Author Note: And now a long awaited chapter. I won't waste any more of your time with my speaking and such, I'll only say that I'm sorry for taking too long. Also there is a poem I wrote in here, I'd LOVE it if you'd read it but if you absolutely refuse to and hate poetry or think I suck at it or something then please know that there is more story after the poem, ff has a weird set up for poetry making it seems to go down the pg forever, (can anyone tell me how to fiz that?) so know that there's stuff beneath it. And also there's a bit of a Vanessa Carlton song in one part of the chapter as well, but there is story after that as well. This is really 3 short chapters you see, and I wanted to give them all to you since you've been waiting so patiently. Now go on! Read!

(heads up this is just the last par. Of the last chap since it's been so long, you're not reading the same chapter again)

The world they found themselves in was the most beautiful one could imagine. It was a world build of dreams and enchantment, a world one could only find in a fairytale. The forest was full of vibrant greens bathing in the gentle light. The rivers glistened and the sky was a soft creamy purple, light enough to float on. Through out everywhere sang a melody, it was the melody of Raven's heart, the wordless song she had sang to heal Beastboy when he had nearly died. Harps strummed and butterflies danced in a field of wildflowers. This was the world Raven had made, the world she had come to in her dreams when all hope was lost, and now she had unknowingly brought Beastboy with her, to her dreamscape, the world of healing.

"Beast I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking, was thinking too much, I never meant to hurt…any one…I never-"

"I know…" He spoke calmly and held her in his arms tightly, she gazed upon his smiling tinted face as the warm breeze gently blew through their hair. With him, for the first time, she felt that she belonged. She lived in a world where she was born to die, a world that was taught to shun her name, pull them apart, a world that wasn't made for people like her. But she belonged there, she belonged there with him, they belonged.

"Promise me you'll never leave my side…" Raven spoke. Their hearts were now one, and if they ever parted she knew that once that soul was broken she could never breathe again. This was now all she knew and all she wanted to know, this song, was all she wanted, his warmth, was all she needed.

"I promise…" He whispered and pulled her closer to him with a tender kiss, his fingers entwining with hers, a soft, radiant light powerfully tore through the sky from their hearts.

Cyborg

They vanished, right before my eyes. Together, together was their destiny, and I was no part of it. I realized this and trembled backwards. But no matter, I still loved her, I still yearned to hold her, but all I could do now was hope for her happiness.

"I do not understand!" Starfire continued looking at me, puzzled as I pointed to the white patch of sky where they had been. "Where has our friend gone, what has become of Raven?" Robin looked quizzically to the sky, the snow floating down in little crystals. He could always figure things out, but this was beyond him, there was so much about Raven that no one could comprehend, including herself. "Why are you pointing at the sky?" Starfire asked impatiently, she felt guilty about not protecting Raven from herself when she could have, and so now she wanted to always know where her friend was and what she did. So she would never let her friend slip away again. But Raven had a savior, it was him. I choked on the air, unsure of how I would explain .I looked at Robin's piercing stare, he knew that I saw something I didn't want to tell them, I had no choice but to give him the truth.

"Raven Jumped from the roof." I spoke quickly trying to make it as simple as possible. Starfire's face plunged into shock and anguish, I sped up before she could have a panic attack. "But it's alright! She's fine! Beastboy…caught her in the air…and then they just, disappeared…evaporated…" I looked at their expressions, first of relief but then, I knew it was coming.

"BeastBoy? How, where'd he come from?" Robin asked, shocked.

"He, was never really dead…" I explained, but I couldn't say another word.

"What do you mean he was never dead? You're not telling us everything Cyborg, this better be good." Robin spoke strictly but I'd had enough of him and his constant getting on my case, all the time. All of them, I couldn't take it. My head was pounding, throbbing, pulsing veins beneath my skin, it felt like my blood was boiling. Drops of sweat formed onto my far-head, but it was 18 degrees outside.

"I don't have to explain myself to you!" I screamed and suddenly fell backwards onto the snow coated ground, twinging in pain, it now circulated through my veins like lead bullets, a poisoness ice froze my cells, I couldn't move, I couldn't lift my arms nor my eyelids, they fell as I watched Starfire and Robin gasp in distress. All was black but I could hear and feel everything. Starfire and Robin carried me back inside the tower where it was even warmer.

"He's burning up!" Robin spoke as they dragged me onto a bed.

"Burning!" Starfire asked.

"His body temperature is too high, dangerously high." Robin explained I heard footsteps leaving the room and then quickly reentering. Soon a cold wet cloth was placed on my forehead and it felt good, but soon it felt as though the water was boiling atop my head. This had been coming all this time I knew. This sickness, there had been moments in the past month that my head began throbbing and my chest heaving. I breathed deeply sucking the air into my lungs trying to grasp any oxygen I could but it seemed barely enough to survive. Memories began to pierce that darkness, memories of him…him and the one that I loved. He…betrayed me. My so called friend he was, he knew I loved her all along and he betrayed me. I should have just killed him, I should have given him the final blow. Now they had disappeared, but it wasn't too late, they'd be back and I'd make her mine.

