Author's Notes: Oi! I'm back again. I'm very motivated to write...and I love it. Therefore, more updates for you all. Well, this story is winding itself down slowly...and I'm quite sad to have to say that. Though, there is some thought on a sequel...but even I am not sure yet. I suppose it all depends on the way this chapter turns out for me. Thank you all so much for your wonderful reviews! Reading them for the last chapter really inspired me. Haha! I'm even watching the subs for Hagaren as I'm typing. Hehe! Episode 3: Mother. It's quite sad...though, I suppose it suits the mood for now. For those of you concerned about Riza's reaction...I know she didn't react quite the way one would think. She's terribly upset, I assure you. More with her in this chapter. Thank you all so very much. 3 n.n

Disclaimer: I do not own Hagaren. I just like to put all of the lovely little characters into my evil plots.

Warnings: Angst. Fluff.

Title: Only the Moon Will Know
Chapter: 10

What on earth had she done? There was no way that they would forgive her now. Just yesterday...she broke in on their peace. She figured them out. But...Roy seemed so happy there. She had never seen such a placid look come onto the Colonel's face in all her time knowing him. She couldn't possibly report Edward and Roy's relationship...even if it was defying the rules placed over them all. She didn't want to tear away any more of Roy's happiness than she already had. That, and she too, had defied rules not too long ago.

Yes, there were times when she missed Roy. She longed for those days where Roy would hold her close...telling her everything was fine. He used to love being around her...he loved her. Or...so she thought. He had just changed. As soon as Edward came into the picture, Roy became heavy with work. There was no time for relationships with his work. And soon, he told her that he had lost interest in her. He had no time for such things. He broke her heart...but she learned to move on. She could only make sure he stayed happy. But, even that did not work for very long. He became distraught, distant, and cold. When Edward entered their lives...things became more exciting. Roy always had to be on his toes or Full Metal would surely catch him off guard.

It was as if Roy became obsessed with his subordinate. It brought a new life back into those dark eyes...and she couldn't have complained. Roy slowly began to return to his normal self once again. To liven things up on her part, she decided a bit of gun play would give her world a little bit of spice. Besides, it always helped him get his work done, too. These thoughts aroused a chuckle to break the silence around her. It was strange that she would be laughing at a time like this, though. She traveled those deserted halls to rid Roy's quarters of a certain blonde alchemist. Why had she picked up that report? Why did she even give it to the Fuhrer?

It was too late for questioning now. She hadn't been quick enough. She hadn't considered everything that this could've caused. Gently, she reached up...and her knuckles tapped against that thick oak door. Just like the night before, there was no immediate answer. But, this time, she would wait.

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Edward had been awake for such a long time. He had to get his belongings together for his unwanted trip. Once he had gathered his things, he found his way back into Roy's room. Dressed in his usual red coat and black outfit, he sat up on the bed, next to him. The man was still sleeping soundly...well, as soundly as he could, anyway. Reaching his flesh hand up, he pushed a few dark locks from Roy's face and smiled down sadly at his lover.

" I hate to admit it...but I don't want to leave you."

His voice was that of a hardly audible whisper. He lay down and curled close to Roy. Laying his head to Roy's chest, Edward sighed and closed his eyes. He was listening intently to the steady beat of the other's heart. It was such a soothing sound. He always felt so warm and safe when he lay with Roy. Even if the man was cocky, self-centered, arrogant, stubborn, and sarcastic...he never had to doubt his safety. With a sigh, Ed gave a shudder.

" Will this be the last I see of you, Roy Mustang?"

His eyes tightened, his flesh hand balled into a fist at Roy's shoulder. Was it meant to be this way? Everyone he held close or loved, something happened to them.

" Why does it have to be like this? Mother died. Al lost his body. Now I've to forget you...why?"

His words sounded choked...he had to be strong. Oddly, beneath him, Roy grunted and hissed in pain. Golden eyes opened widely and stared down at the face of Roy. What was happening? The man began to writhe and appeared quite distraught.

"..E...Edo..."

" Roy...?"

He sat up and knelt close to the man. Was he having a nightmare? Sweat started at Roy's brow, and the man's dream progressed. Edward gently moved Roy so that the man's head was in his lap. Running his fingers through those raven locks, he tried to calm the man's dreams.

" I'm right here...no worries."

Roy's breathing became heavy and he seemed to be in a great deal of pain. Edward, in shock at this, began to shake the man by his shoulders gently, trying to wake the man. What could he possibly dreaming about that would cause him such a pain? Leaning down, Edward gently pressed his lips to the other's. Soon enough, the man calmed back into a sweet and ignorant sleep. A small droplet of liquid touched Roy's cheek and dropped down the side of his face.

" Damn it, Mustang. I'm crying again..."

Edward kissed the man one last time and moved from the bed. Reaching one hand up, two metal fingers tugged the thin black hair tie from his braid. Golden locks swept around his shoulders and framed a soft, round face. He placed the hair tie gently in Roy's hand. Bringing up both metal and fleshed hand, he closed Roy's fingers around the small item.

" Don't you dare forget me, you bastard."

A bitter laugh escaped the younger alchemist. He reluctantly turned his back on Roy's sleeping form and took his things into hand. Stepping towards the door, he spared one last glance to the other. With that done, he turned and left the room. It was drawing nearer to his final departure, and he could feel the pressure upon him. Moving to what was once his room, he gathered his suitcase and heaved a sigh.

" Sayounara."

Moving from his room, he headed to the front door. Opening it quietly, he slipped out, only to find Hawkeye waiting for him. He felt a wave of anger rush through him at the sight of the blonde woman, but he said nothing.

