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Note: Here it is! I finally remembered to re-post my San/Mir one-shot
on Yea!
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who haven't read this before- please enjoy!
I hope you all
enjoy!
xxx
DREAMS
xxx
Just a day,
just an ordinary day
Just tryin' to get by
It had
started out innocently enough, just like everything seemingly
significant. Kagome-chan had simply suggested a game to pass the
time. It wasn't unusual- she was always coming back from her era with
fun little ideas like that. Kagome Kagome,' Ro Sham Bo,' Karaoke'.
. . random activities to fill long walks and sleepless nights with
laughter. She was sweet like that.
However, today she had
besotted upon them a game named Truth or Dare,' in which she would
ask each member of the team in turn a personal question or have them
perform some sort of physical stunt. Sango smiled slightly at the
memory as the wind whipped through her hair. It had been odd, but
strangely fun. After all, in what other game could Houshi-sama be
forced into not groping another woman for the rest of the week? Or
Inu-Yasha be bound to darkly admit that he did, in fact, enjoy the
smell of Kagome-chan's hair? That had been priceless. . . In fact,
merely knowing these games was priceless- not many other people in
the Sengoku Jidai could honestly say they had so much knowledge at
their disposal. Kagome-chan was like an oracle, at times- shedding
light on future truths and culture.
. . . But then it had been
Sango's turn.
After watching Shippo down a whole soda in a
single gulp, she really wasn't sure if she wanted to chance a dare.
And so, when her best friend asked, "Sango-chan, truth or dare?"
the youkai exterminator found herself answering with an "Uh. . .
truth."
The moment she uttered it, though, she regretted
it. The glitter in Kagome-chan's eyes alone made her gulp with fear.
Crap! Would the younger woman make her admit her feelings for
Houshi-sama?! No- Kagome-chan wouldn't be that cruel. . . would
she?
"Okay," the girl from the future smiled,
slowing herself and her bike to a stop as she turned to face Sango.
Shippo, who was still burping in the basket of the iron do-dad,
clamped a hand over his mouth- trying to listen (and not to vomit).
Miroku and Inu-Yasha, too, paused- a bit curious as to see what
Kagome-chan was going to make the fierce warrior say. "Let's
see. . ." Tapping a finger to her chin, the ebony haired female
considered her inquisition, and then grinned widely. "What's one
thing you dream of doing before you die?"
Sango, needless
to say, was taken aback- and rather shocked to find that the question
didn't concern Houshi-sama. (Well, not technically.) But quiet
honestly, she'd rather it had. Her expression drooped a bit as her
friends watched her expectantly, and she could herself subconsciously
turning away.
"Well.
. . I. . .um. . . have many dreams," she replied in a subdued
fashion, a bit pink in the cheeks as she mentally cursed this stupid
and pointless activity.
"Oh? Like what, Sango-chan?"
Kagome-chan pressed, oblivious to the tender ground she was treading
on. "Just one."
Just one? But they were so numerous-
and all so precious to her. Secret gems that she wanted to keep for
herself: She dreamed of dying with her brother. She dreamed of living
with Houshi-sama. She dreamed of baring him a son- and of
repopulating the village she had been born in. (Well, maybe not by
herself.) She dreamed of defeating Naraku. She dreamed of living
through this hell that she had been thrust so suddenly into. She
dreamed of justice and good karma.
But, admittedly, she did
dream of less dramatic things as well. . .
She dreamed of
holding a bird in her hands. She dreamed of Sakura blossoms in the
spring. She dreamed of waking up each morning with her friends and a
smile. She dreamed of riding on Kirara's back. She dreamed of
fighting and training with the Hiraikotsu her mother had left her.
She dreamed of gentle puffs of air playing with her hair. She dreamed
of listening to Kagome-chan sing those funny songs in the hot
springs. She dreamed of the subtle compliments of Inu-Yasha; the
sticky, candy-sweet kisses of Shippo; and the warm smiles of
Houshi-sama. Especially the last. . .
"I-" the
magenta eyed woman faltered, nibbling the joint of her index finger
as she hooded her eyes, trying to choose the least embarrassing of
all her innermost desires. "I- - uh- - - dream of trying that
Pocky you speak so highly of, Kagome-chan."
She graced me
with an odd look. ". . . Pocky?" the second girl slowly
repeated, appearing to be slightly disappointed. "You dream
about. . . Pocky?"