None of these people were my friends, Robin didn't care about me he just wanted to know what was going on. I bet if I told him he'd hate me, all he cared for was his little Starfire. Why did they get to be happy together? It was just too perfect how they could just be together, pure and unthreatened love. He didn't have to fight to be with the one he wanted. I bet they'd all just be fine if I was gone, but no, I wasn't going to go, not when I still had a chance to have Raven. It seemed so simple, yes, he was already damaged, all I had to do was kill him. That was my only obstacle. I'd never let Raven hurt herself again, she'd just have to get over him and see me standing there. Yes it was perfect. That's all I had to do.

"That's all you have to do…" A soft voice spoke into my head, a voice that had been sneaking into my mind lately. I would listen to this voice, as soon as I was ready, as soon as I healed.

"Oh Robin I am so worried, all of our friends have been hurt." Starfire cried onto his shoulder. A weakling, I thought. She would be easy to fool.

"Don't worry Star, Cyborg's made it through sickness before, he's tough, all we can do is try and help him heal." Yes I thought, yes I would heal soon. I would heal and get my revenge.

Here's a poem I wrote from Cy's POV and keep reading cause after this poem there's a LOT more story to come.

His love has decayed into

Impure desire and brutal wanting

His lust to be with her

Has grown so thick

That it blinds him from the reason

That he loved her

Wanted to be with her

Just wanted to see her happy

But now

He is possessed with wanting

The longing to have her

For himself

And no nobody else

His love is so bitter now

It tastes like mold

Jagged rusty shadows

Haunt his heart

The voices so loud they almost tare him apart

They twist the past

Bend the words

Ring his feelings dry until he's trapped

Convinced to pierce the heart, to destroy his companion

So that he may steal the heart of his love

Even if it shatters her soul, her world, even if it breaks her wings

Her happiness is no longer his wanting

Her love is no longer his craving

Her soul is no longer what he dreams of saving

He's drowned with the lust he confuses with need

He only has the wanting of her

He's consumed with greed

A wanting for neither her body nor soul

Just a wanting to have

Posses

Own

He has become Terra

Terra

once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been
well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
when covers tucked in tight
funny when the bottom drops
how she forgets to fight... to fight

They left me there to die. There was a time in my life when I would have been lonely, a time in my life when they would have tried to save me. There was even a time in my life where…there was still some good, in my blood. But I knew then that, that good had soured, my heart was bitter, rotting and falling apart. I looked to the sky, the sun was falling deeper into the creamy peach and lavender clouds, the day was succumbing to the call of the night. Another day had past and I was still there. Something inside of me, perhaps it was the piercing darkness that Trigon had pinned, like needles in a voodoo doll, to my world. It told me, that the next day might very well be my last.

and it's one more day in paradise
one more day in paradise

Was that so? That the next day, when the sun would set, that to set was also my very existence? If so then this was the last sunset I could every truly see. The setting of the sun normally wouldn't have meant anything to me, the sun's light was cold on my back, it was as empty as the lie I was living. But tonight it symbolized a world completely devoured in darkness, the world much like my heart would now become shadow land, where everything was shadow, and soon a shadow is all I would be. The shadow of a lost memory that all would beg to perish but no one would forget me, I had left my mark on this city. I had killed people, I had altered lives, I had, I had wasted my life away…before my own eyes…and this could not be changed.

Usually humans value their lives, they have a thirst to breathe no matter how deep the pain and how strong the wish to leave this world they physically cannot help but want to live. As a knife is plunged through them, as they drown in water, burn in fire, without giving themselves permission they always take another breath, a last pitiful struggle to survive, even if they had brought that death upon themselves. But I guessed then that I was not human anymore. In fact I was as cold as hail slithering down a bare back. I cared for nothing and certainly not myself, I wondered then, how I was thinking so much.

It seemed awkward, all this realization rushing into my head. I knew I was hallowed, I knew I was evil, I knew this was my fault and not Raven's and that I should have never hurt Beastboy. And I even, in a way, felt lonely. Though I didn't want to be in another's presence, I had hurt enough people. I guess that when you're close to death you try to see the truth of it all, or maybe Trigon gave me the power to feel for those moments, just so I could be overwhelmed with such dreadful pain. I had become a monster.

as darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes
she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies
well all she wants and all she needs
are reasons to survive
a day in which the sun will take
her artificial light... her light

Suddenly I realized that the sun was past setting and that a river of satin blackness had flooded the sky. A strike of pain clenched my chest, it pulled and pulled, squeezing my lungs, my ribs felt as if they were crumbling into dust. The force lifted me above the ground, slowly it dragged a light from within me. The aching was so unbearable that a scream was yanked from my breath, a scream that made my lungs bleed. I was glowing now, my eyes, my hands, all of me. My light was being devoured, the sip of good that was left, a drop so small I had barely noticed it was still there before, was now being emptied from my heart. How had I forgotten, tonight, like every night, Trigon had come to collect the good of my soul. And this time, he left nothing. I was separated into two, my good and my evil soul selves. Trigon of course took the good, and the bad was set into some strange place. Then the bad remembered its destiny, when it was with the good it had forgotten but now it remembered. There were fruits to be harvested…a dark plan that had been set all along would now take place. And no one could see it coming. They were so oblivious. They thought it was all over, that they could be happy. But this was only the beginning.

