Alucard's Heart

Chapter 2

By: Rachel

Rated: R

Genre: Romance/Drama

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Okay, for an update as of page three, which is still in the past I've seen all of Hellsing. Damn what an ending. I really thought…well, for those who have yet to see all of the ending I won't say anything more. Anyway, it was well worth renting them! ::goes to use DVD Shrink that gets rid of copyright codes to burn the DVDs:: ' For myself only, so it's not illegal…::cough::

Also BOLD text are flash backs, or me talking at the beginning and end of my fics. Anyway, I have to write SCENE SPLIT…because they won't let you using facking symbols anymore! I wanted to do just …. To change to the next scene…but god forbid! YES…I wrote facking. ENJOY!

Disclaimer: I do not own Hellsing.

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Alucard sat on a brick wall as he listened to the water falling from the dam below him. He shut his eyes and let a weak smile cross his face as the wind blew his hair back in the brisk fall air.

"Alucard, shouldn't you be leaving? It's almost dust…" He opened his eyes as the girl with long blonde hair looked at him.

"Leaving to do what?" He arched an eyebrow.

"Otherwise you'll be bitten by a vampire." She waved her arms in the air as he smirked and looked away to hide his laughter from her.

"You believe that old story that your grandmother told you?" Alucard shook his head and rolled his eyes.

The girl pouted. "N-no." she answered. "I just don't like the dark. Besides, aren't you scared? You're only two years older than I am Alucard!" The girl hissed tugging him off the wall and by her side.

"Yes, but I'm a guy. Guys are braver that girls." He grinned as her face twisted and her eyes narrowed.

"Are not! I can be brave too!" She stuck her tongue out. "I'll tell your mother what you said if you say that again too Alucard."

Alucard sighed, shaking his head. "Go ahead Emily, see if I care. I'm ten years old, it's not like she can baby me…" He rolled his eyes.

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Emily was part of the Hellsing family and his families were close to one another because of this. His mother frequently helped watch after Emily while her father, brother, and even her mother were out crushing the evils of the night. The evils, which Alucard and Emily had never seen.

They were now eighteen and twenty as they stood next to the same dam. "Why not actually stay out at night this time?" Alucard grinned wickedly as Emily sharply turned towards him her eyes wide.

"Never, we'll be—"

"Be what Emily, do you still believe in those damned vampire stories?" He shook his head as she wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him.

She nodded. "Yes I do. I'm not brave, and I want you to come back with me."

"If I refuse?" he smirked as she punched him in the side. "Well, if you're going to become abusive." He pulled back and kissed her quickly before the two started walking down the path back to his home.

"Can we stay like this?" She sighed, a blush on her normally pale cheeks.

"Forever?" he asked. Emily nodded, avoiding eye contact. "I'm not sure…that's asking a lot." He bowed his head. She pulled back and her shoulders sank.

"I can't believe you just had the nerve to say that!" She bellowed.

Alucard threw his head back in laughter. "You know I love you. It's a jest, a simple jest! Relax Emily." He tangled his fingers in her long blonde locks and looked into her blue eyes. "Yes, we're going to be stuck with each other for eternity." He leaned his forehead against hers.

Alucard chased Emily as they ran down the pathway to his home. She cried out tripping and falling to the ground as Alucard came up from behind her and grabbed hold of her. She wiped the tears from her eyes as her laughter quieted down. Alucard leaned in and kissed her again.

Pulling away Emily bowed her head and smiled as she glanced towards the hill. Below them was Alucard's house. His mother would have food already ready for them when they got back. Her eyes widened. "Alucard…" Her right hand rose into the air and her arm trembled.

He narrowed his eyes and looked towards the hill as his eyes locked onto a tower of smoke as it climbed up towards the heavens. "My…" He trailed off and scrambled to his feet. "Mother!" he shouted and grabbed Emily's hand pulling her along with him as they reached the top of the hill. "Emily, stay here!" Alucard stumbled forward as he watched his house be engulfed in flames. Had his mother gotten out safe? His father had died when he was eleven from some unknown illness.