"Yup," Sango nodded
seriously, forcing a beam onto her lips as she faced Kagome-chan. "Is
there a problem?"
"Er- no!" she laughed, waving
her free hand in a dismissive fashion as the two men behind them
exchanged raise-eyebrow glances. "I just didn't realize how much
you wanted some! I'll buy you a box next time I go home."
"Which,"
Inu-Yasha interrupted with a snort, "won't be for a while, of
course."
Kagome-chan shot him a flat look from over her
shoulder. "Oh really. . . ?"
He glared coldly back.
"Keh! YES."
"What if I told you that I have an
exam on Friday?" she inquired dangerously, lacing her voice with
hints and threats. Unfortunately, like always, the hanyou did not
catch on.
"I'd say screw that."
"What if
I told you that I needed to attend it?"
"I'd say
screw you!"
"WHAT?!"
"You're not
going back AGAIN, Kagome! You JUST went!"
And so the
fighting continued- - - until Kagome-chan screamed out her subduing
word. But by the time she had done that it was already so late in the
day (and Inu-Yasha seemed so broken) that the group decided to just
set up for the night- right off the dusty yellow road.
Camp
was loud and full of half hearted grumbles- even after an hour of
soothing words and attempted peacekeeping. Ergo, Sango decided to
take a short, much-deserved walk away from it all- half way down the
steep hill they'd all sleeping on the top of that evening. Lush,
unkempt grass tickled her ankles as she made her way, silently
staring at the blood red, sunset sky- watching the chickadees and
nightingales in the branches of the Sakura trees. A few blossoms
still lingered on their early summer branches, occasionally floating
off on the gentle breeze.
She paused, sticking out her arms
and closing her eyes, enjoying the song of twilight.
Sakura. .
.
Wind. . .
Birds. . .
Her mind drifted
inevitably back to that afternoon, bringing the day full circle. It
was irritating but she grudgingly accepted the fact, starting off
again until she'd reached that grove of trees. Then she stopped once
more, resting a hand on the smooth bark of the trunk.
Dreams.
. .
Her dreams.
Didn't Kagome-chan realize how unlikely
it would be for her to complete even one? With their lives so
constantly on the line. . . She frowned sadly, clenching her fingers
into a fist at the thought. And wasn't it odd. . . ? She hadn't even
realized how desperately she wished the impossible until Kagome-chan
had asked her that question. How much she craved just one day as an
ordinary girl- with a husband, children, and time to live the life
she desired. Though she knew in her heart that nothing in the world
would make her give up her friends and quest - ever!- she couldn't
help but. . .
"Sango?"
Freezing in momentary
shock, the exterminator literally had to force herself to turn, blush
already on her cheeks. How could she have not heard his approach? The
sound of his staff's jingling rings? "Houshi-sama. . ." she
breathed, licking her dry lips as he cocked his head, a curious smile
on his face. His hair glistening in the late day sun and his robes
rustling with each step, he halted before the girl.
"What
are you doing here?" he asked gently, silently admiring her hair
as a soft wind played with the flowing tresses of chestnut; watching
the cloudless heavens change seamlessly from red to gold to navy.
"Kagome-sama's preparing Ramen for supper. Aren't you
hungry?"
Just a boy, just
an ordinary boy
But
he was lookin' to the sky
The woman
thought about it for a moment, and then decided that her desire to be
away from fighting outranked her stomach's audible grumbling growl.
"Uh. . . no, thank you."
The monk chuckled, shaking
his head. "I see. . . I don't want to hear their petty arguments
either. So here! We can share." He held out a small bundle,
wrapped in one of those napkins from Kagome-chan's time. After a
moment of hesitation, Sango carefully took it from his warm, callused
hold- as if afraid it was some sort of sexual joke in disguise. But-
to her mild shock- it wasn't. It was only onigiri. She couldn't help
but exhale softly in relief. In return, the man cocked an
eyebrow.
"Whew'?" he repeated indignantly, an
expression of mock hurt finding its way to his face. "Did you
just say whew'? Why? What did you think it would
be?"
Sango couldn't help but shoot him a small smile as
she handed back the package. "Knowing you, it could have
been anything."
