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A/N: It's me again for those who don't know, I wrote Easy to Hate, I've had one request to continue it, and I will try my best, but for now this is my second fic, 'For Myself'.
READ!!! ENJOY!!! AND REVIEW (please )
Chapter 1- Changing Fate
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It was odd standing there, the atmosphere had a strange feeling about it. All of the Z-senshi were standing on the cliff waiting, waiting for the unknown. The only clue as to what they were waiting for came from a stranger that was from the future, but the waiting had been delayed, by the blue haired beauty, Bulma. She carried two bundles in her arms, one seemed quiet and at peace but the other continued to fidget and whimper every few minutes. Goku had revealed that the strange messenger was Bulma's son from the future. But he was confused about the other child, Mirai had not spoken of a sibling, and was sure that he would have mentioned it. Questions arose from everyone all at once "What could this mean?" "Is it possible that the future has already changed?" Gohan walked up to Bulma to see the new Saiyans. Upon looking at them he noticed the purple haired boy, who was obviously the one from the future. He then turned to look at the other, but something was amiss. The first thing he noticed was that it was a she, but that wasn't what was unsettling, nor was it the fact that at the exact moment she saw him she stopped fidgeting and whimpering completely, but that he felt she held such power, deep, untapped raw power. No one else noticed or was even paying attention, so he didn't say anything.
"Hey you'll have to teach me how you did that," said Bulma
"Do what?" asked Gohan giving her a genuinely confused look.
"She hasn't stopped whimpering or fidgeting since I brought her home, I was worried she was getting sick."
Just then there was an explosion in the city beneath the cliff where the Z- senshi stood.
"This is it guys!" said Goku "let's go"
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"Someone help him, it's his heart!" yelled Gohan
The fight with the androids had begun, and it seemed that Goku had the upper hand, but suddenly it was as though that was never the case. He was gasping for air and they finally realized what was happening. Just then Android #19 landed on Goku's chest and placed his hand around his throat.
"He's stealing his energy!" yelled Piccolo.
Just then Vegeta's foot connected with the androids face and sent him flying, but what surprised everyone was the he was glowing gold and had golden hair, he had become exactly what he thought was out of his reach, he was a Super Saiyan.
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So many things had happened in the past weeks, feeling as though it had taken months, though that was probably just because he had spent a year in the Hyperbolic Time Chamber. It seemed as if everything that had happened was a bizarre nightmare, that kind that you wake up suddenly from gasping for air, but it was no nightmare it was worse. The evil being known as Cell had absorbed Android #17 and #18 and achieved his final perfect form. Gohan could feel his power from Kami's lookout without even trying, it was as if he were standing right next to him. Goku wanted everyone to enjoy a few days of peace before the Cell games.
"Dad no! We need to get as strong as possible," yelled Gohan.
"Yes Kakarott your brat has the right idea, we need to get as strong as we can if we want to have a chance at beating that monster." said Vegeta beaten and bloodied from his earlier fight with Cell.
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The fight had ended horrendously. Goku was gone, Cell was gone, but everyone else was still here that's all that mattered. During the fight he had opened his own untapped power thanks to the help of Android#16 but Cell had had the last laugh in the fight, as Goku had to sacrifice himself to save the planet. Cell had returned though and injured Trunks, and had almost killed Vegeta if it weren't for Gohan getting in the way, and losing the use of his left arm. Gohan collapsed and became unconscious as exhaustion overtook him.
"You guys this is bad" said Krillen
"You're right Krillen," said Tien "Gohan can't be trusted, we should kill him while we have the chance."
The only ones surprised by this statement were Piccolo and Vegeta. "What the hell are you talking about" yelled Piccolo "He just saved us all"
"But at what cost, he allowed Goku to be killed. He's out of control, and I won't risk being killed if we can kill him first" said Yamcha
"Do you even realize who you're talking about, this is Gohan our FRIEND!"
"Your either with us or against us, we will not risk it," said Krillen one who used to be one of Gohan's close friends.
