Alone
I
wrote this while I was writing my research paper. It made my
sentimental friends cry like babies. Then again, they cried when WHR
was over and when InuYasha and Kikyo were kissing by Kagome and when
Amon left Robin in chapter 5 of Amon's Dream and when Amon and Robin
were running in espoide 15 of WHR. They are such sappy babies.
Alomost done with my research paper and I'll post a new chapter of
LTP2 on Thursday. This story is not related to LTP2.
I am
alone in the Darkness
This always happens
No matter
what I do, I end up alone
Why does this happen?
What
did I do wrong?
What did I do to deserve...this?
What
can I do to keep you near?
To keep you from leaving me
too?
Why did you go?
They left me, they all left
me
Will you go too?
You closed your eyes then
whispered,
"I'm sorry, I must."
FINE! GO!
LEAVE! I don't care...
I lied to you and to myself
That...is
what I said as you left me
I wanted to say no...
As you
turned to leave my heart screamed NO!
I will not let you
leave
I will not let you go
My...reason? My reason you
ask?
I...uhhh...your powers.
Your powers, yeah. That is
the reason you cannot be alone
If your power corrupts you, I
will be there to stop you
I will be your watchdog
I
will be your warden
I will be your dark guardian angel
I
shall protect the world from you if need be
But my heart tells
me something different
I ignored it for far too long
I
will start listening now
It tells me I have-
No,
I
need, I want to protect you from the world
I will protect the
world from you
Just as I protect you from the world
You
can be so naive yet wise beyond your years at the same moment
You
are so simple-minded that you are, in fact, complex
While I am
with you I will learn
I will find out what you do to me to
make me feel this way
I will find out what makes you act the
way you do
But I still feel alone even when our bodies are
near
No matter how close we are
Alone...
Am I
cursed to be alone?
Or are you destined to be mine?
I
am alone...
I will always be...alone
They took you from
me
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
"I
have to go Amon. Please forgive me and move on.
Please forget
me...my love."
NO!
I refuse to be alone
I
will not let you leave
I will not let you go
I will
never forget!
I refuse to be alone anymore
I will fight
to protect you
I will die for you
I will give up my
life for you
But you...still managed to slip away
We
were so close to freedom
And then you left
me...
Alone...
Alone...
Alone...
Once
again...I am...alone...
"You'll never be alone."
Your
voice breaks the thick silence of death
You have broken the
chains of fate that bind me, that binds us
"One day
you'll understand
You'll never be alone..."
Your
last words to me
"I...love you...
You'll never be
alone..."
One day I will understand
I will
I
promise
Not today, not tomorrow, but one day
I...will
never be...alone?
"You'll never be alone."
You
said smiling at me, it was one of your last gifts to me
Yes, I
understand now
I will never be alone
I won't ever be
alone!
Finally...
We are together in the light
A/N:
This is the beginning of a new story. I'll try to do both. The fist
chapter to this should be up by Friday at the most. I hope you like,
R&R and ask questions if you don't get this story or my other
one.