"Oh, ha ha," he grumbled- but
couldn't keep up the act any longer. He finally began sniggering- and
then laughing out loud. "I suppose I deserve that," he
agreed kindly, a twinkle in his violet eyes that Sango couldn't
ignore. And then he sprang the question: "Would you like to take
a walk with me? I know the perfect place to eat them." He
grinned and extended a hand, his cheeks the rosiest of pinks. She
smiled in return, cherishing this sweet moment of chivalry and
pureness- but still- - -
"I dunno," she replied
cautiously, staring- scrutinizing- at the invitation. "Who knows
what you could try and pull?"
"Hey- I can't pull
anything. Remember?" he half joked, winking jovially. "Under
Kagome-sama's dare. That is, unless, of course, you'd like me to pull
something. . . ?" She shot him a dry look but then simply tossed
her head, deciding not to punish him for his friendly jab. After all,
he was being incredibly nice. . .
"Well. . . All right,"
she finally agreed shyly, placing her palm on top of his and lacing
their fingers. "Let's go."
And as he asked if
would come along
I started to
realize
x
"Houshi-sama?"
"Yes,
Sango?"
The woman stopped chewing on the umeboshi of her
rice cake and frowned slightly, listening to the birds sing from the
branches of their picnic surroundings. The monk had led her into a
tiny forest of cherry blossom tress still in full bloom, their petals
protected from most winds by the surrounding pines. All the same, it
did open up- revealing a spectacular view of forever due to the cliff
it was placed upon. They both sat together on a rotting log, just
close enough to enjoy the scenery that the drop off provided, but far
enough away to smell the grove of Sakura.
Sango swallowed.
"You remember the truth' Kagome-chan asked me?" she
questioned softly, lowering her food into her lap as he, too, paused
in his eating. "About dreams?"
"Yes. . . ?"
he prompted, unsure as to where she was taking this. He placed his
half-eaten onigiri back in the napkin and turned his full attention
to the beauty beside him, looking concerned. "I believe your
deepest desires involves Pocky?" He smirked slightly- the smirk
he only revealed when thinking something perverted. "There are
some interesting thing you could try with it, I hear. . ." The
exterminator whapped him half-heartedly on the shoulder.
"Be
serious," she scolded, shooting him a sideways glare. "I'm
trying to confide in you!"
"Sorry," he
apologized quickly, sounding sincere as he straightened his robes and
smiled. Smiled. . . he smiled so often. And she loved it.
Oh-
shoot! She was starting to blush again!
Rubbing her cheeks-
which were slowly becoming the same hue as that of her eyes- she
pressed on, afraid that if she didn't, she'd loose the courage.
"D-
do you have dreams?" she choked out, clenching her fingers
tightly and closing her eyes. "Do you wish for things that you
know can't and won't happen? Lik- - -"
She shut herself
up with a quiet gasp as she felt his own hands cover hers, gently
tugging them away from her cheeks and unfurling them. Glancing
quickly over her shoulder, she gaped in surprise as he gently tugged
her into his lap- still grinning gently. Soon she found herself
placed between his legs, on the ground, his hands covering hers as he
hugged her from behind.
"Ho-Houshi-sama!" she cried,
horrified. "What're you- - -?!"
"Sango, this
once, please just listen to me," he begged softly, eyes lightly
shut as he rested his chin on the top of her head. "Because I
know you want to hear what I have to say."
She began
rapidly gnawing at her bottom lip, knowing she should push him away
but not being able to bring herself to doing so.
"Sango,"
he whispered, "I have a thousand dreams. Big dreams, small
dreams. Everyday dreams, secret dreams. Dreams are not a weakness.
What creates weakness is when you cannot believe you can achieve
them. That's what you're worried about, isn't it?"
She
blinked, still stiff in his embrace as she felt uncharacteristic
tears form behind her eyes. She blinked them furiously away. "How
did you- - - I mean- - - no, I- - -!"
"I know you
better than you think, Sango," he interrupted with a chuckle
that she could feel against her neck. "You don't have to lie.
You don't have to pretend to be strong all the time."
"Why
shouldn't I?" she argued weakly, hanging her head. "I need
to be strong for the people around me."
"Strength
comes in many different forms," he murmured into her ear, as if
confiding a secret. "There's people with physical, like
Inu-Yasha. There's many with mental, like Kagome. There's those who
can cheer others up- like Shippo. There's some with the ability to
love, to dream- - - like you."
She had to work to try and
swallow the lump in her throat.
"And then there's me,"
he added in afterthought, sounding a bit thoughtful, "who's
strength is that to be content- and to live whatever life I have to
its fullest."
