Author's Note: SUGOI! A Kaikan Phrase fic!! Well, more like combatting the yaoi fics. Damnit, SAkuya is not gay!!! T.T

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Found

by Silver Miko

I glance over at her from across the small coffee table at Jupiter Records, her amber eyes looking at the sheet of lyrics as she pointed them out. I noticed a whisp of her golden hair fall over her shoulder and feel an urge to brush it back. She seems so innocent sometimes, it's hard to believe we're both seventeen. I've been alone since I was twelve. People are quite surprised by my age. I'm so tall and look much older.

I never cared about music this much...and yet..this girl's lyrics touched something. The carefully penned words, the poetry....she grasped something beyond my scope...or rather. Opened a door. I never thought I'd care so much....until now. The others seem to notice this. They commented on my sudden passion for our music. I never really cared before she came along.

When I almost ran her down, perhaps it was fate. That song, C no Binetsu, was amazing. The words made music form in my mind. Her words were beautiful and I could FEEL how she felt. Alone, wanting, desiring. She's got a troubled life. When I dropped her home once, her mother was leaving after a fight. Her home life is probably rough. She seems lonely...like I suppose I am. Perhaps it's why I'm drawn to her.

I want to protect her, cherish her, learn from her. I never knew I could feel anything this much and while it's somewhat terrifying...it's...wonderful. She's changed something.

Women were always casual things to me. I had sold my body for years, learned to pleasure the female species...and yet I was unsatisfied. I've been like a wanderer. Amazing how this one girl changed that. I suddenly feel grounded. Everyone else thinks I'm cold, selfish, an asshole, ungrateful. Not her.

She looks to me for help, always smiles for me, doesn't judge. That's more valuable than false words. Everything else in this world could fall apart, but as long as she smiles, I can live with that.

Is this love? I don't know. I never understood love. Maybe that's why my lyrics weren't complete. It was all ideas and had no feeling. She understands. She can grasp love. If I were to grab her and kiss her, have my way with her what would she think?

I wouldn't want her scared. If she were to reject me.....

Damn.....I've never wanted one person so much before like this. My beautiful Aine, do you know what you do to me? How I long for you so? I wonder if maybe you feel the same.

"Sakuya-san?"

"Ah?"

"Do you like it?"

"I always like you're lyrics Aine." I say, smiling softly and I place my hand on hers. I notice her faint blush, and yet she does not turn my hand away.

Perhaps...there's hope after all.