Chibi-Kari: Wow it has been a real long time. Sorry it took so long, but my sister had I baby, I graduated Uni, and had to find a job. Now I'll try to update regularly and this fic is almost over…I don't own Digimon and if I did there would be a lot more character depth and drama.
Betrayal
She sat there staring at me. I wasn't sure if it was in disappointment or if she just wasn't sure of what to say. Keisuke sat in my lap, starting to doze off in what had to have been one of the most uncomfortable positions ever. He was just like my sister, barely any traces of Jim. My hand gently waved through the two year old's hair as I waited for my sister to begin.
"I'm not going to criticize you or anything, Davis. God knows you should be angry." Jun looked down at her hands. Her face was serious, something that I hadn't seen often before that woman did what she did. It was easy now to see the years on Jun's face. "I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I was being selfish. I thought if I got mad enough at her that everything would go back to the way it was…that you would come back."
"So you're saying that we should just forgive her or something. That I should forgive her?" I spat the words as forcefully as I could without waking my nephew up.
"I'm not saying you should. The whole situation was different for you. I shouldn't just have abandoned her like I did." Jun moved forward on the couch. Her arms started to wave through the air. I gesture I'd seen a thousand times when I was a kid, something I missed so much…her little way of trying to convince someone of something she believed in with all of her heart.
"This is real-" My mouth opened and closed a few times, I could feel the anger growing no matter how much I tried to stop it. I could vaguely feel Sarah's hand move to my arm. "I can't-" With one smooth move a picked Keisuke up off my lap and placed him on the sofa. He groggily looked up at me for an explanation.
"Dai-" Jun started with her classic how to calm my brother down when he's throwing a fit. But this wasn't a fit and Jun couldn't use her cute antics on me anymore.
I stood up and walked towards the door, "I can't even look at you right now. Taking-taking that woman's side. I won't ever forgive you for this."
I could hear her stand up and come towards me as I walked towards the door. "Don't do this. Are you going to push everyone out? Are you willing to blame her for everything wrong?"
I turned around to find Jun standing just inches from me. I glanced towards Sarah who was still frozen on the couch. Then my eyes trailed back to my sister, the one person that I thought would never betray me, "First Dad, now you. Everyone is in line to forgive her aren't they? Well I can't. I'll blame her for everything until the day I day. Everything." I turned and slammed the door as I went out.
I could hear the voices floating through the door as Sarah was come to join me.
"Is that what he fought with Dad about? Is that why he got deported?" Her voice sounded shocked.
I could hear Sarah sigh and I could just imagine the look of disappointment on her features, "He can't let go. He just can't. I-I'm sorry." I heard her footsteps approach the door, so I started to walk towards the street again.
"Wait up, Dave!" I could hear Sarah's heels clicking on the pavement as she ran to catch up with me.
"I can't believe her. Willing to forgive that woman. Why is everyone willing to forgive that woman?" I stopped and rounded on Sarah. Her eyes widened and she took two steps back from me. I glanced at my raised hand shaking in the air. What was I doing? Was I trying to hit her? I couldn't even begin to know what was happening. I balled my hand into a fist and brought it next to my body. I couldn't even look at her anymore, "Sarah I-I don't know what's wrong with me. Everything's…I'm just so…I don't think I can do this anymore." I know I was probably causing a scene but it didn't matter. Just as it didn't matter the night I found out. I just slumped to the ground and covered my face with my hands.
I could feel her crouch next to me, "I know. It'll be over soon." Her hands came down to mingle with my hair. I don't know how she could forgive me so easily. How she could move on like that. I'm lost…I'm just so lost.