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View of Sirius - #1

FLASHBACK

Sirius leaned up against the wooden seats out at the Quidditch field. In his hands he held yet another gruesome letter from his ever hating family. Although the things they wrote about didn't bother him anymore, it was just the timing.

The last week or so things between the Marauders' had been someone..tense. As they were all at the age of 16 hormones flew and things got in the way of their friendship. James had finally gotten "his" Lily and they had been going steady for at least four months now. Who would've known?

Sirius heard footsteps and smiled slightly. He knew who it was, Remus. Seconds later the werewolf sat beside him with a slight thump. Sirius leaned his head against the slightly taller boys' shoulder. Remus patted it craning his neck to look into Sirius' face.

"You can come back now. I promise it's safe."

Sirius half smiled. "Thanks, but I'd rather sit here for a bit more."

Remus nodded and sat back getting comfortable. Sirius sighed and sat up.

"You should go back, it's almost time for the moon. Besides it's bloody cold out here and it wouldn't do well for you to get sick."

Remus cocked an eyebrow. " You should follow your own advice, Sirius. Look at you, you're freezing!"

Sirius looked away.

"I like being cold. It suits me."

Remus looked puzzled as he moved to sit directly in front of Sirius. This was the person that was so energetic and mischievous. This was the one who was the picture of life. Remus shook his head sadly and stoked Sirius' cheek.

"You're not cold, Padfoot."

Sirius looked at Remus and grinned. "Well actually, you said yourself that I was freezing."

Remus smiled and playfully punched Sirius on the shoulder. Sirius grabbed his hand with quick reflexes and yanked Remus into a kiss. When they broke apart Remus frowned at him.

"You know you should try something else to get your feelings out, instead of pity and quick mood changes."

Sirius rolled his eyes but said sullenly, "I know."

Remus stroked his chin. "Why don't you try a journal?"

"A journal?"

"Yeah."

Remus could see just see his idea being wasted when Sirius surprised him.

"Alright."

Remus' eyes went wide. "Really?"

Sirius nodded and stood up rubbing his arms.

"Come on, I'm freezing!"

Remus stood up and wrapped his arms around Sirius and they walked back to the castle.

END OF FLASHBACK

So that was why Sirius was sitting there with a red book, a quill, a bottle of black ink, and a very sullen look on his face. This time instead of sulking at the Quidditch Field he remembered Remus' idea and decided to try it.

He opened the notebook to reveal new fresh pages. He had borrowed it from Lily, who said that she had tons of extras. She also gave him a hug and said that she was there if he needed her. Maybe she wasn't that bad, even if she stole James a lot.

Sirius thought about how he was feeling and inspiration struck. He picked up his quill and started writing furiously. Remus stood in the doorway quietly as to not disturb anything. He smiled slightly, as he held in his arms his very own red book.

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