"Mother!" Alucard kicked the door open and raised his arms towards his face, blocking the heat that came rushing at him. He jumped inside as he heard her coughing. He slipped on a slick surface and found his mother on the ground. "…mother?" Alucard smiled weakly as he started to drag her out.

"Leave me Alucard." He looked down as he coughed, inhaling the smoke into his lungs. He watched as her hand moved up slowly and pointed to her neck where a bleeding wound tricked down and towards him. The slick surface that had made him slip and fall was his mother's blood.

"What happened," he hissed. "Mother no!" he protested. "I will not leave you!" He stated firmly.

"Alucard, I want to die here. If you drag me out I'll only cause you and Emily harm!" She hissed. Alucard shook his head. "I'm becoming a ghoul Alucard. What Emily has ever told you of the vampires is true." She reached her hand up and touched her son's face. "Protect her, and if worse comes to worse, hold her in your memory forever." She smiled weakly. "Now go my son." She exhaled.

Alucard swallowed hard and stepped backwards. He cured as he burnt his hand reaching behind him. He quickly raced outside coughing and sputtering. "Emily!" He shouted and looked up.

"Well, it seems that the two of you are here." A voice cooed. Alucard raced towards Emily and reached his arms out and stood in front of her.

"Are you the one who killed my mother?" Alucard's eyes were on fire as Emily stood up and clung onto Alucard at waist level.

The man grinned wickedly. "Maybe, maybe not." The vampire bared his fangs. "You boy get out of my way and maybe I'll be grateful and let you have a peaceful death."

Alucard bowed his head and laughed. "Vampires…like hell I'll let you near Emily!" He smirked.

"Alucard…" He turned his head towards Emily so he could hear her better. "We can't go anywhere, he'll kill us."

"Don't be so negative Emily…" Alucard sighed. "He doesn't look like much of a vampire…or much of a man for that matter."

The vampire let out a snarl of anger. "Test me boy…see how far it gets you!" The vampire was tall with short brown hair, his eyes the color of fire.

"With the looks of you it should get me pretty far." Alucard smugly marked.

Emily pulled at his shirt. "Don't Alucard…" She whispered.

"You've got nerve boy." The guy smirked. "For that I'll let you live…" He phased away.

Alucard gritted his teeth. "What?" He looked around.

"The girl however…must die!" The vampire phased in behind Emily and stabbed his fist through her back sharply.

Emily's dark blue eyes screamed out in pain before her voice ever let out a pain filled cry. "Emily!" Alucard whipped around and grabbed her as she fell.

"Have a good evening boy." The vampire let out a roar of laughter before he disappeared.

Alucard trembled as she looked up at him. "…it's okay. I can't feel the pain, don't look so sad." She shuddered. "Alucard, don't look at me like that." She coughed. Alucard's face was pale and he was on the verge of crying.

"I'll kill him Emily; I swear I'll get revenge. Just relax; you're going to be…" He swallowed as he felt the blood coating his hands. "…fine." He bowed his head and bit hard on his lower lip until he tasted blood.

"Alucard…I'm going to…give you my family's most powerful gift." She closed her eyes and smiled. "Integra dela deas…canta montis… loadacai …" She smiled, reaching her hand to either side of his face. Her eyes turned red and glowed with a monstrous fury. "Integra dela deas canta…montis loadacai…" She shuddered. "I give thine power of the immortal vampire. Given by the Hellsing family, take thy blood and drink, for it will be your first…" She rolled her head back and screamed as violent wind engulfed them.

"Emily, stop!" Alucard sat up and cried out as every part of his body started to ache.

"Alucard, just drink!" Emily moved her head baring her neck to him. "Giving you this power is the only way I know to keep you safe." A tear rolled over her cheeks. "You'll be a vampire, but we can control you Alucard." She shuddered. "I've already said the spell out loud, so it's too late for you to save me. If you don't drink, we'll both die." She exhaled and looked towards Alucard.

