Always in my Head

Beaner-Bop

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A/N: A One-Shot to get me thinking again – and YES! DBZ HAS STARTED OVER ON CARTOON NETWORK!!!

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Disclaimer: Nope.

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Summary: Vidwel wasn't at the Cell Games… or was she? *original…I hope*

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My arm hurts really bad and I can't move it. It's just hanging there. It's kind of numb too. I wonder if I'm bleeding?

Why is Cell laughing at me? He has no right, my dad is dead because of him.

Hmm… I should probably be angrier at him for that then I am. Maybe I'm in some sort of shock…yeah. That's probably it. But shouldn't I have a harder time thinking then I am? I know I've been in shock before, what did it feel like then? Strange how I can't remember.

Everything is going so slow now. Cell and are at the 'final confrontation,' winner-take-all. Of course if either of us lost it, it won't be much for the winner to take-uh oh, hope Cell doesn't realize that.

I hear crying. Who's crying? Am I crying? I think so, but I don't think it's me I hear. Oh no, don't let me black out, don't make me black out. Videl, go away! I know you're scared, but you need to go away. I need to finish this. I'm fighting for our lives Videl! Don't cloud my mind! Please!

I'm sorry Gohan! Said the girl's voice, strange, how I've never seen her though. I've only heard her voice. I'm just really scared. I'm trying not to. I held back a groan of annoyance, understanding her completely, but needing to concentrate.

You need to go away Videl, now, please. I heard more sniffling. Her voice entered my mind again. Okay Gohan, More sniffles, I'll leave but promise me something first, okay? I did my best to answer back 'sure' without scaring her away. Promise me I won't die- and, and that you won't either I know you've been thinking about killing yourself with this battle Gohan, please – don't. Please. I was more shocked then earlier.

Videl…

Promise me Gohan. I didn't think anything for a moment before answering 'yes'. I promise Videl. I waited for her to answer me but she was gone and a new voice began to speak to me. Who was it? The presence…it's so…familiar.

'Let's get this guy, Gohan!' he said.

Dad.

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A/N: End…