N/A: My second fic in English, well, you know, it's a YusukexHiei, so, don't kill me, try to understand that I love this pairing ((sure ... ¬¬)) and if you don't like yaoi, please, don't read this. This, ladies and gentleman, is my second fic in English, I ask for compassion. ((Correct my mistakes please))
DISCLAIMER: Yu Yu Hakusho doesn't belong to me.
WARNING: YAOI! If you don't like it, don't read it.
SUMMARY: "You are not giving up, are you?". "Don't ask me, you know the answer". "Yes, I know, but always died people that has not to …". YAOI! YusukexHiei.
Surrender: Chapter 1: Pain is a cruel thing
"Come on Hiei!. That was very funny!. Why aren't you laughing?".
"That wasn't funny, that was stupid, and don't bother me again."
"I feel like wasting my time whit you Hiei, your can't be angry all the time."
"I'm not angry, I'm sad, and may be a little bit angry. And I'll be more if you continue bothering me."
"Ok, ok, you don't have to say it twice, but I was just wondering if you ever felt happy."
"Once."
"When?. How that happened?."
"I won't answer that question, but I can tell you, it was last year, the day of your birthday, Yusuke."
"I remember that birthday, it was a very funny day."
"Yes, I guess so …"
"Wow! That's the best thing you have ever said before, you now?."
"Hn …"
"I know, I know, I am bothering you again."
"No, you are not …"
"So, can I talk whit you know?."
"Hn …"
"I'll take it like your way to say 'yes'."
"Hn …"
"What can we talk about?."
"Mmm, about stupid Kuwabara?"
"That wasn't funny."
"I wasn't trying to be funny …"
"Right, anything else?."
"No."
"I remember, Hiei, Kurama told me, that you had decided to say Yukina that you are her brother."
"That's none of your busyness." ((N/A: Here is possibly, one o my mistakes, I believe it's busyness, but it also can be business, I'm not sure …))
"Ok, ok, but, why are you like that Hiei?."
"Excuse me, what was that suppose to mean?."
"Nothing."
"Hn, I'm like this 'cause I don't like people and that's all."
"That's no true."
"My life was very unhappy, not like yours, you can't understand, no one understands."
"Come on!. I'm sure there were some happy moments."
"No."
"I don't believe you."
"I don't need you to believe anything, things just are, and don't bother me!."
"Let's imagine that what you are saying it's true, in one word, how was your life?."
"Pain, that's the only meaning of my hole life, pain."
"Wait a moment, you said that you felt happy in my birthday …"
"Hn …"
"Why?."
"I won't tell you, Yusuke …"
"There was something in that party that you liked, what was that?."
"It wasn't a 'thing', it was a person …"
"Kurama?."
"Of course not!. Don't be stupid."
"Of course he was, he told me."
"Don't be a fool, Kurama was just laughing at you!."
"Ok, so, who was that person?."
"I can't tell you, and I'm not going to tell you …"
"Fine, do what you want!."
"Hn, go away from me, I don't want to talked to a fool."
"And I don't want to waste my time!."
"Oh! You don't have to!."
"Fine!."
"Fine!."
Yusuke left Hiei, very angrily, he was just trying to talked to him, why Hiei is always trying to put up a fight?. That obstinate youkai!. Then he started to run, he was going to get late to school, again …
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Pain, that was a cruel word, Pain, that was a cruel thing, why he? Why not another one?. Hiei sat down on the floor of the apartment, then he listened to Kurama's voice.
"You are very quiet, is it something wrong?."
"No, I was just thinking …"
"Can I ask you about what?."
"No, it's a very personal information."
"Ok, I was just interested. Hey!. Yusuke talked to me this afternoon!. You were talking this morning, weren't you?."
"Hn, please, don't remind me that stupid conversation."
"Aha!. That were your personal thoughts!."
"NO!. They weren't!."
"Ok, I believe you."
"No!. You don't!."
"Ok, I don't."
"Grr, just leave me alone!."
"Ehh, fine …"
"No, sorry, … , I didn't want to said that, really, Kurama …"
"Ok, but the fact is, that I don't want to leave, but I have to, bye Hiei, see you later!."
"Hn …"
"Bye!."
And the door closed up, Kurama was already gone …
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Hiei sat up on the floor, and thought about his existence, he looked to the people, so happy, he looked to the trees, so beautiful, he looked himself like in the mirror, so sad …
To much pain for only one person, to much …
N/A: Yes, I know, it's very short, but I don't have time to make a longer chapter, this fic will have 8 or more chapters, this is my second fic in English, and may be my first death-fic, I don't know, let's see …
Please correct my mistakes, I am learning English, so, I will be very glad if you send reviews and of course, correct my mistakes.
All the reviewers will be thank.
Bye,
Matta ne,
Nasaki