"Emily…" He gagged and buckled forward. "…what have you done?" He dug his fingers into the ground, and let out a hiss of pain as his mouth ached. Every bit of him felt like it was on fire.

"It's my family's power. The spell will be useless if anyone else is to ever say it again. There will only be one true immortal vampire Alucard. I want you to live for me. Hold me in…" She shuddered. "…hold me in your heart." She pulled him towards her and kissed him. "Please, for me. Do this."

He shook his head as the tears soaked into Emily's blood covered dress. "What will happen to me? Will I have control of my actions?" He pulled back and looked into her eyes.

She bowed her head. "It's doubtful. Only members of…Hellsing can stop you. We are your master until the day our bloodline," she took a quick breath. "Dies out." Emily reached her arms up and pulled his head towards her neck. "Now, do it." She whispered.

"Emily…?" His body trembled. Every sense in his body was heightened, his head felt like it was going to split open, and he had grown fangs.

"It'll hurt, but I'll be with you forever Alucard." She shuddered holding him tightly. "Keep me as your one true sanity Alucard." She cried as he slowly opened his mouth.

Tears rolled down their cheeks as they held onto one another. "I…" He kissed her one last time. "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you." He bowed his head. "Goodbye." He pressed his lips into her neck and he paused as she let out a gasp before her opened his mouth.

Taking a few unsteady breaths he clamped his eyes shut. He counted to three about a hundred times before he heard her scream out. He had done it. His blood boiled and as he tasted the copper liquid as it burned down his throat he suddenly realized the horrifying truth.

He pulled back and wiped his mouth as he looked down at Emily. A smile was on her pale face, as his eyes began to glow a violent red. Out of some unknown depths of his soul he returned her smile with his own and threw his head back in a malicious laughter. He licked his lips. "God, Emily…" He bowed his head to hide his wicked grin from her face. "I never knew how easy it was." He cooed.

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Alucard pressed his right hand against his temples and let out a hiss. Just what he needed, were more unwanted memories seeping from the back of his mind. "Damn." He snarled.

Seras knocked on his door. Alucard blinked and looked towards it as she opened the door. Poking her head around the corner she smiled as she noticed him staring with death filled eyes as she stepped inside. "Master, I know it's rather early, but…"

Alucard narrowed his red eyes and pulled off his sunglasses as he took a seat at the table much like Seras's. Slowly he raised his hand into the air and moved his index finger, singling her to come over to him.

Swallowing she nodded and stepped towards him. She stopped about three feet from arms reach of him and stared down at her master as he rocked back in his chair and looked up at the ceiling. "Do you know what it feels like to sink your teeth into human flesh police girl?" He mused, turning his head just enough so his eyes were locked onto hers.

Seras paused and took a step back. "No master…I do not." She bowed her head.

Alucard sat up straight and stood. Turning he waltzed over to her and gripped his right hand around Seras's neck. "We'll need to change that then." He grinned, looking at her with his insane eyes.

Seras pulled back. "How can you say that?" she hissed. "God, how could you even do that? You were human once, weren't you?!" She walked towards the door. "How can you just tell that person, sorry, but I need your blood, and then bite through their skin?" Seras looked like she was going to gag as she ran out of Alucard's room.

Alucard let out a snarl and darted after Seras. He grabbed her right arm and threw her back, pinning her to the wall. "You will never speak of my past again…" He bared his fangs, his eyes wide in an angered fury. "Do I make myself clear?" He howled.

Seras trembled and slid down the wall as he backed away. "I…" She bowed her head.

"Answer me fledgling!" He hissed. "I can destroy you just as quickly as I made you!" He pounded his fist into the wall again.

Seras let out a cry and covered her head afraid he would strike her. "Y-yes master." She cried.

Alucard straightened. "Good day then…" He faded away.

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His mind was screaming for him to stop. He smiled, laughing as he bit down on the neck of a screaming girl. "You should feel privileged…" A year had passed since Emily had passed on. He still held onto the shred of sanity he had left in him. Everything ached, everything. When he was drinking was the only time the pain went away. Like a sick drug addiction he couldn't stop.

