-Hello everyone. Chiquita Elena here. Well I thought of this idea while listening to the radio (I don't know why), but I hope that you guys like it k? It's a really sad fic, but I promise that it will all work out in the end. But in the mean time enjoy chapter 1.

Before I continue, I'd like to dedicate this story to the two people that have been there for me since my very first Yona fic, Yona and Hannah-Asakura. You guys have always been there for me and have given me all of the love and support that I could ask for. And therefore, I would like to thank you both and dedicate this story to the both of you. Thank you once again.

Disclaimer: I don't own Shaman King or any of it's characters. But this fic is mine got that?

The morning sun arose as usual through Anna Kyouyama's bedroom window at the Asakura household. The young itako slowly arose from her bed and stretched out her arms, as the morning sun streaked brightly across her pale face. As the young girl arose from her bed, she heard the common sound of laughter that came from Yoh and the others who were always joking around outside in the early morning.

She slowly walked towards the window and stared down at the young men as they joked and laughed with each other by the old oak tree that stood in their backyard. Oh how she wished that she could live a life of laughter and joy just as they lived. But the young girl knew in her heart that her wish was one that could never be fulfilled. She sighed at the thought and walked away from the window.

She walked over to her closet and looked at the same clothes that she had always worn throughout her life. Her old school uniform, followed by the small black dress that she had worn throughout her permanent life. Anna slowly reached for her old tattered uniform and started to get dressed.

As she dressed herself, she looked at herself in the mirror. She stared at the useless, and miserable girl that she had grown up to be. She was useless. A waste of human life. She hated herself. But there was nothing that she could do. She was Anna Kyouyama and as long as she stayed alive, she would have to live with her imperfections.

As Anna finished dressing herself, she was still able to hear the sounds of laughter coming from the backyard below. She slowly walked over to the window and opened the shutters. As she did she felt the cool morning breeze wrap around her face. It was a beautiful morning. The plants were green and in full bloom. The animals were awake and singing beautiful songs of the morning. Everything was calm and peaceful. But all of this peaceful mumbo-jumbo actually made Anna wanna puke. But she didn't let it get to her.

She looked down at Yoh who's arm was resting upon the trunk of the oak tree.

"Yoh!" Anna called.

The young brunette looked up to see who had been calling his name. As he looked up, he saw the curious blonde looking out her bedroom window.

Yoh gave his trademark smile (as usual) and responded.

"Hey Anna! What's up?" he asked.

Anna surprised by the smile, then answered.

"Uh...Are you guys ready yet? Because we have to leave for school in about 30 minutes!" she reminded them.

"Yeah we're ready!" Yoh reassured her.

"Okay." Anna turned but just before she walked away from the window, she walked back over to say one more thing. "Wait for me okay?" she asked.

Yoh didn't even turn around to look at her. He just waved his hand up and down and answered.

"Yeah whatever. We'll wait for you." he said. He then quickly carried on with his conversation.

Anna sighed and slowly walked away from her window. They don't even care about me. She thought. I'm just the Ice Queen...just the Ice Queen and nothing more. Anna walked out of her bedroom and into the bathroom where she proceeded to wash her face.

She turned on the water faucet and waited for the warm water to fill her cupped hands. When her hands were full she then stared down at her reflection that was visible in the water.

As Anna stared down at her reflection, she became more and more agitated. She then took the water that was in her hands and spilled it onto the ground. She continued to cup even more water into her hands and spill it all over the ground.

She took all of the towels that were on the towel racks and threw them to the ground as well. As she finished this, she breathed heavily and then turned to the mirror that was above the bathroom sink. She noticed her reflection again. The reflection of the hideous girl with no meaning. The waste of human life.

She quickly lifted her fist and punched the mirror with all of the force that she had. Tears slowly rolled down her face as she watched the mirror shatter into pieces and fall to the ground. But she didn't regret anything. By terrorizing the bathroom she felt some relief. She had taken out some of the anger that she had kept bottled up in her soul all of her life. And she liked it.

But as Anna turned around, she suddenly slipped on a piece of broken glass and then fell to the ground. As she lay on the ground, she saw swirls of light all over the place and then nothing...she had blacked out.

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Downstairs, the boys were ready to go, but they saw no sign of Anna.

Yoh walked into the house and started to call Anna's name.

"Anna? Are you ready to go?" he asked.

There was no answer.

"Anna where are you?" he called even louder.

Again there was no answer.

"Hmm. She must have left already." He guessed. But it's not like Anna to just leave without saying anything. I mean she wanted us to wait for her. He thought. He then smacked his forehead when an idea struck his head. Ugh. Maybe we were taking too long! Maybe that's why she left. Oh man. I am so sorry Anna!

Yoh placed his backpack around one shoulder and then walked out the door.

Meanwhile, Anna remained lying on the bathroom floor that was covered in puddles of water and pieces of broken glass. She slowly came back to consciousness and saw herself lying on the bathroom floor with cuts all over her arms and legs.

She slowly started to sit up, but as she did she felt the pressure of several pieces of glass as they pierced through one of her legs. She moaned in pain, but then slowly stood herself up with the help of toilet dispenser that was nearby.

She looked all over the room and saw the puddles of water and broken glass all over the floor. She slowly walked over to the medicine cabinet and started to treat her wounds.

Author's Note:
Hey everyone! Whoa this is the 2nd story that I have posted today! I've been pretty busy as you can see. But I hope that you guys like this story. The part that you saw up there with Anna in the bathroom was not the part where she tried to commit suicide. That part is soon to come in a later chapter. Well now that you've read the 1st chapter, can you guys tell me if it was good or not? Just press the magical purple button and post your opinion now. (Just kidding) Love you all! Bye!