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Chapter1: Screwing up

"You've got a real catch, Harry. Word is Hermione's the only virgin left in the seventh year. You haven't slept with her? You've been together since sixth year, right?" Seamus asked.

Harry stared at Seamus and shook his head, "I think that's our business." He stood up and walked away. True, we've been together for almost a year and we haven't slept with each other. Now don't get me wrong, I'm no saint we've made out and I do have carnal desires I'm but just a teenager, but I think I believe in the pact we've made. To wait until we graduate. Harry's thought was disrupted by Ron. "Harry, we're going to get some drinks. Wanna come?" Ron asked.

"Sure. Hermione's at some meeting." Harry walked away with his best bud.

It was already late and he was drunk. He couldn't even see straight. He thought he saw bushy hair so he walked over and started kissing the girl. Hermione must have finished with her meeting. The kiss was returned and it got deeper and hotter. They both decided to stay in Harry's room. "Herm, I've waited for this for a long time." Were Harry's last words before he got undressed.

The following morning, Hermione was cheerfully wrapping Harry's anniversary gift. They've been together for a whole year and she was ready. She made her way to his room and decided to surprise him. When she swung the door open, she was shocked to see Harry and some girl naked in bed. She dropped the gift and just stood there. She wanted to run to hide but so many thoughts were flooding her mind she couldn't move. Tears began welling in her eyes. How can you do this? It's our anniversary. I loved you. I hate you.

Harry woke up; he heard the door swing open. Shit! I'm still naked and Hermione too. His head shot up and he immediately looked at the person. He was confused. He saw Hermione crying in front of him, but he could still feel a body on the bed. He turned around and saw a girl he didn't know, naked. He noticed that she had curly hair. Fuck! It wasn't Hermione.

Hermione saw Harry woke up, he looked confused, but she didn't see that since she already made a mad dash out of the room. She ran as fast as she could. She had to get away. She had to forget. She stayed in one of the empty classroom. Nobody will bother me there. She thought. I can't believe this. How can he do this to me? We promised….he said he loves me….he…he…. she once again bursts into tears.

Harry got dressed and started looking for Hermione. How can I explain? She saw me…I thought….I'm so fucked up! I had to be the arse and have sex with her. Stupid Idiot! Harry searched in the Great Hall, the library, the astronomy tower, and everywhere else, but he still couldn't find her. He was about to give up when he heard sobs coming from an empty classroom. He peeked in and saw Hermione slump over a chair, shoulders shaking. "Herm, I..."

Hermione turned to see who it was to her surprise Harry was standing there. She looked at him intently, wanting an explanation.

"Herm, I….I'm….I'm so sorry" he couldn't look her in the eye. He was too ashamed and he didn't want to see her crying. "I was drunk and I thought she was you and…………I didn't know until……I'm so sorry!" Harry started crying too. He knew how horrible Hermione must've felt since he felt the same, even worse.

Harry slowly made his way and kneeled in front of her, "Please forgive me. I love so much! I just want another chance. Please."

Hermione looked at Harry, he was miserable. Tears were flowing on his face, eyes swollen…she almost forgave him, but then she remembered and the fighter in her didn't want to give in. "Harry, I don't know if I can trust you. I really don't. It's just that it's so difficult for me to forgive you." She held his face "I don't know if I should. Do you know what I gave as a present? I gave you the password, Harry. The password to my room."

Harry looked into her eyes, "I really do love you." He whispered. "I know it's hard but please for our sake. Give me another chance. I need you."

"I love you too, but please understand what you did is just….I can't forgive you yet…give me time…..please, Harry. I just can't feel this pain anymore. I can't. When the time comes that I look at you and I don't feel like killing myself then we can give it a try. Now, I just feel…please." She started crying again.

Harry pulled away, "I understand."

"Thank you." She replied. Hermione left the room and went back to Gryffindor common room where she saw Ginny and Ron.

"Herm, what happened? Your eyes are swollen." Ron joked.

Hermione looked at him and she just couldn't hold it anymore. She broke down and started sobbing uncontrollably.

"Look at what you did!" Scolded Ginny. She embraced Hermione, "What is it?" she asked.

"Harry…….slept with…another girl." She answered through sobs.

"WHAT?!" Ron exclaimed, "That can't be…he loves you…it's impossible."

"I saw him….and he admitted it." Hermione added.

Ron joined them and gave Hermione a reassuring hug, "I'll go talk to him. Don't worry. Shhhh……stop crying ….it's going to be okay. I promise."

Hermione felt better and yet she cried even more. Ron is such a great friend. "Ron, thank you."

"He what?! I'm gonna teach that guy a thing or two. Who does he think he is?!" Ginny was screaming on the top of her lungs.

"Ginny, calm down! I'll talk to him." Ron was usually the combustible type but through the years he has learned to control his temper and this was serious and he needed to know what happened.

Harry walked in the room looking melancholic. He saw Hermione, Ron and Ginny he walked pass them and into his room. Hermione handed a ring to Ron and asked him to give it back to Harry. Ron who also wanted to confront his friend walked in and asked.

"Harry, what happened? Herm told me you slept with some girl. Is that true?"

"Yes."

"What?!"

"I screwed up okay. The girl I love hates me. If I could kill myself I would. Please don't add to my problems."

"Tell me what happened."

"Just don't…."

"Tell me what happened." He said sterner this time.

"We went out I got drunk I thought it was Herm turns out it wasn't and she saw us naked today at our anniversary."

"You thought? She…and then turns out it ……"

"Yes and now she hates me. I made her feel low like she didn't matter but she does and I fucking screwed it up!" Harry felt anger towards himself and his stupidity. He started throwing books and ruining anything he comes by.

"Stop it." Ron tried to restrain him. He struggled but soon gave in. "I fucked up." He kept mumbling.

"Don't worry. I'll get fixed like it always does. By the way she asked me to give this to you. She said you won't need it anymore." He pulled out a ring from his pocket and handed it to Harry.

"This is our promise ring." He looked at it longingly.

News spreads fast in Hogwarts. Soon everybody knew what happened between the 'perfect couple'. Some were happy, others disappointed. This meant a chance to have a relationship with the only virgin which may be the grand prize.

"Did you hear? Potter and Granger broke up?" Blaise said.

"So?" asked Draco with a yawn.

"So. Granger is the only virgin left. She's like a trophy to any man."

"Trophy?" Draco asked, "Interesting."

"I'm going to get her." Blaise said mischievously.

"It's like hitting two birds with one stone. I get Granger dump her and Potter suffers. The perfect revenge." Draco said with an evil smile.

Hermione was sitting alone in the library. Since news came out of their break up a lot of guys started hitting on her. Turns out she was some kind of trophy. The only virgin left.

She noticed Malfoy and knew she was in for it, "Malfoy, you don't need to rub it in nothing you do can make me feel worse."

"Really?" he asked, "On the contrary I'm not here to rub it in. I actually feel sorry for you."

Hermione looked at him incredulously, "You? Sympathize? Two words I never thought would be placed in a sentence."

"Fine! I'm just saying that I agree with you. Potter is an arse for cheating on you." He sauntered away.

A/N: okay so what do you think…good? Sucks? Please review and also im doing a survey. Which one do you prefer H/Hr or D/Hr? add it in ur review. Thenx! J