I NEVER KNEW YOU FELT THIS WAY…

Disclaimer: I don't own the Inuyasha gang or Inuyasha. (Sadly)

Summary: "I loved him and I thought he loved even if it was as a friend. I never knew he would lie to me and then tell me the truth I had longed for. What they say is true. Love hurts, because he hurt me…" (Sess/ Kag)

I NEVER KNEW YOU FELT THIS WAY…

It was a bright morning in the feudal era. I'm Kagome Higurashi. I travel around Japan collecting pieces of the jewel shards, because I was the one who actually destroyed it in the first place. I travel with Sango, my best friend. There's Miroku watch out for his wandering hands. Shippo is I guess my son. No not as in blood related. I adopted him. Then there's Inuyasha. Yes Inuyasha my love, the dog hanyou.

I woke up as usual to see Shippo curled beside me. I slowly got out of bed as to not wake him up. He was precious and so innocent. I looked over to the fire, which was replaced with ashes from the night. Around the fire were Miroku and Sango. Each slept on a blanket provided by none other than Kaede, out I guess friend and family.

Quickly I searched around for Inuyasha. Usually he would be in a corner alert for any on coming danger or in his tree outside. I looked to the corners to find them empty as if they hadn't been used for ages. I put on my shoes and fixed up my bed hair. I brushed my teeth and did all the neccessarities. I went outside with a smile. I couldn't wait to say good morning to Inuyasha like I do everyday.

I scanned the tree, to find it empty. He wasn't there. I didn't know where he was. The only thing that came to my mind was a name. One name. That person tried to kill me. Take Inuyasha to hell and she also took part of my soul. I could never kill her or get my soul back because Inuyasha would be devastated. I couldn't bare him to be unhappy.

I quietly went inside and saw only Sango sitting next to the now blazing fire. I held a frown over my face. Inuyasha always went to her, and didn't even care if anyone knew. She was his first love, so it's I guess nothing new. "What's wrong Kagome? Where's Inuyasha?" she asked me curiously

"I'm going to look for him. I think he's with her so if anyone asks I'm gone looking for Inuyasha."

Sango nodded in approval. She knew I didn't like her and neither did she. She was the reason we didn't have part of the jewel. She's the reason we have so many problems. If Inuyasha wasn't dense enough to know that she tries to kill everyone except for him because she wants Inuyasha to come to hell with her.

I nodded and headed out towards the forest. Quietly I snuck in without anyone noticing and headed towards the Goshinboku. The tree Inuyasha was trapped for 50 years. Whenever they meet she would be with Inuyasha near the tree. I went to the bush giving me a clear view of what was happening without them noticing.

This is what I heard that made me cry. It made me want to run. It made me want to leave forever. I wouldn't return until I was strong enough. Until I could kill Kikyo.

CONVERSATION BETWEEN KIKYO AND INUYASHA

"Inuyasha you have come."

"Why wouldn't I Kikyo?"

"I would think because of my reincarnation."

"You know I love you and only you."

"Do you really Inuyasha?"

"Yes!"

"Will you come to hell with me then?"

"I will once I defeat Naraku and avenge your death."

"Do you promise?"

"Yes Kikyo. I do!"

"What about that reincarnation of mine?"

"You mean Kagome? She's just a jewel detector nothing more."

Kikyo leaned in and so did Inuyasha. He kissed her and Kikyo accepted it and returned it back. Inuyasha felt his heart soar as his love accepted him.

I started crying. I knew this would happen sometime but not so soon. Tears cascaded down my cheeks making a puddle on the ground. I saw Inuyasha stop the kiss as his nose twitched. He had found out that I was here. He looked directly at me; his golden orbs pearcing into my face.

I did the only thing I could do. I ran! I ran all the way to the camp and saw that everyone was awake. Everyone had a look of concern on their faces as they saw me pack and cry at the same time. Sango came up to me. "What's wrong Kagome?"

"Inuyasha and Kikyo. They kissed and he promised her that he'd go to hell with her and that I'm just a jewel detector."

"Oh no Kagome."

Sango understood what was going on. Usually when things like this happens I usually go to my time until Inuyasha comes to get me, but not this time. No this time I wouldn't come back until I was good and ready. Sango helped me pack my thing. "How long Kagome?"

"I'm not sure this time. I don't know. It might be days, weeks, months, even years, but I promise I will come back one day. One day when I'm strong enough."

Sango nodded at me and gave me a hug. I gave Miroku and hug I gave Shippo a lollypop and told him I'd be back. He cried, but I told him I'd bring him back lots of candy and that he should obey what Sango and Miroku say. He nodded and I walked out of the hut.

Inuyasha ran through the forest after giving Kikyo one last kiss. He had seen Kagome crying and knew that he messed up big this time. After running for a few minutes he entered the hut. It looked very normal. Sango and Miroku were eating while Shippo drew. The only thing was Kagome wasn't there. "Where's Kagome?" asked Inuyasha

"Wouldn't you like to know." Answered Sango taking a sip of her tea

"Just tell me damn it." He ordered once again

"Well Inuyasha she's gone to her time. Apperantly she didn't like being your shard detector." Replied Miroku looking up from his saturas

Inuyasha growled and left towards the well. He jumped in but fell to the bottom with a thud. He looked up and noticed he was still in his time. Kagome had sealed up the well. "She sealed up the well. She promised to always be by my side. How could she? Well I don't need her. We have Kikyo. She can detect the shards."

Inuyasha headed towards the Goshinboku and called for Kikyo. "What do you need Inuyasha?"

"I need your help collecting the shards."

"Alright Inuyasha."

Inuyasha bent down so Kikyo could get on his back. She got on and they headed towards the hut. When they entered Sango, Miroku, and Shippo felt like they were about to have a heart attack. "What is she doing here?" barked Sango

"She's going to help us collect the shards."

"NO WAY AM I WORKING WITH HER. KAGOME PROMISED TO COME BACK AND I'M WAITING UNTIL SHE DOES."

"I have to go with her Inuyasha. I too am going to wait for Lady Kagome."

"I'm waiting for mom!"

"Well I don't need you guys, I'll find the shards with Kikyo and then I'll defeat Naraku. Come on Kikyo."

Kikyo smirked at Sango, Miroku, and Shippo and left with Inuyasha. Kagome please come back. Kikyo is up to something and I don't want anyone to get hurt…

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