"Take the clothes on your back and let's go." I said as I ran in and grabbed her by the hand. I so despertally wanted to get away from there.
"Alan babe what happened?" Her voice came and stopped me in my tracks it always seemed to do that.
"Alan look at me what happened?" She asked again. I could not bare to look at her the pain still rageing through my body.
My body gave way and I fell to the ground crying.
"It was all my fault." I said quietly. The sweet scent of her prefume greeted my nose next. Her warm body pressed against mine. But nothing mattered it was all my fault.
"Alan honey what happened talk to me please." Tin-tin's voice was now filled with fear.
I finally looked into her face. That was just like her to get me to talk. To let out all that I had been locking up deep with in myself.
"She died because of me if I would have never been born she would be here." I said.
"Alan don't say that it wasn't your fault don't blame yourself." Tin-tin said.
"Everyone else thinks it was." I say now the anger coming back. My legs are like jello as I try to stand again. My hand touchs the bed that for so many years I laid my head peacefully.
"What? No one thinks it was your fault." Tin-tin says in her shocked voice. She is still on the floor now looking back up at me. Her eyes are a deep brown. She then smiles at me and for the hunderth time today my heart melts and I know why I fell in love with her.
"Alan!" I hear coming up from the end of the hall. Then the foot steps get heavier as they reach the door.
"Alan thank god don't do that again." Scott my older brother says.
Silence is all there is in the room as all my brothers and father shuffle in.
"Alan why did you run like that?" My father, Jeff asks.
Like he doesn't already know. I break away from Tin-tin's grasp and walk to the door.
"Alan no what is your problem?" Scott asks as he grabs my arm. I jerk free and run out of the room. The voices are still ringing clear in my head.
Flash Back
"This is it I have had it!" Gordon shouts.
"Stop yelling at me!" I shout back.
"You broke her picture!" Gordon yells back.
"I SAID I WAS SORRY!" I yell back.
"You don't get it at all. That was my mother." Gordon says. (Here he goes I think.)
Our eyes lock and I can see the hate in his. Me being cursed with the dam Tracy pride will not back down from a fight. His eyes then look down at the broken picture on the floor. I then see the tears fall to the floor. I walk over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. He jerks away and hits me across the face.
"What was that for!" I yell in bewilderment.
"You bastard it was your fault. She would have been here right now if it wasn't for you." Gordon growls.
"I am sorry that I broke the picture but I think that crossed a line there." I say back.
"I wish you were dead." The quiet words roll off his tongue. I fall back and am speechless my own brother wishes I was dead. My eyes are wide open my own brother he would say that. I turn and run I don't even see the faces of my brothers and my father walk in.
end Flash Back
"Alan! Come back!" Someone shouts. But now I am out of my window ready for the next step in my life.