" Are you ready?"

" ...Yeah."

" I will be accompanying you to the train."

" Hmph. "

Once Riza began to move, Edward followed behind her slowly. He stared down at his feet and appeared quite contemplative. Now, he would have all the time in the world to think. This was exactly what he wanted. Ha! His eyes lifted up to the back of Riza's head.

" Why is it...that you did this?"

" Did what, Full Metal?"

" Was it because of Mustang?"

She stopped and turned her head to look at him over her shoulder.

" Why would you think that?"

" I think you know quite well why I think that. " A smirk started on Ed's face.

" ...It was an honest mistake, Edward. Perhaps you shouldn't leave your reports lying around. It was classified information. Upon finding it, it was my duty to report it to the Fuhrer. And he followed his own actions. Simple as that. I do not wish to tear you two apart. Roy is happy...why would I want to ruin that?"

A small smile crossed her lips. Golden hues widened at her words. But he too, smiled.

" Take care of him for me, while I'm gone, will you?"

" Yes, sir. "

With a grin, Edward stepped forward and followed the Lieutenant down to the train station.

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The train finally seem to be starting up. This was a good sign. It had been delayed for about an hour, so the passengers were forced to wait in their seats. Something had happened to the engine or...something like that. Edward hadn't really been paying attention. He brought a book from entertainment, but he couldn't seem to keep concentrated. When the train actually began to move, Edward sat up in his seat. It wasn't going to be an easy ride back to Risembool. It never was a smooth ride...thanks to the countryside they had to cross over. No sleeping for him. Looking out the window, he saw Hawkeye waving to him. He smiled faintly, and could remember the many times Maes Hughes waved him off.

" Good bye..."

Touching his fleshed hand to the cold window pane, he watched longingly. The train wasn't moving very fast yet...so he could still stare down at the boarding platform. Just as he started to look away, something caught his eye. Had someone known he wasn't paying attention? A long line of flames shot into the air in one long stream. What had caused such an outburst? He sat on his knees in the seat and pressed his face to the window. The train was beginning to stop again because of the strange event.

When the smoke began to clear, he saw Riza. She was not happy with what had happened, obviously. Her gun was out and was aimed at someone's temple. It was a raven haired man.

" MUSTANG!"

He opened the window and leaned out of it. The man wasn't dressed very neatly, which showed he had rushed there.

"...Thought you'd leave without saying good bye, Full Metal Chibi?"

" I AM NO SO SMALL THAT A GRAIN OF SAND COULD CRUSH ME!"

Edward's face reddened and he glared to the dark haired man. Though, Mustang gave one of his brilliant (and rare) smiles. Edward blushed faintly and grinned.

" See you, Colonel Bastard!"

Roy sighed and gave a wave. Obvious, around his wrist, was the thin black hair band. Edward took the hidden dog tags from beneath his shirt and daringly held them out long enough for Roy to see. The train started back up and he reached out to Roy briefly. It was something he thought maybe could save him. He wished sometimes, that if he closed his eyes and clapped his hands together, he too, could be home where he belonged.

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Roy waved, even when the train had long since faded into the distance.

" You really love him, don't you?"

" Ah...I think you know the answer to that one already. "

" I do. You know him...he can't stay in one place very long. He'll be back before you know it."

" I'd like that moment to be now. " Roy nodded.

" It doesn't work that way. " She dared to look away.

" I'm not a child. I know. " Roy turned his back to her and stared up at the sky.

" Ah, but your blinded by your feelings. "

" Technically...I'm currently blinded by the sun. But that's a different matter. Shall we report back to Central?"

" You'll never change Mustang. Don't you dare get lazy on us now."

" It seems you've figured me out. Here I thought I would get away with going home for sleep."

The gun prodded his middle back.

" You will not sulk. You know that's not what he'd want."

" Well, actually, I think he'd want me in bed, just not sleeping."

" Colonel..."

" Do have mercy, Lieutenant. "

" I knew you were the Flame Alchemist...but not once did I know you were filled with so much hot air."

" Ah, so you've won this battle. "

He shoved his hands in his pockets and moved off of the platform, a smile on his face. Edward was never too far from him.

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Edward, once the station was out of sight, sunk back into his seat. Closing the window, it began to fog with the heat of the interior. He traced his finger against the condensation and drew a simple array. It was similar to the one he used to transmute a crown of flowers for Nina so long ago.

" It'll make my deepest wishes come true. "

That's what he had told Nina. He laughed bitterly and pressed his palm to it. Wiping the picture away, he relaxed in his seat.

" I'll be back soon..."

He knew that when it came time to roll around to Central again, people would be waiting for him. They would greet him and welcome him back. Every one of them, he cared about, but it was one face that would forever stay burned in his mind. Roy Mustang. He already wished to see that face...and longed to feel his embrace again. Their moments they shared just a night before their departure were sacred. His affections were numerous, but only the moon would know their deepest secrets. Only the moon would know...that every night while they were apart, they dreamed of each other. And, while the dreamt, they both finally found the comfort they had fought so hard to find.

-Fin.

Author's Notes: Wow. I'm so sorry this chapter turned out as short as it did! I felt it was dragging, though. Thank you all so much for reading and reviewing so consistently...even when it took me so long to update. .;; I might write a sequel to this. Tell me what you all think about that! What made this really sad for me to write and inspired me, was the episode titled Nina. I looked up and the subtitles on the screen had the part with the matrix. I just had to add it. ;D

Thanks so much. I love you all! Take care.

-Chelsey