"Fine, but you'll have to go through me!"
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Gohan awoke with the feeling of grogginess, a minor headache, and the pain of his left arm. He had expected to be at Kami's lookout being healed, but the sight the he awoke to, made him instantly wretch beside him. Piccolo's body lay a few feet away torn, bloody, and headless. Without his head he had no ability to regenerate. Gohan just then realized the Vegeta was standing over him. "What happened?"
"You're 'friends' decided they couldn't trust you, Piccolo tried to fight them off, but he was too weak. He didn't want me to interfere, because he wanted to die an honorable sensei's death, protecting his pupil." said Vegeta gruffly. "I was able to ward them away, but they will not rest until you are dead, they do not trust you anymore."
Gohan was finding this had to believe, but it had to be true, or he wouldn't be here. "What about Trunks?" asked Gohan as he tried to hold back tears, but was unsuccessful.
"I didn't have the time to take him back to the lookout to be healed, he died, and I am sure that the others went to kill the guardian, so the dragonballs no longer exist." said Vegeta facing towards the mound that was his son's grave. "I stayed here to guard you, I owe you as much for what you did." Vegeta then turned around after throwing Gohan a senzu bean. "I suggest you get them before they get you or the harpy, they will soon go after her as well I'm sure" he then flew off.
"WHY!!!" yelled Gohan at the top of his lungs. His friends had turned against him, he had saved them, but he also knew why they felt they couldn't trust him, he could hardly trust himself. He had allowed the one person they thought would always be there die, it was his fault, but he would not let them hurt his mother.
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It was the worst day of his life, even worse than the day he had defeated Cell. After his talk with Vegeta he had flew home as fast as he could. He had to be sure his mom was all right, and even thought he could feel the power levels of his so called 'friends' off in the other direction, he wanted to be absolutely sure that he could protect her if need be. When he returned home, he told his mother of the fight and why Goku wasn't present. Instead of being furious, she sympathized with her son, and continued to tell him that it wasn't his fault. A few days later he found out that he was going to be a big brother. Gohan was excited and couldn't wait for his sibling to be born. The others had often attacked, and Gohan was able to keep them away, but unable to protect their home alone forever. They had decided to move in with Bulma and the attacks had stopped for the most part. They knew that taking on two Saiyans was suicide. Today was the day that the new Son was going to be born. Gohan had felt regret as he remembered that his sibling would have to go through life without knowing their father. He was determined to make sure that his sibling would not have to go through life the way he did. But there were complications during his mothers labor, his mother had lost too much blood and had died after giving birth to a boy. The boy was having trouble breathing, and the doctors soon found out that the young one had a punctured lung, and even with the technology available, operation on him would come too late to save the boy. Gohan sat in his room staring at his reflection in the mirror, remembering all the pain from hearing what the doctor had said. "I have some bad news........
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Gohan woke with a start, quickly gasping. He had always dreamed of his life, a life that seemed like only a dream, but that was only what he wanted it to be. Nothing more than a dream, all the pain, all the suffering, and then the fights, he wished it was nothing but some far out nightmare. He looked up at the sky, as it was pitch black and raining. After the death of his mother, he didn't want to trouble Bulma, so he left and usually slept outside. Every once in a while, though, he would return to see how things were, spar with Vegeta, and play with the young chibis, who were now about six years old. Sometimes he would return to where his house once stood. The only thing left was his grandfather's old shed. On some nights he would sleep inside it, but it usually brought back too many memories.
Lightening flashed across the sky as Gohan turned and began walking to nowhere in particular. He had promised himself that he would not let himself die, so that one day he could take revenge on those who had murdered his mentor, his friend, and had caused him to feel the way he did. The only reason that he hadn't killed them already was that he thought that it would be wrong to kill his father's friends. Now he was far too sick of all the crap they had put him through to care anymore, he swore that if they ever crossed his path again it would be their last.
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Hope you've enjoyed this chapter, and if I don't get at least three reviews I won't update
Thanks again and please review.
