Somebody out there
Isn't there anybody left;
Anybody to understand;
To see under the mask;
The veil of past and present sufferance?
Can't anybody see;
How I'm tortured inside;
That I'm barely alive;
Broken into pieces?
Have I not any friends?
Am I that alone?
Doesn't anybody love me?
Can't even the wisest tell;
I'm all shattered inside;
That I'm close to the end;
That I've reached a tunnel;
And that I don't see any light?
How have I managed to live;
During all these past years?
How come I didn't take the opportunity;
To accept Death;
When It came to me?
Hasn't anybody figured out;
What's going to happen next?
Will there be anyone to stop me;
Before it's too late?
Doesn't anybody know;
What I'm going to do;
What I have been up to lately?
Will Snape see the pills are missing;
The sleep pills;
From which you don't wake up?
Will anybody hear the faint cry;
The slight thump;
When I'll fall for the last time?
Won't anybody notice?
Won't anybody see;
The dead corpse on the dorm floor?
Will anybody notice Ron is missing?
Will my so-called friends find me first?
Won't somebody out there;
Come and stop me;
Before I can regret it?
Will someone ever notice me?
Can't they see how I'm bleeding;
From the inside;
Crying acid tears?
Am I more noticeable dead;
Than alive?
Isn't there somebody still left?
Isn't there somebody out there to love me?