There fore me

A/n: Um. Random thing I thought of. Will be more chapters to it, I guess.

Paring: Implied (slight) Kaname/Naoya, Isshin/Naoya

Rating: R

Warning: Angst, attempted suicide, gaaaay

Disclaimer: If I owned juvenile Orion, mana would be dead

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"How could you, Kaname?"

Itsuki Naoya sniffed as he sat on his futon, staring at his wrists. His eyes shifted over to the room next to his, and he closed them.

Nee-san? You awake?

No response.

I guess she's asleep. That's good…Nothing to stop me.

His eyes flickered open, and he pressed the shining blade to his wrist, pondering what he was about to do.

"I…"

He sniffled once again, and shut his eyes as he felt tears.

"I loved you… I thought you… didn't you love me, Kaname? We had… before Mana came back to you, we… we…" His voice was small, and it was obvious he was trying not to cry. But no one heard him. No one saw his tears.

Kaname… before Mana, you and I, we were… we were… we were more than friends… but now that she's in your life, she's who you love, not me, not Itsuki Naoya. What do I have? Amou and Sensei… they don't really know me… Mana… master… she has Nee-san, she doesn't need me to help fight… Isshin-sempai… well, we've never been friends, either…

"Nothing is left for me now."

Naoya pressed the blade into his skin, deeper and deeper, wincing as he felt his body begin to burn. Blood began to flow, and it mixed with his tears.

"Nothing…" He dropped the blade, and winced as his vision began to swirl… and suddenly, he was on the floor, and his blood was around him, and he was smiling.

Nothing is left for me now.

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"Master! Master!"

"Haruna-san?" Mana blinked as she gazed at the blonde-haired girl standing out in the rain, tilting her head a little. "Is there… something wrong?"

"Its…its… Onii-chan, he…he-!" The girl was in tears as she stood in the doorway of Mana's home, her hands clasped together in front of her. "Where's Amou-kun?"

"Amou-kun? Um…He's with Tomonori of course, why? What did Itsuki-kun do?"

"He cut his wrists!" She sobbed, holding her head in her hands. "He's alive, but…he's u-unconscious! Thank god he didn't cut himself right, or he…"

"He did w-what?!"

"He tried to kill himself, Master!"

"W-Where is-"

"We need Amou-kun to heal him!"

"Oh! Right!" Mana nodded, and ran inside, leaving Haruna in the doorway. She then returned with her jacket and umbrella, and walked out, shutting the door.

Moments later, they were at Tomonori-san's, pounding on the door.

"Amou! Sensei! Someone!" Mana shouted as Haruna pounded, cold and wet from the rain around them. "Open up!" She called.

"Hurry! Onii-chan, he-"

"What did he do this time?" Tomonori grumbled, opening the door and rubbing his eyes under his glasses. "It's five in the morning on a Saturday, what do you want?"

"Itsuki-kun slit his wrists, sensei! We need Amou quickly! He's lost so much blood he'll die even if we take him to a hospital!"

"He WHAT?"

"He's dieing, sensei! Get Amou!"

"Ah… yes, r-right away…" Tomonori shut the door, leaving behind only the sound of his frantic footsteps.

He returned a minute later, Him with a jacket and shoes on, and his arm around Tsukasa in a sweater and pajama pants. Tsukasa put on his shoes, and Tomonori grabbed their umbrella, and the four headed out towards Haruna and Naoya's home, frantically, each one of them running as fast as they could in the rain.

"Oooi! What're you all doing so early?"

"Ah! I-I-Isshin-sempai!" Mana blinked, and nodded to the others who continued on over to Naoya's place.

"Mana-san, shouldn't you be in bed? You're still in your pajamas!"

"It's Itsuki-kun!"

"Itsuki? What'd the idiot do this time?"

"He's dying, Isshin-sempai!!" Mana cried, sniffling. "He tried to kill himself!"

"What…?" His eyes went slightly wide. "Why would… why would he do that?"

"We don't know! But… he… he could die, sempai!" Tears came to the mind breaker's eyes, and Isshin hugged her tightly, walking towards Naoya's house. "

"Come on, let's go see if Amou's got him healed yet, okay?"

"O-Okay…"

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"So how is he?" Isshin asked as he walked into Naoya's room, looking at the unconscious boy. His carpet was soaked with his blood, and his wrist was a bloody mess. Amou sat beside him, his hand hovering over the wound, his eyes closed.

"H-he's alive, but barely…" Amou said quietly, removing his hand. Naoya's chest rose softly, slowly, but it still rose. He was breathing. "Someone needs to stay with him w-while we're at school… T-Tomonori-san says that H-Haruna-san needs to go to school because she's been gone so long, and M-Mana's going because of Kaname's basketball game…"

"I'll stay." Isshin sighed, sitting down and looking at Naoya.

"R-Really? I mean, I n-need to stay a bit longer to finish healing him, but I can s-stay the whole-"

"Na, it's fine. The idiot needs some sense knocked into himself when he wakes up, and I want to know why he did it." Isshin frowned. "I… I guess I don't understand, but I really want to."

"Isshin-sempai…"

"Well, go ahead and finish your healing, and I'll go tell Mana-san and the others, alright?"

"Y-Yes."

Isshin stood, and walked out, turning to the three waiting outside of the doorway.

"So, who's staying?"

"I will." Isshin nodded, putting his hands in the pockets of his pants. "Mana-san… you don't want to miss Kusakabe-san's game, right?"

"Y-Yes, but aren't you-"

"The team'll be fine without me. Haruna-san, Mana-san, go on, Amou will be there later. Sensei, is it alright?"

"I guess. Make sure when he wakes up he doesn't do anything stupid, okay?"

"Alright, sensei." Isshin bowed, and turned to Haruna. "I'll make sure your brother survives, alright? I'm sure the idiot had a good reason for it." He sighed, and she smiled, sniffling and nodding as the three walked out the door to go to school, all dressed and ready. He then turned back towards the room where Naoya and Amou were, and he paused.

"Why do I feel like I want that idiot to be safe?"

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