SSGohanStrife
A/N: It's me again for those who don't know, I wrote Easy to Hate, I've had one request to continue it, and I will try my best, but for now this is my second fic, 'For Myself'.
READ!!! ENJOY!!! AND REVIEW (please )
Chapter 1- Changing Fate
##################################################################
It was odd standing there, the atmosphere had a strange feeling about it. All of the Z-senshi were standing on the cliff waiting, waiting for the unknown. The only clue as to what they were waiting for came from a stranger that was from the future, but the waiting had been delayed, by the blue haired beauty, Bulma. She carried two bundles in her arms, one seemed quiet and at peace but the other continued to fidget and whimper every few minutes. Goku had revealed that the strange messenger was Bulma's son from the future. But he was confused about the other child, Mirai had not spoken of a sibling, and was sure that he would have mentioned it. Questions arose from everyone all at once "What could this mean?" "Is it possible that the future has already changed?" Gohan walked up to Bulma to see the new Saiyans. Upon looking at them he noticed the purple haired boy, who was obviously the one from the future. He then turned to look at the other, but something was amiss. The first thing he noticed was that it was a she, but that wasn't what was unsettling, nor was it the fact that at the exact moment she saw him she stopped fidgeting and whimpering completely, but that he felt she held such power, deep, untapped raw power. No one else noticed or was even paying attention, so he didn't say anything.
"Hey you'll have to teach me how you did that," said Bulma
"Do what?" asked Gohan giving her a genuinely confused look.
"She hasn't stopped whimpering or fidgeting since I brought her home, I was worried she was getting sick."
Just then there was an explosion in the city beneath the cliff where the Z- senshi stood.
"This is it guys!" said Goku "let's go"
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"Someone help him, it's his heart!" yelled Gohan
The fight with the androids had begun, and it seemed that Goku had the upper hand, but suddenly it was as though that was never the case. He was gasping for air and they finally realized what was happening. Just then Android #19 landed on Goku's chest and placed his hand around his throat.
"He's stealing his energy!" yelled Piccolo.
Just then Vegeta's foot connected with the androids face and sent him flying, but what surprised everyone was the he was glowing gold and had golden hair, he had become exactly what he thought was out of his reach, he was a Super Saiyan.
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So many things had happened in the past weeks, feeling as though it had taken months, though that was probably just because he had spent a year in the Hyperbolic Time Chamber. It seemed as if everything that had happened was a bizarre nightmare, that kind that you wake up suddenly from gasping for air, but it was no nightmare it was worse. The evil being known as Cell had absorbed Android #17 and #18 and achieved his final perfect form. Gohan could feel his power from Kami's lookout without even trying, it was as if he were standing right next to him. Goku wanted everyone to enjoy a few days of peace before the Cell games.
"Dad no! We need to get as strong as possible," yelled Gohan.
"Yes Kakarott your brat has the right idea, we need to get as strong as we can if we want to have a chance at beating that monster." said Vegeta beaten and bloodied from his earlier fight with Cell.
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The fight had ended horrendously. Goku was gone, Cell was gone, but everyone else was still here that's all that mattered. During the fight he had opened his own untapped power thanks to the help of Android#16 but Cell had had the last laugh in the fight, as Goku had to sacrifice himself to save the planet. Cell had returned though and injured Trunks, and had almost killed Vegeta if it weren't for Gohan getting in the way, and losing the use of his left arm. Gohan collapsed and became unconscious as exhaustion overtook him.
"You guys this is bad" said Krillen
"You're right Krillen," said Tien "Gohan can't be trusted, we should kill him while we have the chance."
The only ones surprised by this statement were Piccolo and Vegeta. "What the hell are you talking about" yelled Piccolo "He just saved us all"
"But at what cost, he allowed Goku to be killed. He's out of control, and I won't risk being killed if we can kill him first" said Yamcha
"Do you even realize who you're talking about, this is Gohan our FRIEND!"
"Your either with us or against us, we will not risk it," said Krillen one who used to be one of Gohan's close friends.
