Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.
Summary: "Is love really for me? I blew my only chance for it. Now, he's probably off with some girl much prettier and funnier than me. I would be surprised if he hasn't forgotten about me. And I deserve it"
Author's Note: This fic is totally AU (alternate universe). There is no magic and the characters are totally different.
I sat there alone in the playground, swinging absent-mindly on the swing. The sun was almost down, and it was starting to get dark. No one was in the park except for me. Lonely me. I look around and see, with the sun's last rays of light, the park that I grew up in. Over on my right side, at the end of the path before it goes into the woods, is the tree that I sat under in my mother's arms when I was three weeks old. A few months after that moment of taking in nature's beauty all around me for the first time, I would take my first steps there. In the years after that, I would have picnics in this park, run through the woods, and play on the playground, all in this park. How I wish I could go back to those years, with not a worry in my head about anything. I would just love to be an innocent child, running free in the wind. However, that's not the case now. Now, everything in my head is worry, confusion, and anger. I let my mind drift to Draco Malfoy...
Draco was once my boyfriend. Actually he was up until a few hours ago. Draco had been an amazing boyfriend. He gave me flowers and hugs. He held my hand and kissed me passionately. He was happy when I was happy and he comforted me when I was sad. He loved me and I loved him. But this was the side of him that didn't have raging hormones. One day, he cheated on me because this girl made his hormones go wild. He knew he loved me, but this girl was just too much. She wasn't pretty or anything, but she offered a lot to him.
Well, I found out about this girl. I was furious, as you can imagine. I confronted Draco. He told me he was sorry and that he just broke up with her. He told me he loved me and that his hormones just got out of control. He and I both cried for a while. He asked me if we were breaking up. I tried to be strong. I tried to say "Yes, we are," but I just couldn't do it. I told him I needed to think about it. He cried even more and said he was sorry again. He grabbed me in his arms and kissed me. I didn't pull away. After a long kiss, he broke away and said he loved me again. I told him that I loved him too and that we weren't breaking up. His face lit up, he gave me a quick kiss and pulled me into a hug.
You might ask, he cheated on you, why didn't you break up with him? Well, I just couldn't. I loved him too much. Well, his hormones got the better of him again and he cheated on me again with another girl. Well now, you'd think I would break up with him. After all two times is just too much, right? No. My love for him was just too strong. Like before, I could forgive him and love him again.
A few months went by and our relationship was perfect. Everyone thought we were the cutest couple. We celebrated our one-year anniversary about a month ago. And now, today, I found out he cheated on me again with a girl named Sarah. I had met her before and I hated her from the start. This wasn't when Draco was going out with her. I just had a bad feeling about her.
This time, I broke up with him. It hurt me to do it, but I was more furious than anyone has ever been. Right after I told him we were breaking up, I ran away from him so I don't know what his reaction was. He might be happy, now he can go out with any other girl he wants.
My train of thought was interrupted by a shadow coming towards me. As the shadow comes closer, I realize it's a person. It's Draco.
"Hermione," he said. "We need to talk."
So? How did you like it? I'm not sure if I should continue it, but I have a lot of ideas for it. Review and tell me what you think!!
Also: I'm sorry about not updating my other fic for a while; I'll have another chapter up soon. Now that summer started, I'll be updating more often.
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Love always,
Greek Mione