Years passed, and no one could ever stop him. He was still on the search for the vampire that had killed Emily, and his mother. His mind pained him the more he thought about it. "Kill…" he hissed. He'd rip him from limb to limb and then let the vultures feed on him. "I'll send him to hell!" He cackled.

Three hundred years later and still no sign of the vampire he had been searching for. Alucard had grown very powerful; hand had killed countless amounts of people in his time. He let out a hissed laugh as the Hellsing operatives surrounded him and began to fire. "Shoot all you want, you'll never kill me!" He cackled.

The men cried out as Alucard snapped the one mans head back and drank at his blood. A man from behind him chuckled. "Alucard…" He grinned. Alucard snickered and turned back. A gun fired and a large object hit Alucard and then surrounded him.

Alucard's red eyes opened wide and he cried out and thrashed around as the jacket held him firm. His body burned as she fell to the ground screaming and clawing at his face. "Bastard, what did you do to me?!" Alucard cried.

The man grinned. "Doing the one thing that could stop you. You're Emily's creation, the Hellsing family's true immortal vampire…and our servant of the night."

Alucard awoke and hissed as he looked around. His eyes weren't adjusting to the darkness like they normally did. "You're human side is showing again Alucard…"

Alucard smirked. "It's been a long time since anyone has ever called me by my true name."

The man coughed. "It's been a long time since anyone could talk to you without you ripping off their head too Alucard." He looked up, the evil still held in his red eyes.

"You spoke of the name Emily?" Alucard's voice was strained.

The man nodded. "I'm a Hellsing, like she was. You were her creation; you will never die, holding onto her memory deep inside your heart for all eternity. Is that what keeps you going?"

Alucard closed his eyes. "Maybe…" He trailed off as the man left the room. He looked up. "Who are you?"

The man looked through the bars at Alucard. "Your master." the man turned and walked away.

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Alucard stopped in the entryway to the Hellsing house and stared at the painting of Integra when she was still a little girl standing next to her father. Walter approached him and placed a hand on Alucard's shoulder.

Alucard turned his head and narrowed his eyes. "What is it?" He mumbled.

Walter straightened, pulling his hand away. "In the end…did you still love Emily more?" Alucard's face withered and his shoulders sank. "Or is the fact that you can't tell the difference between either of them anymore that's really tearing you up inside?"

Alucard swallowed. "Thanks for the unpleasant thought Walter." He snarled and faded away.

Walter nodded slowly and looked at the ground. "That's what I thought." He sighed and shook his head.

Fading into the hall Alucard walked along and cursed himself for ever doing what Emily had asked of him. He wanted to die that night, and be in her arms for all eternity.

Alucard paused as walked in front of Seras's room. Phasing through the door he looked around. She wasn't sleeping in her coffin, and she wasn't in the main room. His face twisted unpleasantly. "Police girl?" he mumbled and walked towards the open bathroom door. Stopping he could see her outlined figure behind the shower certain. "You should really learn to close doors police girl…" He grinned and walked forward. He silently grabbed the doorknob. Closing his eyes he pulled the door shut.

Alucard lied back on Seras's coffin and stared up in a daze. His mind stirred as he heard Seras humming as she turned off the water and stepped out. He listened, closing his eyes as she slipped. "Damn it to hell…god why me?" Alucard chuckled quietly to himself.

The door opened and Seras let out a whine rubbing her knee. A pink towel was wrapped around her frame, as water dripped from her hair and onto the wooden floor. He sighed listening to the water as it splattered while she walked towards her closet. Pausing Seras turned and the hairs on her arms stood on end.

Seras's eyes widened as she noticed Alucard lying on her bed, and look of mirth on his face. She screamed and fell to her knees. "Get out right this second!" She cried.

Alucard licked his lips and looked up. "Really, and here all I wanted to do was spend some time with my favorite fledgling." He turned and stared away from Seras. "Is this better police girl?" He crossed his arms. "I won't look."

Seras let out a low growl and grabbed her pajamas quickly before she dashed back into the bathroom. "Master…" She whaled.

