A.N: My first one-shot/song-fic. I believe a celebration is in order. Oh mom is home with the chicken. Stupid Chicken. Ok. Apparently there is some policy with fan-fics that you can't copy and paste lyrics that you didn't write so I have rewritten this fan-fic with a song that I wrote (unbelievable I know). If the song sucks I'm sorry but I couldn't let this fic go. I love it too much. I don't know why... it's sad.

Disclaimer: J. K. Rowling owns the characters. The rest (if anything) is mine but you can have it if you really want it. Except for the song. You have to ask for that.

Ever had to scream so loud,
It would make your father proud,

I wish I could have seen my mistakes. How was I so stupid?

To scream so hard and break your lungs,
To dream one day it'll all be done,

Ginny's dead and it's all my fault. How was I so blind?

Even now when we're threw,
I still want to be with you,

No one told me until it was too late, until she was too far gone.

I want to hold you tight and sing so loud,
To make you see me from the crowd

I would have held her and loved her. I did love her. Why didn't she say something?

Now that everything's all said,
I guess I'll just lie in bed,

I loved Ginny Weasley with all my heart. She said to forget her. How can I do that?

And pray to God I'll see you soon,
So you can take me to the moon,

Fred and Gorge keep telling me it's not my fault, that they don't blame me. How could they not.

I just can't take this,
Please don't ask me why,

I never knew she suffered from depression; that she had to take pills to sleep at night.

Please don't make me cry,
You really don't know why,

Why did no one tell me she had a problem? I would have helped.

Make me scream and make me shout,
So all the pain can be pushed out,

I should have noticed the last few weeks. She was acting strange. Just last night she was sad about something.

So goodbye my perfect Seraphim,
No, I won't see you again,

Every time I asked her she just said everything is fine. I guess it wasn't.

My blood will run my head will spin,
Until we have to begin again,

It doesn't matter anymore though. Ginny's gone and soon I will join her

Please say adieu,
And know that I loved you,

I'm sorry Hermione, Ron. I can't stand it anymore. My guilt is way too heavy. It's a good thing Voldmort is gone already.

Please say you cared.
And the world will know how well we fared.

I just can't understand why she would want us to forget her. She's not the easiest person to forget.

Beyond the stars and past the moon,
I'll pray to God to see you soon.

I love you all. Don't ever forget that.

Harry James Potter

We found Harry an hour too late. He had the note in his hand and the muggle music player was bewitched to keep playing the same line over and over.

I'll pray to God to see you soon.

I turned to Ron and found him already gone. I guessed where he went and followed. He was standing on the balcony. The look on his face told me he was probably contemplating whether or not he should jump. The scary thing is that I was having thoughts along similar lines.

"It won't solve anything Ron", I said, making him start. "Harry died because he was riddled with guilt. He shouldn't have been but he was." A cold wind started blowing, making my hair swirl around my face.

"I can't live without my only sister and my best friend. This solves the problem."

"This solves nothing. I love you Ron. My best friend, my adopted brother, and my parents all died because they were guilty about something. I don't think I can lose my husband too."

"I'm sorry Hermione." With that he jumped. I thought a few seconds, walked over to the rail, and followed.

A.N: Kind of sad, don't you think? Review review review. Bye bye.