Disclaimer: I do not own any Dragon Ball Z.
In this story Goku and Chi Chi are Pan's parents. Gohan and Goten are her brothers.
Forgotten Pleasures
Chapter One- Beginnings
"Trunks…"
"Shhhh…" He put two fingers to her lips to silence her. She was not going to protest this.
A drop of water fell from his damp hair and on to her delicate face. This was expected after being out in the rain all evening. His clothes were wet as well as hers. But once they had gotten inside they didn't even think about getting dry. Peeling them off wouldn't be a problem though.
His hands started their journey up her back dragging her silk top with it. When he pulled it over her head he attacked her lacy black bra. He didn't even take the time to unhook it. He grabbed the front of it completely tore it off, throwing it aside.
Before he continued with her he took off his white button up shirt and through it aside, as well as his pants. Then he only wore his plaid boxers. All he had to do left was take off her skirt. In less than two seconds it was torn off.
He smirked at the fear in her eyes. Soon that fear would be replaced with mind blowing pleasure that only he could cause. Trunks took a step forward and then she took a step backward.
Frustrated, he took another step towards her. But she retreated back yet another step. This continued for about twenty more steps until she hit the wall. He took another step towards her. He was inches from her face. She didn't even have time to study it though. Trunk's mouth swooped onto her hers roughly. His clung to her back very hard, there were going to be marks there the next morning.
She didn't fight him. She didn't have time to fight. His mere touch sent a sparks of electricity through her body. She responded to his kiss immediately. His tongue traced over her lips, demanding that she would allow him entrance to her mouth. She complied.
In absolute instinct she wrapped her legs around his waste and rubbed her hips against his which drove him over the top. He threw her on the bed and crawled on top of her. She would no longer be a virgin after this night…
Pan jumped out of her bed sweating and panting. She put her hands on her face to make sure she was back into reality. She hated that sinister dream more than anything.
"JESUS CHRIST!" She screamed out of frustration as soon as she was in reality. She threw her pillow over at her lamp across the room and knocked it off the table.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" She screamed again. This new outburst was for anger at her head.
Six long years since that incident and she couldn't get it out of her head now. She had been haunted with dreams of that god forsaken night, but now that dream would interrupt her days.
Pan through the covers off of her and jumped out of bed. She needed a glass of water. She walked out of her bedroom and into the kitchen. She sighed as the tap water filled her glass.
After a long hard drink which took up the whole glass she set it down in the sink and sat down on a stool at the bar counter. Rubbing her eyes with the bottom of her palms she took a few deep breaths and concentrated herself into deep thought.
How could something so innocent by just chasing each other in the rain turn into something so lustful? She thought. Why is this happening to me?
She had been seventeen years old when she lost her virginity to Trunks. During the first five years she carried on life as if she had no memory of it. But now in the sixth year things had changed. She would always have a dream like that and wake up during the middle of the night panting and sweating as if somebody had been out to kill her, unfortunately it was always worse than that. She was having sex with her ex friend.
Pan decided not to dwell on the dream anymore. She had to go to work in the morning and she preferred not to have dark circles around her eyes. Getting up off the stool she lazily walked back to her room and yawned. She fell asleep right as she crawled into bed.
The next morning Pan walked into her office with a glum but fast stride. She greeted her fellow co workers with a polite nod and work take a sip of coffee. She had a lot of work to do today for her article on the expansion of Capsule Corporations. Inside her head she was trying to cover up the image of Trunks.
He was vice president of Capsule Corporations but he would soon take over. It was an odd coincidence that she was doing an article on her former lover's company. She had to get this article done today so she could move on to better things. So she wouldn't have to think about him anymore.
Pan walked into the office she shared with Bra. Bra was already there but she was asleep at her desk. Pan tugged at Bra's ear and she shot up instantly.
"Pan don't grab there you know I'm sensitive there."
"I'm sorry princess should I kiss it to make it feel better?" Pan responded in a pout like sarcastic voice.
"Oh shut up." Bra snapped but then she changed the subject. "So how's the article going on my mom's company?"
"It's almost done."
"Well that's good."
"Bra how long has it been since you talked to your mother?"
