disclaimer: I do not own TT.

Every story has the beginning....

It was raining ...for the three straight dayz . All the Titans were bored out of their heads , all except for one ...

Two dayz before

At first Beast Boy wasn't too happy with the assignment that Robin gave him...

..." and U, Beast Boy , gotta clean your room…. u got a lot a free time on your hands so, get to it , "

Robin liked to be in control ,so he was enjoying all this free time ,that he could use to make his team to work as one ,by means of putting TT trough endless training sessions end hours spent in exercise room . Not everybody was as exited as Robin.

After a couple dayz of intensive training the Titans tried to find an excuse to avoid the Robin' s torture.. Cyborg tried to hide in the garage on spent more hours with his creations especially with his T-car. Raven was hiding in her room ,even though Robin was very persistent ,Raven explained that :

"Robin , my power are not physical ,I am the telepath ,so that's what I'm gonna do !" she closed the door in his face and Robin knew better then knock again.

As for Beast Boy in between playing the computer games with Cy and working out , which he actually didn't mind ,he was too busy cleaning up his room.

So the only person that left was Star fire , who was allwayz happy to spend more time with Robin ,duh. Somewhere deep inside Robin knew why and there was a time when he was admitting that He liked Her back to himself .But the very next day it was another day and another monster to fight …………' i'll just go to my room and see if there is any news on Slade…"

Beast Boy's room.

The green teen never before looked at his room from the housekeeper standpoint of view.

"DUDE, it could take forever ", he said it in a very non-enthusiastic tone. Only now he realized how bad it was.

Even after a Beast within episode ,the only thing that was taking care of was his bunk beds. All the other mass was still remained untouched.

Well he had to start somewhere .He started by picking up clothes from the floor and putting in the closet, (NO I'll take that back) he wasn't really putting in the closet more like just throwing it in "there". That idea hit him right away 'Go Beast Boy!' he grinned ,he was sure that it was a full proof plan

" I'll be kicking Cy's ass in MEGA MONKEYS 4 in no time !" he put an evil smirk on his green face,

" that cheater!" he exclaimed to no one in particular .Then he stared to remember how many times Cyborg cheat him out off his victory. He almost got lost in his own thoughts, till something snapped him out off of it.

It was a very dark object , so dark it look it was a shadow of something ,he nearly got chills .

"I don't remember having anything so dark in my room" ,he walk over to it .And there it was - a 'Book' ,"definitely not mine!"

He picked it up very carefully just to drop it again "AHHHH" he screamed like a little girl , the book had a black Raven engraved on it's cover .

"But it can't be? ...dude..How could it ...how did it get here?"

Then he started to think and it hit him "She probably dropped it , when Adonas attacked him and carried Raven out of the tower through his room .That's it !"Now that he knew who's book was and how it got here. He started to imagine how Raven gonna react :

………. " Is that what I think it is? " said Raven getting very angry .

" Well , I found it in .." Before he could finish black aura surrounded him .

" I'm gonna send to the another dimension, you little tweet….."

"Well that gonna be something" he shook his head and just sat on the floor still trying get the image of "another dimension " out of his head ,even though he didn't know how it looked like , he thought that a life with out his friends would be terrible .

" Especially without Raven ……… So what could be so important about this book" he thought to himself .He had seen this book before in Raven tied grip ,he asked what was it about be she would allwayz say " U wouldn't understand "

So there he was sitting on the floor blankly starring at the cover of the book couple times the ideas of how he would return the book crossed his mind ,but they were all gone now ,and replaced with a curiosity !It was starting to eat him alive. He swallowed hard ,what seem to be the biggest hair ball 'of them all' . He sat on the floor and stared at it for a moment or so before opening it...

Hours later….

...He could not stop reading, it was just too good to be true. What he was holding in his arms was nothing less then

a Raven's Dairy ,he was finaly starting to understand how Raven worked ,why she was the way she was .

'even if Raven will kill me for reading it ,it was all worth it' he smiled a little and got back to reading.

The dairy consisted of sub-dairies .Any other person would think that those sub-dairies were written by different people . But

he new that those were Raven's emotions, and there was so many of them he couldn't believe. So far his favorite was written by Happy

in her dairy she was allwayz or almost allwayz laughing at Beast Boy's jokes." I knew it ,my jokes are FUNNY ...YEY" he yelled .

Some of the other dairies got him confused or even scared ...Then there was a dairy that didn't have name yet nor anything was written in it but it was right in the middle of the book and You could just tell that it was visited very often ,and it looked like some pages were torn out ...Beast Boy was too exited to give it to much thoughts ,so he just skipped to the next one ..it was Timid's ...poor Beast Boy he could stop feeling bad for her …….

He kept reading it for hours, non stop, his eyes started to hurt and his stomach was starting to complain ,by making a weird noises .He put the book away and hide it under the mattress. That was a best place that he could think of .

"BE right back," he whispered to it like it was a good old friend and with that he was off to the kitchen.

The next two dayz flew by so fast , the only times he was out of his room ,is when

he was hungry or to go to the bathroom .Sleep was of no importance to him ,for now at least.

A day before

It started as usual ,the sun kept trying to get trough the dark curtains ,but all it's efforts was in vein. In this room it was allwayz dark and it didn't even matter if it was a day or night...In a couples of minutes "She" was ready to head downstairs to

have a cup of her favorite herbal tea. It would have taken her much longer ,but she never putted on any make-up ,the word 'Pointless' would be the best word in her dictionary to describe That process ,the only thing she came to like was the dark, very-dark violet lipstick. She didn't really care how she looked………… who would like emotionless half-demon...pointless ...life's pointless The idea of helping the others

was almost the only comforting thing for her and of course her friends that were allwayz there for her ,but even they could not understand her ...sometimes she felt like they were scared of her ..."and why wouldn't they I am a half-demon.". But deep inside she loved them for they were hers only family...

She's headed for the kitchen ...Something was missing it's too quite she thought maybe something is wrong .She open the door and there were three titans having a breakfast ,

" No Beast Boy that's explains why everything is so quite" she didn't realize but she was talking aloud .

" I know !" complained Cyborg " He 's been in his room ,ever since Robin told him to clean his room, I didn't think he was gonna take it seriously" Robin gave a say-what look, but didn't say nothing .

"I mean , "that seriously" Cy corrected himself.

Raven made her tea and join her teammates by the table ,she was really starting to enjoy IT , the silence 'that pointless arguing in the morning allwayz gives me a headache' she thought .

Raven continued with her morning routine .After breakfast Raven usually would go to meditate ,but today ,after a quite morning ,she didn't need to. By the end of the day the silence wasn't as pleasant as she thought it would .

She couldn't believe it but she actually missed that "noise maker" ," he would allwayz think of something stupid and would try to drag me into to it" she didn't noticed ,but the small smile appeared on her face ,she quickly wiped it off and went to bed.

R&R but pliz give a little break ,cuz english not even my first language. Bottom of Form