Hey guys thankz for the reviews. Although there was someone who had some brain cells to stay unknown flamed me. But so u are aware I used the flame to lit the fire under their voodoo dolll.hahahah anyways I hope you guys like this chapter, and let me know if I should continue and if you have any ideas for me to use.i am aware this chapter bites but just bare with me for now.

Last time: " I'm glad you could all make it tonight. But we are here for one reason, and that is to welcome Kagome as the new lady of the Western Lands." Sesshoumaru stated as he raised his glass for a toast.

" To Kagome." Sesshoumaru stated as he placed her arm around her waist.

" To Lady Kagome" they all cheered loudly as kagome bowed.

THIS TIME:

Everyone sat and began chatting away again. Kagome sat there with a fake smile plastered upon her face until she over heard Lord Kyo and Lady Mayura talking about Inuyasha. She was hoping they wouldn't ask the question out loud but of course, they did.

" So…Lord Sesshoumaru. How is Inuyasha doing?" Kyo asked while taking a sip of wine.

A saddened look came over Kagome's face. She had finally put that behind her the best she could. Everyone swore to never speak of it again. Sesshoumaru looked at kagome and saw her face. He was about to speak but Kagome opened her mouth first.

"Inuyasha killed himself last year…." Kagome stated trying to hold back the tears, " because of me" she mumbled slightly but they all heard.

Kagome knew all eyes were on her right now. She got up and as fast as her demonic legs could go she ran into the forest. Everyone looked from her back to Sesshoumaru. He figured they should know, seeing how he was to be lord if something should of happened to him.

" You see, Inuyasha longed to be with kagome, yet he chose a walking dead corpse over her. And by the time the baka came around to his feelings. Kagome and Myself were already together. He took it upon himself to die with some pride left in him for he knew we weren't mated at the time. So you see Kagome blames herself for the whole thing. Also Kikyo tried killing her because she blamed her as well. So if you will please excuse me." He stated.

Everyone nodded and he took off. He followed her scent it led to a lake. He figured she wanted to relax some. He slowly walked up to her figure. He figured she would have said something seeing how he was only a few feet away. He came closer and realized she looked like she was sleeping. But she wasn't. he cursed himself for not noticing sooner. Fear and sorrow was radiating off of her. He picked her up and looked at her.

Kagome's lips were turning an icy blue while her eyes remained shut. He hair was wet and the top part of the kimono by the shoulders was as well. There was a hand mark on the back of her neck as well as over her nose and mouth. He could smell HER all over Kagome.

He changed into his giant fluffy formness (leave my words alone I like 'ness' lol) and placed kagome on his back. He was at the castle in no more than a minute. He walked through the gates and called forth a servant.

The servant ice youkai. She had long silverish hair with violent eyes. "Kuro…Please come with me to attend to Lady Kagome in our chambers immediately but not before getting so more blankets and warm soup." He stated and walked quickly to their room.

He gently laid her on the bed. He brushed a few strands of stray hairs out of her face. He sat down and put her in his lap. He gently pulled the blanket up over her. He stroked her hair when he heard a light knock upon the door.

"Enter" he stated monotone like.

The servant scurried over to his side and bowed. She held up the items he requested as well. He took the blanket and laid it over her still form. Some color was returning to face and her breathing was evening out more. She turned a few times in her sleep. Every time Sesshoumaru muttered soothing words and she would settle down.

Morning after…..

Sesshoumaru awoke to something squiggling out of his grasp. Being him he only held tighter till kagome finally spoke up.

"Uh…fluffy…dear…can I please….breathe?" she asked trying not to be angry seeing as he took care of her.

He let go of her and helped her sit up. She had a few minors cuts but nothing major. She was about to stand when Sesshoumaru pulled her back down.

"You are to stay in bed today. You need to rest." He stated gently

She began to protest when he put a finger to her lips. No arguing was all he said and turned to leave the room. As soon as he left she went back to sleep. She thought maybe some rest would do her some good if anything.

Kagome's Dream………

She knew where her legs where taking her, yet she protested the thought. No matter how much she fought, she continued on. Finally she stopped before her destination. It was the God tree. The spot of Inuyasha's tomb. She knelt before it paying her respects. A few tears slid down her cheeks. Someone's hand wiped them away.

She spun around thinking it was Sesshoumaru when she was met with golden eyes. It took her a moment to realize the person before her was short in height as well as the length of the hair. She seemed frozen on the spot. She muttered on thing…

"Inuyasha…." She began sobbing

Inuyasha pulled her into his arms and rubbed circles around her back 'ssshh'ing her every once and a while. Soon she finally calmed down and back away to look at him. She couldn't figure out what she was seeing. Before she could ask anything more he began to speak…

" Kagome…God how I've missed you so much…. I'm sorry about what Kikyo did…she had no right to harm you. It isn't your fault I'm dead dear sweet kagome. It is my own for not confessing my thoughts and feelings. And if you must know the truth…. Kikyo is the one who really killed me." He laughed at this and continued speaking, " You see she thought of it as if I couldn't be with her, neither could anyone. So here I am, a guardian if you will, her to make sure she does harm no longer." He simply stated as if it were nothing but the weather report or something.

"But why Inu….why come here now in my dream once the harm is done….." she asked innocently.

"Because the worst is yet to come my dear sweet kagome…please stay close to my brothers side. He will protect you. You're the only person he's opened up to except for his mother. Take good care of your self and remember…I'm always watching…" he stated as he walked off into the forest.

Kagome tried to moved but found it useless. She wanted to call out but her voice was gone. She let the black consume her.

Kagome began to stir when she felt and hand pull away from her forehead. She slowly opened her senses to see a blurry outline of Sesshoumaru, a aura filled with concern. She tried to open her eyes, only to be hit with a wave of dizziness. She felt as Sesshoumaru began soothing her, running his hand through her hair muttering it would be ok.

Kagome finally regained control and slowly opened her eyes to see Sesshoumaru's gaze piercing through her own.

"Fluffy….would do you look so concerned….I was taking a nap as you instructed…god…men cant please them…." She mutter as she sat up and attempted to get out of bed when Sesshoumaru set her back down.

"Kagome. .You've been asleep for 2 days and had a very high fever. It seems as thought someone opened your window and you got sick. Just relax for the day. Your safe now.

I haven't been in the mood to write in the past like 2 months…..so sry guys……ill update again this is to hold you over I guess.

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