! The Consequence of Boredom !

A/N: this is my first FF, so please be kind, but please point things out to me, whether spelling/ grammatical mistakes or if you have an idea of plot, please just says so in reviews. Well this is my story… Hope you like it, if not please tell what should be done differently, I won't bite, well maybe, but only if you invade personal space, like one guy at school did once, but that's not the point P

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888Chapter one- The boredom begins at home888

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Fourteen days till I go back, back to where I once called home, back to the place that gave me hope, that gave me love, that gave me knowledge, and in doing all of this it also gave me strength, strength to go on, to fight my battles, and to win.

I wonder what it will be like going back. It will be different. I won't have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, like something bad is going to happen, cause, now nothing can go bad, well not as bad as it could have then. I wonder if people will still look up to me for strength, support and companionship, like they once did. Or will they see me as I do? As a murderer? For that is what I am, I killed another living being. To me it does not matter that he was evil and killed hundred, maybe even thousands. But he was still alive, some what, and I took this from him. But I know deep down that his rein of terror had to stop. The pain he caused others, physically, emotionally and mentally. Whether by his hand or his minions, it did not matter, he had to be stopped.

And he was, by me, Harry James Potter. And all because of my 'home' and 'Family' pushing me to do so, the place that gave me love, also made me kill. They see I me as a hero who vanquished the evil, they do not see that I murdered, and that is what makes it less of a home then it was, now Grimmauld is. Here I am loved, they know who I am and what I need, they see me as Harry, unlike at Hogwarts, where I am seen as Harry Potter. And mark my words, there is a difference.

After 5th year at the ministry of magic, when my god father fell through the veil, I decided that the killing had to stop, he had killed too many of my friends and family to be left alone for any longer. And so, I trained, Physically and Magically, for a year straight, all of sixth year actually. I learnt every thing I could that could help me defeat the scum bag, every spell, every curse every hex, I needed this knowledge, I could have done my NEWT's last year but I didn't want to, I wanted to study like every one else, and try and be normal once the battle was over. I wanted to be Harry, not Harry Potter the Fucking Boy Who Lived. But now I know that will never happen, for I am now known as Harry Potter the Boy Who Saved the World. I was going to quit the quidditch team, but I needed some release from the hell that had been my life, and I didn't see the point of letting my training take away the joy of wiping the pitch with Draco Malfoy, the soon to be Death Eater, or so we thought.

After all of the training that I had gone through to prepare for the battle nothing could have gotten me ready for the smells, sights, sounds, pain and feeling of a battle field. You could hear the cries of those fallen and the triumphant cheer of the attacker. You could see the limp bodies hit the ground when hit with an 'Avada Kedavra' or a simple 'Stupify'. The worst sight imaginable would have to be of a person, filled with life one minute, then two words later, falling lifelessly to the ground. The pain of 'Crucio' from a destruction loving, hate filled Death Eater is worse then one should ever endure.

After what had felt like an eternity of fighting the minions, the head of all of all the destruction and pain decided to show his fearsome mutant face. I will be ever thankful to Hermione and Remus for their researching skills, and finding a way to sever the bond between Voldemort and myself with out repercussion. Once they had found the way to do this, they researched the ways for me to rid this world of the evil threatening it. All they had to do was find a way for Voldemort to be destroyed body and soul. It is all too complicated to explain though, half of it they just told me what to do, not how it will work. They tried once, but it was all numbers and symbols and only Hermione really understood, Remus sort of just did the researching thing, while she did the working out. Once the deed had been done (get your filthy minds out of the gutters!) some of the death eaters tried to get away, or they attempted to avenge their masters downfall, and some even tried the whole 'They had me under imperious Curse'. All of these attempts pulled to a screeching halt and all of the Death Eaters that were at the battle were either dead or captured. They are all in Azkaban (they were put into the cells once the Dementors were reinstated back into the prison) and are going to stay in there to rot.

Many people perished in the battle, some of them we knew, Charlie Weasley, Luna Lovegood, Seamus Finnigan, and too many others (but I also think one is too many).My families are still recovering Emotionally, financially, and physically. This is what the Order is concentrating on mostly these days, now with the help from the Ministry Of Magic. They have been helping since Fudge was over thrown and Amelia Bones was voted into the position instead. This happened soon after the incident in 5th year, when people realized that Dumbledore had been telling the truth and Fudge was outright saying it wasn't true. Amelia bones had been supporting their cause all the way through and she would have been doing more before but she needed to keep her job in the ministry. Soon after Fudge was over thrown Percy Weasley disappeared, and hasn't been seen since, no one knows where he went or why, and we don't know whether he was kidnapped by Voldemort, or had been killed or just left.

It's the holidays now; seventh year is coming up soon. I still need to go shopping for supplies yet… all well there is still time. The only people that I have seen all holidays are the Weasleys and Hermione and Tonks and Remus, but then again Tonks and Remus are together now and are living at Grimmauld Place with me, since Sirius left it in his will to me. Dumbledore hasn't even talked to me since the battle, and that was all about strategies and that sort of stuff, nothing like it was before, back when I served a purpose to him, now I serve no purpose to him and I am just another student.

I've seen Hermione and Ron a couple times when we have gone to Diagon Alley, or to lunch or a movie, but I usually feel like a third wheel, they have been going out most of the holidays now, Hermione is staying a the Burrow, with all of the remanding Weasleys for the holidays. I would go there but I don't like to be with a lot of people half the time, having lots of people around continuously would have driven me nuts.

Some of the order members come and stay here over night or just to pop in for food or what not. Some people are regulars, such as Snape, Kingsley Shacklbolt, Mundungus, and Malfoy. Malfoy came to the light side halfway through 6th year, and became a spy for the order and found a lot of useful information. He did not have the dark mark because he suggested to Voldemort that it would be best if he didn't go to Hogwarts with it incase it was seen by some one and then Voldemort would loose a spy in Hogwarts to keep an eye one the where about and doings of 'The Golden Boy' and 'The Old Fool'. Well the truth was he didn't want the reminder of all the terrible things he had done to become trusted by Voldemort.

Tonks and Remus are out on a date now. I'm here all on my own. Hermione and Ron are out on a date, and I have no where to go. Normally I would train, but tonight I'm in no mood to train and stay inside, but in the mood to out, any where, with any one I don't care I just want to go some where…

Knock Knock

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