. If you have any ideas don't hesitate so share, please I may need the help. :-p well I really hope you like it and I hope that I'm not losing my touch.

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