Chapter 1 Misérables

By Em0tions

Disclaimer: I do not own Ren or Horohoro. They belong to the wonderful Hiroyuki Takei. And I didn't write the song either. That's by the JPop singer in the world, Gackt! Oh, this story is gonna have yaoi in it, so if you have a problem with that, I suggest you just stop reading now. Don't read then flame later because you didn't like the yaoi. You were prepared.

Horohoro closed his eyes as he turned away from Ren.

I pretended not to notice

And stared far out the small window

The angel's voice spreading in the sky

Was embraced by the wind

"I'm sorry, Horo. But this can't go on any more. We both now that." Ren said, not trying to sound harsh for once. His father found out about him and Horo, and even though he still had no real power over him, he was still his father and his word was final.

The commotion reflected in your eyes can't hear anything

Only now I murmured "It was a trick from when I was naïve"

Into the sky

Horo wiped away a tear with his forearm. "Yeah, I know Ren." He walked away without looking back at the small Chinese boy that had just taken his heart and smashed it until nothing was left.

Ren went back to his apartment, hating that he had to do that. He loved Horo more than anything. But because of his father and his connections, he couldn't risk his safety. If anything happened to Horohoro, Ren would rather die.

Turn, turn... Inside of the time that left me behind I am, now,

les misérables

You who I loved too much are on the other side of the wall

Softly smiling

He grabbed himself some milk and sat back on his couch.

Only this feeling that cannot be fulfilled... it's filled into sighs

He closed his eyes, trying to forget, not wanting to have to deal with what he had to do, but the phone rang, disturbing his concentration.

While blasted by the cold wind

I relived my memories in the returning night

The melody I softly sing to myself

Is carved away by time until it vanishes

I can't forget the sadness that I cannot return to

Even now, my body that cannot taint the flickering emotions

Seems to break down

"Hello?" He answered.

"Ah, Len! I didn't think you'd be home. I expected you to be with that boy." His father accused on the phone.

Where can I go to make my loneliness vanish

"I always have tomorrow..."


"No sir, I ended it today..." Pain stabbed at his heart and tears started to well in his eyes.

"Good. I want you to come home for the summer. You leave tomorrow morning."

Turn, turn... Inside of the time that left me behind I am, now,

les misérables

You who I loved too much are on the other side of the wall

Softly smiling

"But father!"

"No buts, Len! You are coming home. I want you to forget about that boy, and everything that you did together. I suggest you start packing now." He hung up.

Deeply, deeply falling inside of the dream that I only started to

forget I am, now,

les misérables

You who I loved too much are on the other side of the wall

Softly smiling

Ren sat down the receiver and went to pack.

Only this feeling that cannot be fulfilled... it's filled into sighs Comments? Flmaes? Anything? Please review. I wanna know what people think.