I hope this chapter turns out better than last time. I've been going around looking at so many different fan fics and wow, there are SO many talented writers out there and i feel as if my story is lame :( but oh well, it's not like i want to be a writer anyways :D hahha... yeah.. well hope you enjoy !
Tsukushi and Tsukasa walked in to the banquet with his hands protectively wrapped around her waist. That made all the other people in the room turn their heads and whisper many things. "Mr. Doumyouji !" a pretty girl called out from the back, Tsukasa turned around, letting go of his hand on Tsukushi's waist and she could feel the coldness of the air creeping it's way through the warmth of his body heat on her dress. "Ah.. Sakurako ?" Tsukasa always had a little bit of a problem with remembering people's names. "I'm am so sorry about spilling the beverage all over you last time..." she went on. As Tsukushi noticed that Tsukasa's interest was directed to that model, she turned away and spotted Amon.
She walked over to Amon and tapped his shoulder, "Hey, Mr. Kunisawa" She smiled and offered him a drink. "Oh! Well hello, Tsukushi, you look rather beautiful tonight." He gently clicked the two wine classes together and took a sip. "Well thank you." Amon suddenly wrapped his arm around her shoulders and said "Well, it's awfully hot in here with all this body heat, i think we should go look at the stars tonight, i heard it's a full moon." and led her to the nearest balcony.
They stepped outside and Tsukushi felt the cool air brush by her face and hair. There wasn't much people outside, probably because there were much more things to enjoy inside. "Well, talk to me a little about yourself." He leaned against the railing and placed his glass cup by his side. "Well, what do you want to know about me?" She gave him a flirty smile and also leaned against the railing. "Haha, whatever you want to tell me." He walked closer to her and ran his fingers through her hair. "Um... My name is Tsukushi Makino, I am 20. Single and looking, hahaa" She looked straight into his eyes and held onto his wrist "Now your turn" she smirked and he continued to fiddle with her hair. "Hm.. Let's see.. I am AmonKunisawa, 24 years of age.. I was once a swimmer and currently wishing for a beautiful someone who i can please." He leaned in closer to kiss her and she let him, bringing her face closer to his and cupping his face from the sides.
Even if Tsukasa was talking to this girl, he still had his mind on the girl he wanted. Tsukushi. He had saw her disappear with another male model and he began to feel a pang of jealous boil inside of him. "Well, if you'll excuse me, i have someone i need to talk to, but it was nice talking to you" he smiled and gave her a kiss on the cheek and polietly excused himself from the spot. He tried to follow where Tsukushi had went and stopped dead when he saw asilhouette of Tsukushi and a strange man kissing.
Once again, he felt so betrayed. Just a couple of minutes ago,it felt as if she was totally with him, but not it seems that her heart was never with him. He didn't know what to do, he didn't want to make a scene infront of his employes but he wanted to stop what they were doing. Without even finishing up his thoughts he walked outside breaking them up. He went up to Tsukushi and grabbed her arms topull her away from Amon."Tsukasa!" Tsukushi looked a bit surprised but he could tell she was trying to stay calm. "What do you think you are doing?" Amon questioned "What do YOU think you are doing ?" Tsukasa growled back. "Don't try to act like my parents, it's not like im a little kid, and there is nothing wrong to have some fun." Tsukushi cut in the middle, and Tsukasa couldn't believe his ears. Here he was trying to protect her, and now she was bitching at him! He was so disappointed he was at a loss of words "Fine. Do whatever you want." His face grew cold and he just turned around and left the balcony. He hoped Amon didn't know who he was.
Tsukushi threw her head back letting her hands roam around his strong hard body. "Ah, Amon" she managed to moan his name and he groaned as he heard her say his name in such pleasure. Tsukushi sat on top of Amon, straddling him, his hands groped her breasts and slid up and down her thighs. She placed her feet on both sides of him and slid up and down his manhood like a piston. As she heard his groans get louder, she was able to tell that what she was doing was pleasureable for him. Then suddenly he turned her over and she was surprised by the sudden weight pushing down on her. She grabbed his shoulders and arched her back to give him more room. Her breathing became more rough and unsteady as she felt a rush of fluid down her body.
Tsukasa sat in his room, late at night, unable to sleep. From his room, he was able to see Tsukushi's cabin and he was unable to see any flickering of lights since he had left the banquet. Which meant that she wasn't there, and he didn't have to wonder where she was, he already knew it. It was so obvious for him, he knew she would be with Amon. Everytime he thought about the incident earlier his face grew red with anger and his heart burned with jealousy.
Knock,Knock
He opened the door, and it was Shigeru. "What are you doing up this late?" she complained as she walked in. "What are you doing up this late infront of my room ?" he questioned her back. "Well i couldn't sleep." She plainly answered. "I missed somebody." she added "who?" Tsukusa lazily asked back as he got dressed to sleep. "You..." she softly whispered as she observed hmi dress. It wasn't fair how she loved him so much and she would have done many things and sacrificed many things for him, and yet he didn't even pay the littlest attention to her. Tsukushi was nothing, she had nothing, she could give nothing, she was a nobody. She saw the muscles on his chest and his sexy hip bones. She examined his arms, those strong arms, she wanted him to hold her. Oh how she would feel, when he held her in those arms and to lean against his chest and just listen to his heart beat. But she would never admit this, she had too much of a pride to.
"What, are you staring at?" He said in a tone of accusation. "oh, nothing, i was just thinking." she tried to shake those thoughts off her head. "Well tonight i'm gonna sleep in your room." she tried to change the subject "well what were you thinking of?" he asked as he cleaned around the desk. Then suddenly she walked upto him and hugged him from behind. "Oh my god what the hell are you doing? Get of me!" He gently tried to shrug her off, but she stayed on. "Tsukasa, why can't it be me? Why can't you give me a chance?" She looked up at him and held on tight. "That's why. You ask for chances before i even give you one. I don't want to have to force myself to love someone else." He said back and she interrupted "you love her? you love Tsukushi? why? how?" Shigeru stepped back with her eyes wide open. "I don't know, look. I don't know what you want from me, what you want to hear from me. But right now just isn't the time. Just tell me what you want and leave." He said in a bit of annoyance. "I want you Tsukasa, i want you, not just your body, but the whole you, your body and heart.." Shigeru started to unbutton her shirt.. "what are you doing?" Tsukasa backed away.
"If i can't have you, i want you to have me."