and it's one more day in paradise
one more day in paradise
it's one more day in paradise
one last chance to feel alright... alright

don't pretend to hold it in just let it out
don't pretend to hold it in just push it out
don't you try to hold it in just let it out and
don't you try to hold it in you hold it in

once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been –Paradise, Vanessa Carlton

BeastBoy and Raven were dancing in the rain of her dreamworld. She was singing and he was sweetly playing with her hair. She was so beautiful, they were so happy. 'This is how I want to spend eternity…' Beastboy thought. But then he saw a dark figure walk into his view. Suddenly the rain started to pour, lightning struck setting fire to the trees and a sudden hail started to crash onto them. Beastboy held Raven protectively in his arms but she had to see what it was that had caused this, this was not her world anymore. She spun around, surprised to see that she was staring straight into Terra's soulless eyes. Suddenly that world collapsed, no longer living off of Raven's happiness. They fell onto the muddy ground of a nightmarish place. But as soon as they lifted themselves back onto their feet they saw that they were on Earth, where their tower had fallen. The Evil Terra grabbed Beastboy in her arms and forced a kiss to his lips, Raven saw a light leaking from his mouth as she did this and knew that Terra was stealing his soul, she was trying to steal his soul so they could both be soulless. It was the only way she could have him.

Raven lunged at Terra shoving her off of him and into the mud but the power of Terra's evil was so radiant it made Raven clutch where her heart was with her hands and breathe deeply. Suddenly there was a light in the darkness; the good Terra had escaped Trigon for but a minute. She walked to Raven holding a sword and then placed it in her hands. "This is the only thing that can kill her, the only thing that can kill the evil…" Spoke good Terra, and then she was swept away by sudden darkness. Raven held the sword in her hands, finding a grip and then swinging it in the air once, then she aimed for Terra. However the girl was quick and easily dodged her attack. Beastboy watched in horror as the two began a battle, the evil terra also had a sword, it was shiny with venom. Raven tried with effort to dodge the attacks, though she had never fought with a sword before, and miraculously she was not scratched. Then for a moment Terra stood still, Raven didn't pause to think of how peculiar that was, she was desperate to destroy the foul beast, so with great strength she lunged that sword right into the evil Terra's heart. There was a scream of inexplicable pain, the cry of death. But this scream was not that of Terra, it wasn't her scream at all.

Terra's image faded, and in it's place was Beastboy. He dropped to the ground gasping for air, blood pouring from his chest. Raven instantly pulled the sword form his chest and fell to her knees. A pain so great that no poet could describe took her then. A pain so jagged and drowning she could barely breathe, it was a pain worse than when you are hurt, or when someone you love is hurt, or even the pain of dying. This was the pain she felt when she realized that she had killed the one she loved more than anything. Her angel was broken and the sword was in her hands, it wasn't Terra who killed him it was her! She had spilt the blood an angel!

"I forgive you…" He whispered to her and then before she could try and save him, he was gone. He had taken his last breath, his heart was beating no longer. He was dead. He was really dead. Raven would have spun around in rage with that sword and severed the evil Terra's body into shreds, she would make sure she never saw another sight. But sadness had Raven more than Rage now. Tears streamed from her eyes, she was choking on her every breath. She touched his cheek, it was ice cold. She collapsed completely beside him and cradled his hollow body in her arms. She kissed her broken angel for the last time. Her vision blurred with salty water. She felt her heart bleed in her chest and fall into her throat.

"There is only one way to save him…" Terra spoke. And suddenly Raven's world froze completely, silence echoed through her ears. She'd do anything. Anything to get him back.

"How?"

Author note: First of all, tell me what you thought of my poem! I'm sorry this took so long, I guess I'm a little lacking inspiration. I have the entire idea of how part one ends and how part 2 begins I was just for some reason dreading to do the Cyborg and Terra parts, because I was desperately awaiting doing this scene and the ones to follow. You're lucky I gave you all 3 scenes, the selfish part of me wanted to make a lot of different chapters so more could be posted over time and I'd get move reviews and such, which I absolutely love, reviews btw, I might not have even tried to finish this story without them. But anyway I figured after all this time I've kept you waiting, you deserve as much as I can give for this chapter. Sorry if it's short btw, I just didn't want to keep you waiting any longer. Anyway PLEASE REVIEW, I love those reviews like I love air, especially the ones that are detailed and full of emotion. And if you keep reviewing, then I promise, I'll keep writing. Yes and, I just wanted to let you know that when writing this last scene, just writing it made my heart ache terribly.