"Fine, but you'll have to go through me!"
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Gohan awoke with the feeling of grogginess, a minor headache, and the pain of his left arm. He had expected to be at Kami's lookout being healed, but the sight the he awoke to, made him instantly wretch beside him. Piccolo's body lay a few feet away torn, bloody, and headless. Without his head he had no ability to regenerate. Gohan just then realized the Vegeta was standing over him. "What happened?"
"You're 'friends' decided they couldn't trust you, Piccolo tried to fight them off, but he was too weak. He didn't want me to interfere, because he wanted to die an honorable sensei's death, protecting his pupil." said Vegeta gruffly. "I was able to ward them away, but they will not rest until you are dead, they do not trust you anymore."
Gohan was finding this had to believe, but it had to be true, or he wouldn't be here. "What about Trunks?" asked Gohan as he tried to hold back tears, but was unsuccessful.
"I didn't have the time to take him back to the lookout to be healed, he died, and I am sure that the others went to kill the guardian, so the dragonballs no longer exist." said Vegeta facing towards the mound that was his son's grave. "I stayed here to guard you, I owe you as much for what you did." Vegeta then turned around after throwing Gohan a senzu bean. "I suggest you get them before they get you or the harpy, they will soon go after her as well I'm sure" he then flew off.
"WHY!!!" yelled Gohan at the top of his lungs. His friends had turned against him, he had saved them, but he also knew why they felt they couldn't trust him, he could hardly trust himself. He had allowed the one person they thought would always be there die, it was his fault, but he would not let them hurt his mother.
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It was the worst day of his life, even worse than the day he had defeated Cell. After his talk with Vegeta he had flew home as fast as he could. He had to be sure his mom was all right, and even thought he could feel the power levels of his so called 'friends' off in the other direction, he wanted to be absolutely sure that he could protect her if need be. When he returned home, he told his mother of the fight and why Goku wasn't present. Instead of being furious, she sympathized with her son, and continued to tell him that it wasn't his fault. A few days later he found out that he was going to be a big brother. Gohan was excited and couldn't wait for his sibling to be born. The others had often attacked, and Gohan was able to keep them away, but unable to protect their home alone forever. They had decided to move in with Bulma and the attacks had stopped for the most part. They knew that taking on two Saiyans was suicide. Today was the day that the new Son was going to be born. Gohan had felt regret as he remembered that his sibling would have to go through life without knowing their father. He was determined to make sure that his sibling would not have to go through life the way he did. But there were complications during his mothers labor, his mother had lost too much blood and had died after giving birth to a boy. The boy was having trouble breathing, and the doctors soon found out that the young one had a punctured lung, and even with the technology available, operation on him would come too late to save the boy. Gohan sat in his room staring at his reflection in the mirror, remembering all the pain from hearing what the doctor had said. "I have some bad news........
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Gohan woke with a start, quickly gasping. He had always dreamed of his life, a life that seemed like only a dream, but that was only what he wanted it to be. Nothing more than a dream, all the pain, all the suffering, and then the fights, he wished it was nothing but some far out nightmare. He looked up at the sky, as it was pitch black and raining. After the death of his mother, he didn't want to trouble Bulma, so he left and usually slept outside. Every once in a while, though, he would return to see how things were, spar with Vegeta, and play with the young chibis, who were now about six years old. Sometimes he would return to where his house once stood. The only thing left was his grandfather's old shed. On some nights he would sleep inside it, but it usually brought back too many memories.
Lightening flashed across the sky as Gohan turned and began walking to nowhere in particular. He had promised himself that he would not let himself die, so that one day he could take revenge on those who had murdered his mentor, his friend, and had caused him to feel the way he did. The only reason that he hadn't killed them already was that he thought that it would be wrong to kill his father's friends. Now he was far too sick of all the crap they had put him through to care anymore, he swore that if they ever crossed his path again it would be their last.
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Hope you've enjoyed this chapter, and if I don't get at least three reviews I won't update
Thanks again and please review.
SSGohanStrife