Sango's dark orbs widened slightly, feeling
the cool beads of his kazanaa roll across her wrist as she turned her
head to stare straight into his eyes. "Houshi-sama. . ."
That
every day he finds just want he's lookin' for
He simply
beamed. "So yes. I have dreams. And yes, I know that some of
them may never come true. But I believe they will. I hope. I strive
for them anyway. And if I don't reach my goal- I guess that's
karma."
Like a shooting star
He shines
Sango
gaped wordlessly, trying to find something to say. But as soon as she
did, Miroku answered by placing a gentle finger to her lips.
"Don't
argue with me," he commanded softly, removing his rough digit
before reaching into his robes, pulling out a handful of something
from an inside pocket. Then, as a soft but whipping wind picked up,
he took the exterminator's hand in his own and put that something in
her palm. She could feel it between their innocent embrace- flat,
silky- slightly rumpled- but intact.
And he said
Take
my hand
Live while you can
And then he carefully
removed his hand, allowing her to look upon the gift.
"Sakura
petals. . . ?" she cocked her head, confused, as she glanced up
at the man before her. He continued to grin as he wrapped his arms
loosely around her neck. "What for? Why?"
"What
for? Why? Silly San-chan- They're you! They're you and your dreams.
Don't you see?" He couldn't help but gently run a finger through
her long, dancing locks as his eyes crinkled cheerfully. "A
little battled, a little worse for wear- but beautiful to all who
behold you. Alive, sweet, and real."
This time, she
allowed one of her forming tears to trickle down her cheek.
Don't
you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand?
"Thank
you," she finally managed to whisper, clearing away the emotions
as she turned back around to face the edge of the cliff. "Thank
you so much, Houshi-sama. . ."
"Please," he
murmured, gently laying his chin upon her shoulder as he cupped the
back of her hands and lifted them into the sky. As another breeze
swirled through, the pair watched their dreams dance away through the
sunset heavens- smiles on their faces. "Call me Miroku."
Sango
blushed once more, leaning back into his chest. "Miroku. . ."
she tried quietly, rolling the word around on her tongue. His name. .
.
It felt good to finally say.
x
Sometimes
she wished he had just killed her. Kohaku. . . If only he had
murdered her physically that night, completely done away with her and
then thrown her off of a cliff!- - - Then maybe she wouldn't have to
suffer so much as he obliterated her heart, murdering her in a
thousand different ways all at once.
Her sweet little brother.
. .
"Sango-chan," Kagome-chan whispered, startling
the exterminator out of her thoughts as the gray sky above them
growled with thunder, a few raindrops splattering on the tips of
their noses. Sango glanced up as her best friend crouched beside her,
wrapping a comforting arm around her shoulders. "I'm so, so
sorry. . ."
Sango simply shrugged away, not meaning to
hurt her feelings but not really wanting to be hugged. Her little
brother used to hug her in the way Kagome-chan just had- one arm, as
if to be more manly'. The memory made her want to laugh and cry all
at once.
The girl from the future appeared distraught at the
soundless insult, but tried her best not to take it personally;
remembering her own little brother and how she'd feel if this was
happening to her. "Sango-chan, I know it hurts that. . . that
Kohaku-kun still can't remember anything. But you've got to come with
us right now. If we're caught in a storm. . . !"
"Go
ahead without me," the elder female demanded in a whisper, voice
emotionless and yet, at the same time, raw with feeling. "I'll
catch up later."
"But Sang- - -!"
"I
said go, Kagome-chan!" she repeated a bit louder, clamping her
eyes shut against tears as she doubled over on the empty battled
field; wishing that she had been injured so she could blame this pain
on that instead of on her shattered heart. "I won't be far
behind. . . I promise."
Kagome opened her mouth and stuck
out her hand, as if preparing to fight- - - but then sighed and
dropped her arm to her side, pushing herself back to her feet. "Well.
. . okay. But don't take too long. We all love you, Sango-chan, and
we want to help. But we can't if you won't let us. . . please, don't
make us worry too long."
The exterminator did not reply,
loathing the caring nature of her friend. Perhaps if Kagome-chan got
angry more often, Sango would feel less guilty about her harsh
rebukes earlier in the conversation.
Without another word the
girl from the future turned on her heal and went to join the others,
though Sango could still feel her concerned stare pierce her back.
