I never noticed it until I was you were gone..

That u really do love you.

I always thought that no one could ever love me because of my job as a summoner..

But I wanted to be loved so badly..

Thank you so much..

For loving me.

But why cant you be here with me..

I am being torn apart….

And I cant stop crying…

every time I think of you..

Tears fall from my eyes..

Knowing I am not with you…

Is the most heart breaking thing that has ever happened to me…

I want to be with so much..

I would give my life just to be able to spend one small minute with you.

All I want to do is be with you..

that's all I ask.

Its so hard…

To try and find you..

But help spira at the same time

I want to help them..

But sometimes they need to solve their own problems..

And stop depending on me to do everything.

As my journey goes on..

People tell me that you are just a memory..

But I wont let you just be a memory yet.

We are all connected..

And I know there is a way I can find you..

I know it.

I love you.