A/N: Just something that I thought of last night.

Disclaimer: NCIS doesn't belong to me, even though I wish it did, it doesn't.

Note: This is the second of the Lost Forever.

Rating: PG

Summary: "I've done this ten times and I know how to slide through the many people with out making a noise or catching anyone's attention."

I walk through the front doors of the medium sized church, wiping my feet on the mat at the base of the door.

I walk through the front area of the building, my feet hardly making a noise as I walk on the light blue carpet.

The two large doors leading into the main area of the church are open, and I walk across the threshold and sit quietly in the very last pew.

The church is very full for it's small size, and the decorations around the walls give a peaceful feel to the red brick walls.

At the moment about seven little children are at the front of the church, singing "Away in a Manger" for all of their family and friends sitting in the audience to hear.

As there song is finished, they walk up a few small stairs and stand with the rest of the children in the Christmas pageant.

The next performer walks down the few small stairs, and I know its her.

Her red hair is done up in the back and the front left with her bangs, that she must be trying to grow out, flowing gently down both sides of her face.

Her dark blue dress flowed down her legs perfectly, the deep blue in the dress drawing out her own deep blue eyes.

As she started to sing I realized how fast she had grown up, how many years it had been since he had talked to her.

The last thing I had ever said to her was, "I'll be back every ones and a while Jen, but you have to stay here.", but I never came back, Susanna had told me not to come near her. She had threatened me time after time, that she would tell Jennifer I was dead, that she would tell her I didn't love her. I never wanted her to think any of those things, so I stayed away, I left Jen ten years ago and never came back.

As she sings I can tell she got her voice from her mother, and as the years had pasted she was looking more and more like her.

She smiled as she waited for the songs long instrumental part to finish so she could use her lovely voice to sing with the instruments again. As she smiled I could see that the braces she had once had on her teeth were now gone, showing her bright white teeth.

She finished the song and the rest of the children in the pageant walked down beside her, and all took a bow as they finished the production.

I stand up and walk away with all of the other people that had attended the Christmas play, making myself blend into the crowd as to not be seen by anyone that might know me.

I've done this ten times and I know how to slide through the many people with out making a noise or catching anyone's attention.

I walk out side and I know I'm home free, walking to my car is the only thing I have to do before I'm gone and heading back to DC.

As get to my car and sit down I see her walking across the parking lot, most likely for some lunch in the other building.

I start my car and drive away, this is what I do every year, I drive four hours just to come see her in the Christmas play and drive four hours back.

This is what I do, just to see her for ten minutes.

That's what I do.

A/N: Please reviw, pretty please!!!!!!!!!!!!!