HIYA!!!! It's good to be back! I am so sorry that I have not been updating but I have started school and it's an important year (translated - lots of homework) so I have not been able to write anything. And my mum refigured the computer and I lost all my files. So I am really sorry and you will have to wait a while for the other stories to be updated. So I shall get on with this one. ENJOY!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own card captor sakura nor do I own CLAMP
When Sakura awoke she was staring at a white ceiling. Her ceiling to be more specific. She slowly got up and found herself in her room. No surprises there. What did surprise her however was the heavy weight in her lap. As she looked at it she gasped. It was Syaoran. What was Syaoran doing here?
As if her thoughts were being broadcast through a speaker Syaoran lifted his head up, blinked a few times, then smiled that gorgeous smile of his. Sakura nearly fainted. Then as this thought came to her head, a whole new set of thoughts from a few hours ago rushed passed her eyes. As Sakura watched them a pink hue gently made its way to her face. Syaoran watched in amusement as she blushed.
"So…recall what happened yet?"
"Huh?" She replied lamely. She then blushed even more. "Yes."
"Sorry I just dropped by."
"You should be you lame ass. Scaring me half to death. Making me faint. Turning up after 4 years! Talking to your daughter who you haven't even contacted! Making me feel emotions I hoped I had buried forever! I hate you!"
And with that said Sakura got up from her bed and left the room. Syaoran let her go. He wasn't surprised by her reaction although he had expected just one smile. Even a kiss. God he missed her kisses. He needed her but did she need him?
He looked around the room. She seems to be taking care of herself so did she really need him to be here? Had he wasted all that time and effort to try and convince his mother that he loved her? He would have to find out. And today.
Sakura was sitting on the couch, breathing heavily. God how she hated him. Turning up like this without a warning. Not even a phone call or a letter or anything! Did he just expect her to take him back and kiss him and make love to him over and over again?
Sakura groaned. Don't think that anymore! She held her head in her hands and listened for Syaoran. He would come out sooner or later. She knew he would. And soon she heard Syaoran's footsteps. She groaned at the thought of facing him but kept where she was.
Syaoran's feet were visible through the slither that her fingers would allow her to see through. She heard his sigh and then saw his knees appear in the crack. She then felt a light touch on her head. She sighed inaudibly as Syaoran continued stroking.
"I missed you Sakura. I missed you so much and I swear I will stay here forever until I get you to talk to me. I won't force myself on you but somehow, somewhere, I will make you fall back in love with me."
"You don't need to. I already am."
Sakura heard Syaoran's gasp and knew he had heard her correctly. Now she waited for his reaction. Which was one she gladly accepted.
He walked away.
Syaoran sat in the spare room. Or he thought it was the spare room. If it wasn't then tough. Because Sakura had just told him that she loved him. He had never expected that. And it scared the hell out of him. Why? He had no idea. He was sure he loved Sakura. He knew he loved Sakura.
Maybe he didn't.
God this was confusing! He would have to find out. But he just tried that and that was why he was in here. He had wanted to kiss her. Undress her. Make love to her.
Syaoran growled as he felt a burning down below. How could Sakura screw him up so bad? He had his life set out. All planned. He was ready for anything.
Except her.
His life had changed since she came in it. He had called off his marriage to Meiling. He had defied his mothers wishes. God! He had screwed up the Li tradition! All thanks to her! And he didn't regret one bit of it.
Syaoran sighed as his thinking was taking him nowhere. He leaned back on the bed and softly closed his eyes welcoming dreams of Sakura and him on a desert island with nothing but a springy bed and a blanket.
Sakura sat in her room whimpering. Syaoran didn't love her. He hadn't said it in so many words but still. But she was glad he had walked away. She didn't want him back. Her life was messed up when he was in it. And now that she was settled she couldn't have him messing her life up again.
A knock at the door halted her tears and thoughts. She smiled as her 3 year old daughter poked her head around the corner.
"Hiya mummy. Whatcha doin'?"
"Come here sweetie." And Lily did, running to her mum, wrapping her arms around her. Sakura sniffed the smell of her daughter in deeply, loving it. She always smelt like that. It was her natural smell. Sakura then fell back on the bed causing her daughter to laugh delightedly. Sleep overtook them both.
Syaoran went around the house looking for Sakura. He came to a decision and decided that he did love her. He did!
He walked into a room and smiled slightly at the sight. Sakura was lying on the bed, her arm by her side. In the gap between her arm and her side, Lily slept. Syaoran slowly walked to Sakura's other side and sat down ever so carefully. He then stretched out so he was lying next to Sakura. Sakura murmured something in her sleep and Syaoran gently stroked her face, hoping for her to stop mumbling. It worked and Sakura leaned into Syaoran's chest.
Syaoran sighed contently. He could get used to this. And he would. He would.
How sweet is that? Anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter and I want lots of reviews otherwise I'm not updating! Only kidding. But I do want some. Right I have got to go. IT IS NOT THE END!!!!!! Ciao!