Alucard snickered as she let opened the door and let it slam shut. Her blood was boiling. He chewed at his lower lip. "Can I look now police girl?" He rolled his head back to see Seras hovering over him. Her face flushed, teeth bared. She was dressed in a white nightgown her hair wrapped in a towel.

"What do you want?" She snarled. Her eyes were on fire.

Alucard pouted as he turned to face her. "I thought I already stated that. I'm just spending some free time with my favorite fledgling."

Seras narrowed her eyes. "I got that, but what's the catch?" He bowed his head. Seras straightened and then took a seat when he didn't answer. "Master?" still no answer. "Master Alucard, are you alright?" She knelt down and tried to see his face more. "Is it Integra again?" He flinched a little bit. "Your past then?" she sighed. "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I shouldn't have said those things master." She sat down next to him.

Alucard was smiling, but knew that wasn't what he wanted to be doing. His human side was still with him, no matter how much the other side tried to kill it. "Police girl, don't be stupid."

Seras frowned. "Then what do you want?" She leaned towards him and he turned his smile gone, and a pleading call for help was plastered across his pale face. Seras's shoulders dropped and she looked at the ground. He was dangerous; he could kill her in less then a second. Rip to shreds if he so desired, but he looked like a helpless child who had lost his way home far too long ago.

Alucard swallowed hard as he looked at the hand where her broken finger was. His human side felt guilt, yet his other side felt joy and the urge to tear off the whole damn thing.

Seras frowned and leaned in towards him. Holding her breath her arms wrapped around him and squeezed. "So even master has his days?" He leaned into her embrace and didn't react any other way.

He wanted to be held, yet he wanted to kill her at the same time. His eyes stared across the room, hazed over with a thousand unanswered questions. "Police girl…" He trailed off.

Feeling brave she ran her fingers through his hair and hugged him closer. "It's okay. We all have them master." She pulled back and smiled. "Do you want to talk it out?" She smirked. "God, I feel like I'm talking to one of my high school girlfriends who were just been dumped by their boyfriend…" She smirked. "It'll make you feel better, swear to it."

Alucard turned and looked at her, his eyes cold again. "You know nothing…"

Seras sighed. "Because you haven't told me anything master…I might be able to relate to your situation even if you tell me." She forced a smile on her concerned face.

"Unlikely police girl," he hissed.

Seras frowned. "You're how old? I mean there has to be at least one bloody thing that we have in common!" She beckoned.

"I stopped counting my age at four hundred…I've been a vicious killer since…I was humanly the age of twenty. I've been somewhat sane for the past twenty five years because the Hellsing family finally captured me." Seras stared at her master's gloved hands as they gripped at the blankets in her coffin.

She nodded. "I see. Well, we're vampires; we've got that much in common. We sleep in the day, stroll around during the night, and drink blood instead of eating food. We've got…fangs…" She pouted. "We're—"

He looked at her with the pained eyes again. He wanted to say more, it hurt too much to talk about though. "Stop." He hissed.

"It hurts a lot I'm sure…but talk to me. It'll help in the end." She smiled kindly, no longer afraid of her master when he looked at her with that expression. Even if he was at his most deadly, she couldn't hold fear towards something she knew was dying to let go of the pain they held inside.

He bared his fangs and pinned her to the mattress of her coffin. Seras yelped and struggled against his hold. "You really want to know, don't you fledgling…?" He purred. He looked at her hand. "Your finger, it still hurts…doesn't it?" He cooed.

Seras's face flushed. "A little, but not that much—" He took the finger into his mouth and moaned as he watched her head fall back on the mattress her eyes fluttering shut. She shuddered under his frame.

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END OF CHAPTER 2. Hope that you all enjoy it so far! ' BE SURE TO REVIEW! I want to know what you think. Also I don't believe that Integra was a vampire, as asked me in one of the reviews. In the sell is food and everything, all Alucard and Seras have is blood, right? Anyway, it was just a passing thought. Although you never know maybe she did become one, yet again, wouldn't her eyes be red as well?