And I'd give up forever to touch you

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

He looks at me..... Everyday..... teasing me.....tempting me, oh boy I'd love to touch him, to feel the softness of his skin up against my own, to smell the scent of his hair....

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

He's my angel, my reason for living.

And I don't want to go home right now

.......I know he feels the same as I do.

And all I can taste is this moment

Later in the common room when everyone has gone to bed and it's just the two of us, I pluck up the courage to tell him.

"Can we talk?" I ask

"Sure, what's on your mind?" he answers; lowering the book he's reading answering the question with another question

"Well....... I... have.....er......feelings for...... someone..." I hesitated answering, my face reddening with every word

"Who is it?" he asked again frowning at me, he looked so adorable when he frowned

"Well.......it's.....you"

He looked shocked at this which made my cheeks go if it's possible more hot with embarrassment

"I'm going to bed" I said after watching his reaction

A moment later.......well I'm not sure what happened it was kind of blurry but I was pushed down and sprawled on my back on the couch and he's on top of me kissing me deeply. I allow myself to be kissed; I kiss back much more deeply. I move to be on top of his slender frame.

And all I can breathe is your life

I breathe in his scent, he smells just as I'd imagined. I run a hand through his hair while catching his soft rosebud lips with my own, his hands roam my body, I lay my hands on his hips, we break apart and he begins trailing down my neck, a few more minutes of kisses and then we relax, sprawling on the sofa, wrapped in one another's arms, enjoying each others warmth.

"I love you" he whispers

"I love you" I reply taking one of his thin hands and kissing it.

And sooner or later it's over

"We should go to bed" he finally says after spending nearly an hour that way, I agree and allow myself be pulled into a standing position and making our way upstairs.

I just don't want to miss you tonight

That night he spent the night in my bed, refusing to stay alone.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

I know they won't understand.

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I'm happy though, I'm glad I let my feelings show.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

Everything's perfect between up, too perfect in fact. We're blissfully in love; Peter, James and his girlfriend Lily know about us and are fine with it.

And I don't want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

As I look at the sleeping man in my arms, I couldn't be happier.....

Lyrics by Goo Goo Dolls