And then- over the growing pound of the rain- she made out the
frantic whisper of "Please help her, Miroku-sama. . .!"
Finally- her dulled senses picked up the slosh of wet robes and a
gentle hand on her shoulder.
"Sango. . ." the monk
began carefully- but she bit off his next words before he had even
thought them up.
"I really don't want to hear it right
now, Miroku!" she snapped, clenching her fists in the mud and
having to yell over the gale. "Especially not if you're just
here because the others made you! I told you all- I'm fine! I'll be
right there! Just give me a minute!"
She started slightly
as she felt someone plop, cross legged, in the muck next to her-
striking a serious pose that was rather defeated by the pathetic flop
of his wispy bangs in his face. "But you're NOT fine," he
argued, glaring at her as he pushed his hair behind his ears. "I
know you- and even if I didn't- no one could be fine in this weather!
Sango, please- you'll feel better if you talk to us; let it out!
Nothing good will come of keeping your emotions bottled up
inside."
"I beg to differ," the exterminator
retorted coldly, looking away. "Keeping emotions bottled up will
keep them away from the enemy. And then he can't toy with them
anymore than he already has!" She slammed her balled hands upon
the ground in emphasis, splattering mud everywhere.
Miroku did
not respond for a moment and then- reaching out a hand- he turned her
moist face; wet with rain and tears; towards him. For the first time
in what seemed a long, long while he was not smiling. Instead, he
simply looked hurt. Was it possible for shards of a shattered heart
to break further? For that's what it felt like was going on inside
her chest. . .
"Are you saying. . ." he asked
slowly, "that Kagome-sama, Inu-Yasha, Shippo- myself- - - we're
you're enemies?"
Enemies. . .
The word echoed
through the night and slammed into her soul like Kohaku's weapon once
did, from behind. She already had so many enemies. . . She didn't
need anymore. What she needed were her friends. So why did it take
her so much to see that- Realize the simple fact? She needed them-
she always had. So why was she always so stubborn? Why. . . ?
Her
eyes growing larger and filling with tears- - - the girl finally let
herself go. Throwing her body into his arms with so much force that
he almost fell backwards, Sango burst into loud sobs in Miroku's warm
embrace.
"So- sorry- - -!" she managed to force out
through hiccups, burying her face instinctively in his chest; her
ponytail falling out and her leather armor waterlogged. "Can't-
- - help. . . Kohaku. . . myself. . . my friends. . .Anyone!
Terrible- - - worthless- - - can't take it!"
"Shh,"
he soothed gently, smoothing her hair and holding her tightly,
allowing her to just let it all out. "Oh, Sango, it will be
okay. . . You and I both know that, somewhere, inside of his heart,
Kohaku still knows you. And- I know that he- at this very moment- is
trying to remember. He's your brother, Sango. Bonds like the one you
have with him cannot be severed. Not by boomerangs or sickles or
swords- or even by bastards like Naraku."
And as he
spoke, he spoke- ordinary words, oh,
Though they did not feel-
no
For I felt what I
Had not felt before
And
you'd swear
Those words
Could heal, and-
He
smiled softly, his onyx locks curling in the storm as he tenderly
tilted her chin. She stared, misty eyed, into his mythic purple
pools- melting as pearls of water continued to leak down her cheeks-
still silently crying for so many reasons that even she lost
count.
"You know that, don't you, Sango?" he
prompted, leaning his forehead against hers. "And that we are
not your enemies- and we never will be. . . ? We will forever be your
friends. Even in your dreams! You will never be alone."
Even
in my dreams. . .' ". . . Yes," she sniveled, a watery grin
finding its way to her features as her eye shadow began running. "I
do. . ." Thank you, Miroku. . .'
As I looked up into
those eyes
His vision borrows mine!
And I know he's no
stranger, for I feel I've-
Held him for all of time!
"Good!"
he chirped, suddenly getting to his feet and leaving a surprised
exterminator alone on the ground. She glanced up at him, a bit
irritated at his unexpected behavior, but unable to stay mad as he
beamed at her- extending a hand.
And he said-
Take
my hand
Live while you can, oh
"So. . . you
ready to go join the others? The others that- even if they DIDN'T ask
me- would have found I'd have stayed with you anyway?" he added,
peering pointedly down at the girl in the mud.
Huh. . . ?
Oh.'
