Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Harry Potter characters. They are own by J.K Rowling, Bloomsbury, Scholastics and Warner Bros. This story also has nothing to do with either the living or the dead. I also do not own 'Faint' by Linkin Park.

Teenage Detective

Prologue

It was over but I still felt some sorrow in me. I needed a cure and I needed it fast. Voldemort was gone, gone forever. The Wizarding World was at peace, yet I still felt some despair. I needed love and I needed it fast. Life was at ease yet again but I felt miserable somehow. I needed someone and I needed you two.

But both of you weren't there for me...

It was suppose to be a celebration but what is a celebration if you were always busy. I'm here for you, for your love. Like other times, we were 'just the two of us' but now, we hardly saw each other. When I need you,

You weren't there...

I am,

Little bit of loneliness,

A little bit of disregard,

A helpful of complains,

But I can't help the fact,

That everyone see the scar,

Everything was over. We can live and be happy together. But both of you made me gloomy. I didn't like being sad. I knew that I love both of you and yet I love one of you more. My body went through hell just to prove it. In the end both of you found love in each other and it made me sad.

I was curious to 'where were you'. I was unhappy all the time. I may get friends but I still wanted you. You were my life and I was yours. We made that promise few years ago. I knew you since we were little. In the end, I was lost without you.

I am,

What I want you to want,

What I want you to feel,

But it's like,

No matter what I do,

I can't convince you,

To believe this is real,

I did what you both wanted, I was happy or at least pretend to be happy. I pretended to be happy for the both of you even both of you were oblivious to it. I knew I cannot take away what you had. It made me sad but at least I have both of you or so I thought.

I asked you what you wanted. You said you were very happy with me. You said you wanted me to give yourself time to do other things. I did what you requested and I hoped we were still together but I still have that nagging uneasy feeling. I hope I was wrong.

So I let go,

Watching you,

Turn your back like you always do,

Face away and pretend I'm not,

But I'll be here,

Cause you're all I got,

After that, things went tumbling down. It wasn't supposed to be this way. I love you both. Why have you forgotten me? I'm here, just by your sight. Why were you both ignoring me? I am your friend. You both were caught up in the famous circle and I'm out of it. But I'm still here for you two. I am still your friend if you needed me. I'm alone... for now.

Why are you ignoring me? I was your shoulder to cry on. I was mad at you but when you came to me and I pretended to be happy. You were off busy for something to do that I didn't know. I needed to know what you were doing.

I am,

A little bit insecure,

A little unconfident,

Cause you don't understand,

I do what I can,

But sometimes I don't make sense,

I am here all alone while both of you enjoying yourself forgetting me. I never want to be alone after all we've been through but the inevitable happen, I was destined to be alone again. I cried for both of you to come to me, you both didn't come. I cried and cried but no one came. I even yelled for both of you and still you both didn't come. I cried and cried until I was tired of crying. I was in deep sorrow. I was in a place where I never wanted to go again. I was in the hell of loneliness.

I couldn't believe my eyes. You have changed your eyes to someone else. Why? Am I not good enough for you? We've been together for several years and you just looked at someone else. You looked at him; you looked at the most popular guy in the world. Am I not a special guy like him? Why? Why not me?

I am,

What you never wanted to say,

But I've never had doubt,

It's like no matter what I do,

I can't convince you,

For once just to hear me out,

Now I was saved yet again. Not by both of you but someone else. Someone I didn't expect. Someone who neither was the first person in my mind nor the last person I wanted to see. Someone who was trying hard while neither the both of you even lifted a finger. I answered that person and I was saved.

You and he were now one. I heard a few whispers around that you had an eye on him. He needed to back off and realised you were mine. Please forget him and be with me. I begged of you. Please don't cry because what I said. I wanted nothing but you. Please, please, please...

So I let go,

Watching you,

Turn your back like you always do,

Face away and pretend I'm not,

But I'll be here,

Cause you're all I got,

In just three days, I felt renewed but not at full potential. I was saved by someone who has a common thing with me. I became happy again. That person gave me things to do from now on. That person wanted me realised that there was still life ahead of me. I'm listening to that person. Books, clothes and other things were given to me and I did something I never thought to be doing when I was little. Sometimes I thought I have crossed over the line but right now I am crossing a line that was visible to me since the beginning. I am changing.

You spent your time with him more than with me. I was mad as hell. I couldn't stop ranting around my friends. They abandoned me as well. No matter, I wanted you only and only you. He can't play Quidditch anymore after what happen. I'm going to kill him. No, no, that would be not good. I needed to do something. Your eyes looked at me like you didn't recognise me anymore. You were scared to go near me. You were the fool who did this.

I can't feel,

The way did before,

Don't turn your back on me,

I won't be ignored,

I changed dramatically. I never knew I had this craving in my genes. My parents have the itch for it. After reading tonnes of books in just one month, my life was changed. I knew from now on that I didn't want to be what I want. For the first time, I can become what I wanted. I didn't need the two so-called-friends that I always called for. From now on, I will be independent. I will make new friends. I already have one. One that can I relied on. One who didn't ignore me.

I was crazy and you did nothing about it. How was I supposed to love without you by my side? I must do something about you and your sodding new friend. I thought and thought of some plans and it all came to one conclusion. If I can't have you anymore, I will not let anyone have you.

Time won't heal,

This damage anymore,

Don't turn your back on me,

I won't be ignored.

I never felt so good. I changed and no one can change me back to the person I was once before. My former friends still didn't acknowledge my presence, my appearance and the changes that I have been through. So do I care about them? HELL NO. I am moving on but I'm still here for you guys but secretly. For now, your ignorance was the one thing that made me moved on, so.... GOODBYE!!

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A/N: This is just the prologue, if you can't guess what is wrong with this story, there are two people speaking here. I don't want to say who but one thing I can tell you that one is a detective and the other one is a murderer. Both of them were bound by one fate. By the way, this is a mystery story with a dash of angst and romance.