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Author Note:

Hey all! While I am writing the next chapter to my other stories, this idea popped up in my head, It is about Darien and Serena. This fic will express how much she means to him. I know it is past the holidays but it fits my story line ok? Well R&R!



Love ya all,

Sailor Passion

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Don't let me be the last to Know!





As the snow silently fell down the streets of Tokyo and the bitter cold nipped at everyone, a sense of peace lingered in the winter air. Everyone was busy shopping for the holidays, buses were full and streets packed of cars, the city had come alive. You could see glistening icicles hanging from shop windows, leaving a crystal affect. As a couple walked down the sidewalk, hand in hand, just enjoying the sights and sounds all round them. The young blonde with the usual hairstyle, rested her head on the man's shoulder as she smiled at some children up a head playing in the snow. Everything was prefect. The man smiled down at the girl. Then the girl stopped in her tracks and turn to the black haired man. His storm cloud blue eyes met hers.



"Darien, it is so nice out today! Let's go window shopping, huh?", she cheerfully stated to the man towering over her. Her eyes were the color of a summer's sky and hair the color of the golden sun. Her hairstyle was, two buns at the top of her head with the rest of her hair in pigtails from under neath them. She looked so happy, how could he deny her wish. But before he could say anything, she was pushed out of the way out a young girl with pink hair with the same hairstyle as Serena but a little fluffier. The little girl jumped onto the man , and was holding him tight. She was calling his name. He was bit surprise to see her but was happy to see her.



Serena hit the snow with a big thud! The snow was cold and was being to leech into her clothes. Her hair had gone into her eye before she could see what hit her. But she knew actually what hit her. Rini. Her future daughter with this man. She was always fighting with Serena for his attention and always breaking her plans to be alone with him. Just once she would like the little spore to respect her and leave her and her prince alone for 2 or 3 hours with out ruining it.



"Rini, you brat! Look at what you have done, now I have to go home and change before I catch cold! Why can't you leave me and Darien alone for 5 minutes?", she screamed at the little pinked hair girl who was still in Darien's arms. Serena picked herself out of the snow bank and brushed herself off and walk towards them. Her butt hurt from the fall but she was not going to show it.



"Serena leave her be. I am sure she didn't mean to knock you over",Darien stated to protect the young girl in his arms. The was no doubt that he cared deeply for Rini, as far as a father/daughter relationship goes, but Serena thought more of it. Rini just smiled and stuck her tongue out at Serena and snuggled closer to her future father. She knew that Serena would get even more mad and leave, so she could spent more time with him without her future mother.



"Darien, why are you protecting her, besides you didn't even offer to help me up with I was in the snow, but as soon as she needs you, you are there to hold her hand, why do you that? Why don't you help me anymore?", Serena said with tears in her eyes.



"Serena", he sighed, " We have gone over this many times before, she is a child and she needs more help than you do. Besides you could get up out of the snow yourself." He knew that must of hurt her, but he was sick of her asking if he cared at Rini more than her when he told her, he cared both each other equally. But of course he loved her but he was waiting for the right moment to tell her, he could never spit the words out before but one day he would tell her how he felt about her and how he needed her.



Rini just sat there with a giant smile upon her little face. Her red eyes stared at the now wet blonde in front of her. "Ya Serena I need more help! And beside if you were not such a meatball head , you wouldn't need so much help from Darien."



That did it, she began to feel her tears fall. She had these conversations before with them, but this time, the words hit her hard. She knew was clumsy and was a crybaby at times. But did she have to dis-respect her all the time? Maybe she was right and needed his help lot, maybe she was not good enough for him, maybe he would be better off with someone else. Maybe he was only with her because he felt sorry for her, he never does tell her how much she means to him. Maybe he didn't feel anything for her. How could her future be as his wife and her mother?



"FINE! You two have a nice time with each other, you will have a lots of time to be together now I am staying away for you! It was nice knowing you, wait, no it wasn't and as you Darien you got what you wanted, HER!", she cried with tears of sorrow and hurt. She ran off from them not caring where she went, just somewhere were she could collect her thoughts. She could Darien calling her name but she didn't stop. She ran further and further away for them.



"Serena! COME BACK!",yelled Darien. He was worried, he had seen her really upset, like when he broke up her with that time to protect her, but this time she was worst, like her soul and heart had been ripped out. He placed the young girl on the ground. "Rini, I have to go after her before she thinks I don't care about her, please understand?", he pleaded with her. She nodded her head with approval. He began to run after his princess at top speed. His heart pounded with fear of losing her. What did she mean she is going to stay away? She couldn't leave him, she needed to know how he felt about her, he couldn't lose her again. Man she was fast, being a super hero and all, she got a set of legs on her. "SERENA!", he called at her, but she kept running. He was catching up to her, she was fast but not as fast as him."SERENA PLEASE STOP!" He didn't care if the surrounding people stared at him, he needed to catch up to her and make her see she does mean everything to him.



Serena just kept running in and out of people's way as she tried to escape from the man trailing her. Her tears were staining her and the fact that her clothes were cold and wet, made it harder to keep her speed up. She could hear him calling her but she didn't know why she didn't stop but she just continued running away, away from her fears of loneliness like he was going to tell her that she was right, he didn't care about her. She stopped at the corner of a street and was trying to decide which way to go when she saw something that gave her the chills. A young boy has rolled his ball into the busy street and was walking right in to the busy holiday traffic. The boys was in the way of the path of car as he bent over pick up his ball. With out thinking, she jumped in to the street and pushed the kid back on to the sidewalk, causing her to getting the path of the speeding the car instead of the boy.



