Hi there, Tueske here, Well I have a new story *dodges rocks being thrown at her* I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I just had to put this new story down on the computer. I had wrote it a long time ago, thinking that I had lost this story all together. But today I found it and so here it is.

"What You See May Not Always Be"

Chapter 1: Thoughts of Regret

I guess you are expecting me to say hi to all of you. Well the truth of the matter is... I don't really feel like it. Not after all that has been going on in my life. Yeah I messed up big time. I chose Kikyo over Kagome. I practically left my poor baby for dead. By the Gods I loved her. No wait I take that back I DO love her. But in the end... being the foolish baka I was I couldn't see. I was too damned blind to see that Kikyo had betrayal written in her eyes while Kagome... my sweet Kagome had nothing but caring, trust, love, honesty, and compassion written in her eyes all at once. It hurt me to see her like that. That dreadful day... when Naraku purposely had me choose between the two most important women in my life. How was I supposed to know that Kikyo was caught up in his little scheme? *scoffs* The bitch, and then she had the nerve to tell me that I had to uphold my promise in going to hell with her.

But that... that... was just the beginning of my problems. It happened... it happened one night, not too long after I had made my stupid decision and Sesshomaru had saved my dear Kagome. I couldn't figure it out but it was very close. The smell of mating it made me turn my nose up because of its' stench. It was by a nearby hot spring, not far from outside of my forest. I had to investigate I didn't know why... I just... I just had to see. As I drew nearer towards the hot spring, the scent of jasmine and Sakura blossoms engulfed my nose. I knew that scent anywhere... Kagome. I ran as fast I could to see her. I had to see her, I needed to see her. But then, another familiar scent caught my nose. I stopped abruptly because I was in a state of shock. I could believe it, but the smell of my half-brother Sesshomaru was mixed with Kagome's scent. Rage overcame me as my mind wandered to the unbelievable that indeed could be a fact though I prayed to the God's that it wasn't by any means true.

I had then seen the harsh reality unravel right before my eyes. As I neared the edge of the hot spring. There it was, there HE was... Sesshomaru mating with my sweet Kagome, and what made matters even worse was that she was enjoying it. Pleasure was written all over her face as she called out HIS name begging for more. I then knew, at that very moment I had no reason to live. I had lost the two women I loved the most, just by making one stupid mistake. That's all it took... that's all it took...

There you go Chapter 1: Thoughts of Regret Please Review I'll have Chapter 2 up real soon! I am sorry for those of you who found the first unedited version of this confusing, but I did some changes and I hope that you can now understand it all. The reason why it was written the other way, was because our Inu was the only one talking, but since it needed to be clarified, I fixed all mistakes. GOMEN! Thank You reviewers! ON WITH CHAPTER 2 *CHARGE*

Arigatou, Tueske Koenami