Hi everyone! I have been sick all week, so guess what I did? I wrote a poem! I'm so proud of myself! I like, write NO poetry at all, so even though I really like it, it probably sucks. Hehe.. anyways, tell me what you think!

Disclaimer: Me no own! Nope nope!

Summary: Kai's thoughts after Rei tells him he loves him.

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Things might have been different

If you'd sensed you should wait

Things might have worked out

But now it's too late

When you said you loved me

I didn't know what to do

I took the easy way out

And decided to hurt you

I was brought up alone

With pain as my toy

Beaten over and over

It was all part of his ploy

My Grandfather changed me

I became a machine

I saw things

No child should ever have seen

I gave up on emotions

They weren't worth the pain

I didn't understand

That that was his aim

I wasn't his grandson

I was nothing more than a tool

I was part of his plan

To have a world he could rule

I followed him blindly

Did his bidding with no thought

He had spread out his net

And I had been caught

It's not my fault

I grew up that way

It wasn't my choice

I had no say

The damage he did to me

Goes beyond repair

Though you thought you'd freed me

I know it's still there

And now when I see

Your broken tears

I hate that he poisoned me

For so many years

All my life

I endured his sick game

And now that I hurt you

It's him that I blame

If it wasn't for him

I know what I'd do

I'd hold you close

And tell you I love you