Serena saw her life fly before her eyes, her time on the moon, her friends, family, Rini, Darien. Like a photo album in her mind of all her happiest moments, she knew she was going to get hit and it was probably was going to hurt maybe even die but she lived her life to the fullest and loved her whole heart out. She had no regrets. Then the car hit her. Everything then went black for her. Like time stood still. She flew up and over the car and flew in to street light making her hit her head. When she land she body was all tangled, and the was a giant pool of blood leaking from her head. She laid there not moving. Her body was ripped and mangled. She had road rash almost everywhere. Her head was bleeding from the impact of the light post and her clothes were ripped. Her jacket was gone, and her shirt's right sleeve was ripped off, while her left shoe was caught under the car tire. Her jeans were torn everywhere, stained with her blood from the series of cuts on her legs.



Darien saw the whole thing. His heart sank in to his shoes, he could feel his storm cloud blue eyes unleashed the rain. "SERENA NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", He screamed. He ran faster than he had ever had before. He cut in and out of traffic, racing to fallen angel. The driver, who was driving the car that hit her was now out of his car, standing over her, with a crowd surrounding them. He was telling people to call 911. He couldn't breath, his world was falling apart at the seams. He jumped and slid to her, moving the driver out of his way and picked her up in his arms. His eyes widen with tears and he just sat there with in his lap, crying, the last time he felt like this is when he woke up at the hospital after the accident with his parents. It was happening all over again.



"SERENA! Please open your eyes.........please, please! Just once, I will never ask for anything again, so just open your eyes!", he cried in to her body. He lifted her head to look at her. His tears ran her face, he could see her blood pouring out the serious cut on the side of head. He tried shaking her to revive. And when he brought his face down to her chest, he notice she was not breathing. His mouth open, he began to tremble with fear.



"SHE NOT BREATHING! SOME ONE HELP ME ! JUST DON'T STAND THERE, SOMEBODY?",he shouted as he stared with watery eyes at the surrounding people. His eyes pleaded for help, when he remembered that he was studying to be a doctor. So his brains kicked in and placed her back on the ground and started CPR. One, Two ,Three, Four, Five minutes went by and she was not responding to his attempts.



"DAMMIT SERENA BREATHE, FOR THE LIFE OF YOU BREATHE!", he shouted at the motionless body lying underneath him. He continued the CPR for 1 more minute. He was beginning to lose hope when the last time he tried he heard a little gasp and then she started breathing again. He was never more happy hear such an little notice but then her breathing grew stronger and stronger. Everyone clapped at his feet of courage. Just then the woman who called 911, came back and told him that the Paramedics were on the way.



Darien noticed all the snow falling on Serena's face, she looked like a sleeping child. As he scanned the situation he watched the melted snow turn to water and tickled down her face to the pool of her dark crimson blood on the sidewalk. He looked that the blood from her was still leaking form her head. So he took his warm jacket off and placed it around her little head. His tears were still flowing and he started to panic again.

"Why hasn't she woke up? Serena.......... Wake up....... look at me..baby please", he begged her. He placed his hand on her face, he began to cry more. He touched her leg and forgot that she was wet and asked for someone to give him something to keep her warm. Someone handed a blanket they had in his car. He wrapped it around the lifeless body. "Please don't leave me, Serena"' he continued to whimper to her. He brushed her bangs from her scraped cheek and placed a gentle kiss there.



"MAMA?!",Rini cried as she fought into the crowd. When she finally broke through the barrier of people, she felt tears flood her eyes and her mouth hanging in fear and shock. There was her father kneeling on ground sobbing and crying with his head in her mother's chest, and her mother not moving, all broken and battered. Blood was everywhere, on the road, the sidewalk, on Darien's jeans and shirt. Her mother was covered in blood. Her eyes were closed, like on of her dolls, she laid motionless. "NOOOOO! NOOOOOO! MAMA!"



She ran over next to the other side of Serena, kneeled down and grabbed her hand and shook her frozen mother. She cried out words for her to wake up and she looked around at the crowd with her eyes doing all the questioning. "Darien, why isn't she waking up? Wake her up daddy...... PLEASE!" She flew to his side and cried into his arm.



What could he do? She wasn't waking up and he might not get to tell her how much she means to him and he might not get to hold her again or see her smile. Oh god her smile, it could melt the snow. He began to yell her name again as he tasted his salty tear enter his mouth. His daughter was scared to death and so was he. He couldn't go on living out her, she was his life, she was his blood that flowed through his veins. He buried his face into her neck and sobbed more.



But the sound hope rang through his ears, THE PARAMEDICS WERE HERE! They were pushing they way through the crowd and then told Darien and Rini to move out of the way. Darien was reluctant to hand her over, and when she left the safety of his arms, he broke down like a child. He picked Rini up and they held and cried together as they watch the paramedics work on the lifeless Serena. The next few minutes were a blur for him, all he remember was them saying is they didn't get her to the hospital soon she was going to die. They watch helplessly as they lifted her in to ambulance.



Darien placed Rini down and wiped away her tears. "Rini run home and tell her parents ok? Be brave I will be with her. She won't leave us, I promise I won't let her ok?", he said trying to comfort her. She threw her arms around him and then ran down the street to her home. Darien rushed over to a Paramedic and told her that he was Serena's boyfriend and he wanted to be with her at the hospital. The Paramedic said he could ride in the back with them in case she woke up and they could information from him. They jumped in and raced off. The sirens rang loud and clear. Serena was hooked up to an IV and monitor. Beep Beep Beep. The sound of that made Darien sick to he stomach.



"Is she going to ok? Is she going to live?", he pleaded to staff watching over her. He watch as she was stripped of her clothes and was stuck with all kinds of needles. One man turned to him and said with a worried voice, "I don't know, I just don't know"



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To be continued......................





I know........... I know.......... You hate cliffhangers! Well tell me if I should go on father and maybe I will continue writing the rest of it! Just joking I will any ways! Just tell me what you think please!