She laughed slightly, looking gorgeous and disheveled all
at once. She was, in Miroku's eyes, the only one in the world who
could pull that off. And she pulled it off well. "Yes. . ."
she smiled, taking his hand without a thought. "I am."
Don't
you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand? Oh-
In
the palm of your hand!
x
It's funny,'
Sango couldn't help but think, resting her head on Miroku's stomach
as they relaxed underneath the starry sky; watching fireflies flicker
and the heavenly bodies twinkle. How time passes so quickly and yet,
so slowly all at once.' She plucked two pieces of grass off of the
ground and placed one in her mouth, chewing the tip as she offered
the second to her husband. He lifted his head slightly and accepted
it with a grin, doing the same.
Oh!
Oh!
"So.
. ." he then ventured conversationally, reaching out and
intertwining their hands; rocking them back and forth to an unheard
beat. "How long do you think Kagome-sama will be down at the hot
springs, now that we've mistakenly' sent Inu-Yasha that way,
San-chan?" She colored a bit at the pet name that he had
continued to spring on her at the oddest of times, ever since that
one evening on the cliff.
"Oooo," Sango grinned,
snickering as she stretched, "not for another hour or so. . .
You know what happened last time I accidentally' did that. . ."
"My
goodness, they were certainly fighting', weren't they?" he
chuckled, keeping his voice down as Shippo, near the fire, rolled
over in his sleep. Kohaku, too, released a soft snore, nuzzling into
the transformed and slumbering Kirara.
"Well," the
woman retorted tartly, mock anger in her voice, "it serves them
right for all the times they tried to play matchmaker with
us!"
"Yeah," the monk added heatedly, though
she could easily hear the humor in his voice. "Serves them
right! Especially since there attempts completely fell
through!"
"Mhm," she agreed jokingly, rolling
over and resting her arms and chin on his tummy, kissing the cloth
covering his chest. "It's not like you asked me to stay with you
after we kill Naraku or we got married."
Please come
with me
See what I see
"Right," he
nodded, propping himself up on his elbows. "And it's not like
you're pregnant or anything."
"Yup," Sango
confirmed, tracing his features with a finger in the moonlight,
savoring the feel of his smooth skin. "And in no way have you
helped me fulfil just about all my dreams. . ."
Touch
the stars for
Time
will not flee
"No way,"
Miroku smiled- and then paused. "But just out of curiosity,"
he then drawled nonchalantly, pulling the woman into his embrace as
he sat up. "If I had fulfilled SOME of your dreams, as
suggested- which ones did I miss?"
"Why, the one
that involves you kissing me right now," she murmured, eyes half
lidded as she leaned forward, wrapping her arms around his neck- and
slapping his cheek lightly when his own wandered a bit too far
south.
He laughed and beamed, eyes twinkling in the star glow
as he lowered his face to hers, capturing her lips in a time stopping
kiss; all dreams satisfied.
Time will not flee
Can
you see. . . ?
x
BREEEEEEE.
BREEEEEEE. BREEEEEE.
A teen girl bolted upright,
blinking frantically as the bright, late summer sunlight streamed
through her window, blinding her sleep filled eyes as she
automatically reached out and pounded the top of her alarm clock to
shut it off.
Just a dream just an, ordinary dream
As
I wake in bed
"Wha. . . ?" she breathed,
scratching her tousled chestnut hair and rubbing her magenta orbs.
Oh. . . That has got to be the twentieth time this month I've had
that dream- I just know it. . . !' Yawning and untangling her legs
from the sheets, she paused for a moment on the edge of her bed;
sleep shirt and short shorts mussed and falling apart as she played
with a frayed end in thought. But. . . what does it mean? Where have
I seen those people before. . . ?' She dropped her head into her
hands, massaging her temples as she stared at her bare feet, wiggling
them around on the cream, shaggy carpet of her bedroom. Oh- shoot!
I'm forgetting again. . . All but that boy. That boy. . . I know him
from somewhere.' Her face heated up at the mere thought of him- the
man- - - was he a monk? It didn't matter. . . for he had been the
sweetest person in the world, holy or not. . . He had married her, in
her dream. She had had children with him. She had lived her life with
him. She had been happy.
Her head hurt. Her heart hurt. Her
throat burnt as tears stung her eyes. She felt so worn out- as if it
had truly happened. But- - - but it couldn't have, could it. . .
?
And the boy that ordinary boy, oh-
Was it all in
my head?!