"I talked to her yesterday. She tried to get me to talk to Trunks again." She rolled her eyes as she said her brother's name.
Pan's face twitched in an uncomfortable way. Bra caught it.
"Oh no I'm sorry Pan. Did you have that dream last night again?"
Pan looked sadly over to Bra and nodded her head.
"God how long have you been having these dreams for?"
"Almost a year or so."
"Shit I guess your article isn't helping." Bra said just before taking a sip of her coffee.
"Damn right." Pan said under her breath. "Look let's just not talk about it ok? Let's just get to work. You do your gossip column and I'll do my article."
Bra put down her coffee cup and sighed. She hated to see her best friend like this. Almost five years ago they had gotten this job at "Now" magazine on earth after they had moved from their home planet Vegeta. The magazine covered all the latest news from politics to cooking ideas.
"Alright Panny. Will do." Bra responded.
Just as Bra was about to get back to work her phone rang.
"God damn this phone never stops ringing," she cursed before she answered it.
"Hello, Bra Briefs, Gossip Columnist of Now Magazine, speaking."
"Bulla Vanessa Briefs hang up this phone on me like you did last night and I'll make your life a living…"
"OH HI MOM! Oh gee look at the time. Got to go. Much Love." Bra said as quickly as she could before she slammed the phone on to the receiver.
Pan looked over at her raising an eyebrow.
"What?" Bra asked as if nothing just happened.
"I thought you said you talked to her last night?"
"Wait you heard what my mom said?"
"Bra I think the whole office heard what Bulma said."
"Oh yeah. Well I did talk to her last night but then she tried to get me to talk Trunks…" Bra covered her mouth when she realized whose name she just said.
Pan got up out of her chair and started to walk out of the room.
"Pan wait!"
Bra followed after her into the staff lounge. Pan refilled her coffee cup and say down in her chair. Her heart was beating to a sad tune as well as a hateful one. How she hated him. She hated him with every fiber in her being. He took her innocence without the slightest bit of regret. He embarrassed her and shamed her being, without guilt. She cursed herself for sleeping with the heartless bastard that was always only looking for a good lay. Even if it was one of his dearest friends.
Bra sat down by Pan and hugged her side. Fellow friends/ co-workers came and sat down by Pan. Some wanted to know what was wrong but they felt as if it wasn't their place. Derek was the first to stand up and ask, "Hey Pan do you like jokes?"
Pan looked up and Derek and smiled sadly giving him a nod.
"Ok then I've got a good one for you. Why can't you go hide and seek in the mountains?"
"Pan shook her head showing that she didn't know.
"Because the mountains peak!"
"Derek that's the corniest joke I've ever heard." Pan said laughing.
"Hey it made you laugh!"
"Whatever." Pan waved it off.
The rest of the afternoon was played off with jokes. Nobody in the magazine offices really felt like working that day. After awhile Pan found that she was enjoying herself. The office company was quite compatible and she found it to her liking. It was relaxing and funny. It reminded her of her home on planet Vegeta with her mom and dad.
After work Bra drove Pan to her apartment. Normally after work Pan would scowl at the sounds of New York taxis and hate to look at any bright lights. But today was different. Work was like a playground. She didn't even have to do work today. But then she realized that she only typed one more word into her article. Oh well. One more day on it wont kill me, she thought.
Pan walked straight into ran straight into her apartment complex after she said her nightly goodbye to Bra. Walking into her apartment she kicked off her shoes and took off her jacket happily. For the first time in almost a year she was very happy.
That evening Pan took a long relaxing bath with bubbles in it. She couldn't remember the last time she had a bath in bubbles. Maybe when she was a kid? If that was the last time then it was good going back to her childhood. A very pleasant reminder of a past she couldn't have back again. After her bath she curled up on her bed and just relaxed for awhile.
"I don't need you," She stated closing her eyes and looking a picture of Trunks in her mind.
She had friends, a high paying job, she was respected by a lot of writers, her boss didn't hate her, that last thing she really needed was Trunks.
Right before she fell asleep, unknown to her, a tiny voice whispered to her in her head, you need him.
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