It was dark and quiet. Conan walked into Ran's room and was looking for some colouring pens."I can't believe I STILL have to do colouring for homework!" He mumbled.
He walked towards Ran's desk and saw her homework on the table. It was literature.Curious, Conan climbed into the chair and looked at the books.
There, in Ran's neat writings, it says that they have to write about two topics, they can choose either one. Joy or Pain.
Conan then saw the notebook next to it. With more writings, it seems like Ran had loads of idea and she done her homework already.
Conan looked at the clock, it was only half 8 at night, Ran would still be at the Karate practice. Feeling nosey, he read Ran's homework.
"Do you know what pain is?"
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"Do you know what pain is?
pain is when you are dying to hear from him
but knowing that he wont be bothered
yet still let that hope linger
and slowly eats away at you
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when ever you think of him
it hurts like pin stabbing you're heart
you felt it bleed but you cant stop it
because you cant stop thinking of him
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when you really care for someone
with all your heart and your mind
when you want to embrace them with your soul
when you are willing to be tear apart so you can be with them
But
you had to restain yourself
and chain your heart down
so it wont leap out
even though its battered and bruised
from hurting itself trying to get away from the chain
but you hold it back
because you know its the right thing to do
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when you had the freedom
to be yourself
to be with the people you love
and had that freedom taken away from you
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when you miss someone so much
that tears wells up when you thought of them
but
you had to fight to keep the tears back
because you want to hold your pride
Though the lump in your throat just wont go away
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when you want to open yourself
your heart
your mind
your deepest feelings
To that one person
but you cant
because youre afraid
and you know
that they cant do the same for you
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when you are on your own
You cant help but stay up all night
stand by the windows
looking at the pale moon
wondering
will you ever be with him?
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when your heart ache so much
when your head feels like exploding
when you are too tire
to think anymore
if that person do think of you
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is ever since your first time
You starting to doubt yourself
doubt your real feelings
doubt his real feelings
but too afraid to find the real answer
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is letting your emotion gets the better of you
when in your head you know
that you are not yourself.
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when it takes all your energy
to put on a brave face
to smile at little jokes
to continue to be true to your friends
to keep calm
to pretend that everyhing is fine
but inside you're tearing apart
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when your desire to be honest
when at that depserate moment
when you're breaking down
when you're so alone
the only person you believe that can lift your heart
is not there for you
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Do you know what pain is?
Pain is when u force a smile with tears in your eyes
when food is tasteless and
hard to swallow
because of the lump in your throat
when it seems that the morning will never come
The nights will never end
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Do you know what pain is my darling?
Pain is-------- when you are falling in love alone"
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Conan's eyes went watery. His vision blurred. He noticed that the paper he was holding with his shaking hand were crinkled. Ran has been crying when she wrote these words.
He looked out the window.
It was a dark night. The moon was hiding her face behind the black clouds.
It was quiet and cold. The night in Tokyo has never been so lonely.
"Pain is......" whispered Conan "When you can't tell her you love her."
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Hum...well...this is the first time I write something like that, kinda sad huh?
Took me about 10 minutes to write, just a sudden idea that I had...and once I start I cant seems to stop, lol.
REVIEWS PLEASE!! I really wana know how good/bad this little poem is!! Thank you all for reading! :)
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