A/N Okay, this is my first song fic, so I'm asking everyone to be kind. Let's please

remember that Spacewolf has brought us all lots of joy with her Shenanigans Fic and her Deleted Scenes, so we don't really want to hurt her for mutilating songs. Eh heh!

Anyway. I love Evanescence and Sesshomaru so why not combine the two? I'd like everyone to keep in mind I don't actually have the song here to work with, so I can't try my own lyrics against the song itself so some parts might not go but if you have suggestions, review and let me know. I'd love your help!

I'd like to give a shout out to Super Ceech who was helping me with this idea. While making subs Wake Me Up Inside came on and I decided it was Sessy's theme song, and then she started to sing 'Jaken killed me inside' so Sessyessence was born. There will be other songs following including Wake me Up Inside and The Stalker Song (no idea what it's really called) I hope you enjoy it!

P.S. Sessyessence is copyrighted to me and so is Sesshomaru's bowl of scotch!


I'M IMMORTAL

Sesshomaru and Rin were wandering around one day, trying in vain to avoid Jaken, who persistently followed them. Finally, giving up the hope of ditching Jaken that day Sesshomaru grudgingly slowed down and allowed the toad to catch up with them.

"What shall we do now Master Sesshomaru?" he asked eagerly.

Sesshomaru looked around. He realized with a start that they had come across a Karaoke

bar.

'Bar,' he thought dispassionately. 'They have drinks in bars. Alcoholic drinks!'

He, without a word to his two companions entered the abr and found himself a stool at the actual bar itself. He grabbed the sleeves of the demon working the bar.

"Bring me a bowl of scotch!" he ordered.

"Master Sesshomaru! Master Sesshomaru! It's smoky in here! My asthma is acting up!"

wailed Jaken.

"Make it a double!" Sesshomaru grated, putting his face in his hands.

The demon nodded and brought back Sesshomaru a large stainless steel salad bowl of

scotch.

As he drank some nerdy demon got up and started singing to Chere's Shoop Shoop Song.

After several more bowls of stainless steel Sesshomaru was feeling much better. He could

almost drown out Jaken's annoying chatter now.

"Get off the stage you suck!" he called solemnly to a scantily clad female demon who

promptly burst into tears and ran off the stage.

"Hey that wasn't very nice!" the bartender admonished. "At least she was trying! All you're

doing is getting drunk!"

"My dear boy," Sesshomaru said feeling very friendly to this particular demon, as he was

the bringer of booze. "I'm not trying!" Sesshomaru picked up his current bowl of scotch and drank the last of it. "I am drunk!" he set his bowl down firmly with a clink. He rose slightly unsteadily to his feet, but still looking almost completely sober. "And since you seem to think that I am wasting space! I'll have to prove you wrong!"

He walked to the stage, lurching slightly every now and then. He climbed onto the stage

and picked up the microphone, before going to the Karaoke machine and selected a song. He stood in the center of the stage.

"I'd like to dedicate this song to my dear friend Jaken!" he said to the crowd, meanwhile

thinking. 'How drunk am I? I just called Jaken my friend!'

Then the music started and he began to sing.

I'm so tired of you being here

Suppressing my hope with childish fears

And since you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Why in my presence do you linger here?

Will you please leave me alone?

This freak won't seem to leave!

He's here, it's just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When I cry you want to wipe away my tears

Now I scream, you're in all my fears

I'll hold Rin's hand through all of the years

But you still want

All of me

You still aggravate me

With your eyes reflecting light

Now I'm bound by the life you won't leave behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

This freak won't seem to leave!

He's here, it's just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When I cry you want to wipe away my tears

Now I scream, you're in all my fears

I'll hold Rin's hand through all of the years

But you still want

All of me

I've tried so hard to tell you to get gone

But though you're still with me

Wish I'd been alone all along

When I cry you want to wipe away my tears

Now I scream, you're in all my fears

I'll hold Rin's hand through all of the years

But you still want

All of me