Stepping out of the shower, I grab the towel off the sink and towel myself dry. How am I gonna do this. I haven't told anyone about my pregnancy but my doctor, mom, and Mulder. I'm gonna have to tell everyone today. EVERYONE is going to be there. How am I going to tell my whole family, brothers, cousins, uncles, aunts, that their little Dana is not just having one baby but two babies out of wedlock. And I can't just hind it. Some people can hide being pregnant at 4 months but I'm not doing such a good job at it. I have the 'bump' already.

Rapping my towel around my body, I walk into the hall and into my bedroom and shut the door. I hear Mulder in the kitchen and the coffee maker on. I would do anything for just one cup of coffee. Decaf just doesn't cut it with me. I need the caffeine. The first thing I'm going to do when this pregnancy is over is have a large coffee from Starbucks.

I grab a pair of fresh white socks and put them on the bed. Then I grab a pair of panties and bra and toss them on the bed right beside the socks. Going to the closet, I open it up and look at all the clothes that aren't for work. Out of the limited choose I pick a pair of black pants and a green turtle neck. Something that will somewhat cover the bump I'm displaying. Taking the clothes off the hooks I proceed to get dressed.

Looking into the full length mirror, I look over myself top to bottom. I think I look the same as I did before I got pregnant. Except the couple of pounds I've gained that is somewhat noticeable to some people. I don't see the glow that people talk about seeing in pregnant women. I don't see my skin glowing or my face lit up. I see me. But I don't care about the glowing skin. I just care about my children growing inside me. That's all I need.

After putting on my make up and finishing my hair I open the door to my bedroom and I'm hit with the smell of bagels. Yum. Mulder knows I've been on a bagel kick all week. He must of went out and bought them this morning cause I know I finished the ones I bought yesterday morning. He's the best! I can really go for a bagel with cream cheese and strawberry jelly.

"Hey! I made you a bagel. I didn't know if you wanted any scrambled eggs after what happened before..." Oh God, just thinking about that morning makes me ill. Mulder came over one morning with scrambled eggs and I basically ran to the bathroom. I still had morning sickness then and the smell of eggs just got to me. Just thinking about it makes my stomach turn.

"Yea, I'm not quiet ready to have eggs yet. Not anytime soon."