Didn't he
Ask if
I would
Come
along?!
It all seemed so real!
She frowned,
screwing up her face as she tried to keep the images of that boy-
man- monk- whatever he was!- fresh in her mind. . . but it was
impossible.
"Dammit," she swore softly, feeling
reality tug harshly on her brain until all that was left of her
nighttime musings was the vague feeling in her heart that she had
imagined something wonderful- dreamt of a life she wished she could
have back. But that was all.
"Sango. . . ? Sango- - - ?
SANGO!"
"What?!" The girl leapt a foot in the
air, head snapping up so quickly that she was afraid she had given
herself whiplash. But, as it turned out, whiplash was the least of
her problems. "Miroku?!" she gasped, cheeks flaming as she
instantly grabbed her quilt and covered her chest with it. "WHAT
THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?!"
"And a good morning
to you, too," he sang, leaning casually against the doorframe;
his undaunted, characteristic, happy grin still on his face. "Don't
you remember? It's the first day of school today! You made me promise
to come wake you up because otherwise you knew you would forget, what
with your dad being out of town and- - - uh, Sango?" He blinked,
cocking his head in confusion as the teenager suddenly got to her
feet, a small frown on her face as she took a step closer to him.
"What are you doing. . . ?"
But as I look to the
door I saw that boy
"Miroku. . . ?" she
murmured, pausing before him- despite the fact that she was braless
under her tank top. Stupid pervert could look if he dared- but right
now he seemed more captivated with her magenta pools- the ones that
were mere inches from his. "D-do you have dreams?" she
asked softly, resisting the urge to brush his bangs out of his face.
His eyes. . . what was so familiar about them? Well, besides the
whole knowing him all her life' thing. This was different. . . "Do
you wish for things that you know can't and won't happen?"
He
swallowed at their closeness and then beamed thoughtfully- though his
cheeks were a delicious shade of pink. "Of course I do. Big
dreams, small dreams, everyone has dreams."
"Isn't
that stupid?" she asked, licking her dry lips as she clenched
her hands together. "Aren't dreams dumb?"
"No,"
he shrugged. "The only way dreams become dumb is if you don't
believe in them." He nodded, as if to confirm this with himself,
and then shot her an amused glance. "Now- if I promise to not
ask what this is about, will you hurry up and get ready for school?
Kagome, Inu-Yasha, and that new freshman Shippo are waiting for us at
the corner- we're going to be late!"
Standing there
with a deal
"Wha- - - Oh, shit!" she gasped,
glancing at the clock on her wall with bulging eyes. Instantly
turning away from her friend and bolting around her messy room; she
hurriedly fed her fish, stuffed her books into her knapsack, and
began to yank her uniform and underwear out from a drawer- - -
When
she realized that Miroku was still there, watching contentedly.
That
is, until she knocked him out with her wastepaper basket.
x
"All
right! I'm ready!" Sango announced cheerfully, throwing open the
bathroom door and smiling at the awaiting Miroku- who was still
nursing a rather large lump on his head. "Let's get going."
He
stopped rubbing his painful bump and grinned back- not even making a
crack about how long she took doing her hair. "Let's,
San-chan."
San-chan. . . ?' She blinked as he held out a
hand, beaming as if he had said nothing out of the ordinary. Which he
hadn't- - - had he. . . ? She hesitated for a moment- not used to
such emotional displays, no matter how much she secretly craved
them.
And he said
Take my hand!
"What's
wrong?" he asked good naturedly as she paused. "Afraid of
cooties?"
"Har har. No," she glared
half-heartedly in response to his teasing. "I'm just. . . well.
. ."
"Oh, come on," he laughed, shaking his
head as he waited for her touch. "You only live once! Enjoy it
while you can."
Live while you can! Oh-
The
girl grinned sheepishly, the words secretly touching a place inside
her heart that only ever seemed to surface in her dreams.
Don't
you see your dreams lie right in the palm of you hand?! Oh-
"Mmm.
. . all right," she gave in softly, gingerly lacing their
fingers- - -
As Kohaku opened his bedroom door, still in his
pjs- their pet cat, Kirara, in his arms. ". . ." He blinked
blankly at the sight before him as the two teens stared at him in
return.
". . . I think I'll brush my teeth later,"
the younger boy finally murmured with embarrassed, flushed cheeks;
closing the door as quickly as he'd opened it.
