Better summary: AU Kagome was raped and later found out she was pregnant with little Rin. Five years later they move and end up in a nice city were Kagome meets Sesshomaru not knowing he is the one who raped her. He wants to be there for his child. So he befriends Kagome and becomes Rin's father figure. But can their new relationship survive when Naraku tells Kagome the truth.

I am Lucifers Daughter I just changed my name.

Man Or Monster

Prologue

Five years ago Kagome Higurashi's life was forever changed. At that time she was sixteen, popular, a friend to all, and an honor student. She was the type of girl ever parent dream of having, one that never disappoints and is going some where important with their life. Unlike some of her fellow classmates she shied away from boys that wanted more than friendship and never really took part in illegal activities or exploring the bodies of the opposite or same sex.

But one unforgettable night while walking home from the grocery store a man, no a monster, pulled her into a car and raped her. She screamed, she fought back, she did everything she could think of but it wasn't enough. At first she couldn't believe why someone would do this and why her. Her shock and despair quickly turned to anger as the monster had his way with her. How could someone be so pathetic to have the need to make themself feel manly by becoming a monster? How does doing something inhumane make you feel human?

When the monster was done another person, the driver and monster's advocate, tossed her out of the fast moving car on a deserted road. She was furious but not at herself, at the monster that violated her. So with all the strength she got from her anger and need for revenge she limped half a mile to the police station in town. On the way she kept reliving the experience so she wouldn't forget and so she could tell the police anything that would help them put this monster behind bars.

When she came in the station she told the officers everything while they took her to the hospital. Everyone was surprised at how brave and in control she was. She wasn't hysterical but calm; instead of being discouraged she was determined, instead of being ashamed with herself she was disgusted with the monster. After she was raped she kept telling herself that she would not let that monster win. She wouldn't crawl up into a ball and try to forget. She wouldn't cry for herself. She wouldn't pity herself. She would be strong and show him he didn't beat her. She refused to be a victim but a survivor and regain the control that he thought he had taken.

She couldn't understand people's reactions when they found out. She was no longer popular, no one wanted to be her friend, and she was no longer every parent's dream. She was now every parent's nightmare. It didn't matter the she was still an honor student or the same person as before. She was now a victim, a statistic, a reminder of the world's harsh reality. She was an unwed pregnant teenager who didn't know the identity of the child's father.

Shouldn't everyone be proud of her? She didn't keep her silence. She was trying to do everything she knew to try and prevent this from happening to someone else. She refused to think that if she pretend it never happen that would mean it never did. The only people who where proud of her were her grandfather and the dective working on her case. They were always encouraging her and telling her by not keeping silent she was regaining some of the control the rapist stole from her. She wasn't letting him win and when he would be caught it would be as if she was raping him instead. And that was what Kagome wanted. She wanted revenge for her stolen innocence, her reputation, and any pain her unborn child might feel.

Her mother was ashamed of her and could never look at her. She thought it was Kagome's fault that she could have fought harder and that secretly she liked it. She thought that maybe Kagome provoked the man some how or maybe Kagome wasn't really as innocent as everyone believed. Maybe Kagome just had a one night stand and was just crying rape for attention? After all Kagome didn't have much information to tell the officers. Her excuse was she was blind folded.

But the hardships were not over but only began. A month after the rape when Kagome found out she was pregnant the first thing her mother said was that she had to have an abortion before anybody found out. She wasn't aloud to ruin their family name anymore by flaunting her failures in life. She was a disgrace and the child was a mistake. And mistakes must be taken care of.

But Kagome refused. She wanted to keep the baby so when the police found the monster that did this to her there would be more evidence to put him behind bars. There would be nothing the monster could say to get away with his crime. There would be living, breathing, human being that was half his, as proof of his crime.

With that thought, for the first time since Kagome was pushed out of that car door on that unforgettable night, she felt fear and cried herself to sleep. She was going to bear a child to the man who raped her. A child that was as much hers as it was his no matter how much she fought against it. The child could look like him, have traits of his, and have a disease of his. His. It would be his.

That was the only night Kagome ever allowed those thoughts to enter her mind. The child is hers. Not his but hers. He would never meet her child and it will never be his. She was going to be a mother in eight months and there would be no father. But as mush as she hated to admit it, in the back of her mind she wished for a daughter who resembled her in ever way. Because who else could the child resemble? For it only had a mother. There was no father.

Eight months soon passed and Kagome, much to her mother's disgust, gave birth to a healthy six pound eight ounce girl named Rin Higurashi.

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