"Wait- - -
No, Kohaku- it's not like- - -!" Sango began, but gave up as
Miroku began to laugh. "It's not funny," she blew out her
cheeks, grabbing her school bag off of the floor and shouldering it-
though, to his surprise, she never once let go of his hand. "Now
he'll lie and tell father he saw us making out or something in the
hall!"
"It wouldn't have to be a lie," he
grinned suggestively, waggling his eyebrows. He was rewarded with
another blow over the head. "Oooooor not."
In
the palm of your hand! Oh-
"That's right," she
grinned, tugging him down the steps and out the front door. "Not.
At least not until you can ask like a gentleman." And with that
she laughed, the tinkling sound echoing through the streets like a
melody onto itself as Miroku almost froze in surprise.
"I'll-
- - uh- - - bare that in mind."
In the palm of your
hand!
x
"Ahh! Sango-chan!
Miroku-kun!"
"Eh? Oh! Kagome-chan!" Sango
beamed, waving frantically as the two girls raced up to one another,
hugging on the busy sidewalks of Tokyo. "It's been a
while!"
Oh!
Oh!
"Yeah- Three
whole days!" her boyfriend, Inu-Yasha, countered, rolling his
golden eyes and flicking his long, braided silver hair over his
shoulders; playing with one of the earrings on his ears. "God,
you woman are weird. . ."
"If we're so weird, why do
you hang out with us?" Kagome-chan questioned haughtily, giving
his ear a joking tug and giggling as he yelped. Shippo, a short
little redhead kid, laughed as well- though he sounded a bit nervous
being around all these new people. Both girls smiled at him, though,
and he blushed before relaxing a bit.
"She has a point,
Inu-Yasha," he then added, a mischievous twinkle in his eyes as
he pulled out a deck of cards and began shuffling them
masterfully.
"Watch it, runt," the elder man
growled, but he winked to show he wasn't really mad. Shippo stuck out
his tongue.
"You show him!" the chestnut locked
female encouraged cheerfully, linking arms with her best friends and
heading off towards school- - - before pausing and looking behind her
when she realized something.
"Miroku. . . ?" she
frowned slightly, pulling away from the other three as they, too,
paused- glancing back at their friend. "What're you waiting for?
Let's go, we're gonna be late!"
Just a day just an
ordinary day
Just tryin' to get by. . .
"Look,"
he murmured, pointing up towards the blue heavens- a surprised
expression in his eyes.
They all did: Inu-Yasha a bit
skeptical, Kagome-chan confused, Shippo bewildered, Sango curious- -
- and then shocked.
"Sakura. . ." she whispered,
watching in astonishment as a graceful ribbon of cherry blossom
petals danced and twirled above them, floating on the air around the
five for a moment- before speeding off and away into the
distance.
"How strange," Kagome-chan mused. "A
bit out of season, isn't it?"
Neither Miroku or Sango
responded, instead silently watching the path of the Sakura- as if
straining to remember something- but only finding a comforting sort
of peace inside. And then the elder girl beamed- placing a hand over
her heart- - - before skipping up and kissing Miroku on the cheek-
for no apparent reason whatsoever. Without a word she turned around
and rejoined the shocked Kagome-chan, Shippo, and Inu-Yasha, heading
off the school.
The black haired boy stood there for one
moment longer, his cheeks as warm as his heart, before giving up on
recalling whatever past events were tugging at his memory- - - and
instead focussing on the future. And on catching up with his laughing
friends.
Just a boy, just an ordinary boy, but-
He
was lookin' to the sky. . .
xxx
Whew! That took all day to write.
Now I'll give
a few vague cultural notes so no one is too confused:
Kagome,
Kagome'- a children's game and song. (I think most of you know about
this so I won't waste any more time.)
Ro Sham Bo'- rock, paper, scissors.
Onigiri- rice balls.
Umeboshi- the center of a riceball.
Sakura- cherry blossoms. (Everyone knew that, though, I'm sure. )
Also- in the last part, Inu-Yasha had human ears. As I'm sure y'all figured out, it was everyone in the future- but not really Kagome's future. Sort of a future of the future. ;;;; I know that makes no sense, but I couldn't really see the whole gang just appearing in the future Kagome lives in right now, so I pushed them foreword a bit.
Anyway, I'm
really hungry, so I'm leavin'! Please R&R!
Ja ne!