Far beneath the noise...
Of my beating heart...
Pounding quickly...
You gave me a start...
Sneaking up behind me...
The music throbs...
Blood from an open wound...
You want to dance...
I sway with you...
Lifting my arms high...
Over my head...
The sweet sounds...
Your hands on my hips...
My skin tingles beneath the cloth...
Moving slowly downward...
I hike up my skirt...
Show your more...
Tease you...
Taunt you...
I know you too well...
You turn me to face you...
Longing in your eyes...
I look up...
Match your gaze...
Lust for you...
My pulse beats rapidly...
Excitement...
Anxiety...
I know what's happening...
I've always longed to feel...
Your lips on mine...
Your body hard against me...
I close my eyes...
Snake my arms around your neck...
You lean forward...
I can feel your lips brush mine...
I'm absorbed into the kiss...
Deeper...
So much more feeling...
Than I thought possible...
Drowning me with delight...
Suffocate me with the pleasure...
You pull me closer...
The beat changes...
Faster...
Daring...
I dance...
Back and forth...
Swaying...
Seductive...
Sensuous...
So close...
I'm almost part of you...
Another limb...
Connected always to the whole...
I almost purr...
Like a contented cat...
You wrap your arm around my waist...
Drag me closer...
The heat...
Everyone else doesn't matter...
All invisible...
Inconsequential...
Another kiss...
Passionate...
Fast and searing...
So much...
You sweat...
Slick skin beneath my roaming hands...
The crowd crushed me...
Pushing me ever nearer to you...
Your hands slide down my bare back...
The lights flash...
The band plays...
Bouncing their heads...
Up and down...
Music everywhere...
So loud...
We move slowly...
To the edge of the crowd...
You kiss me again...
Push me against the wall...
Sounds of desire escape my throat...
The music envelops our bodies...
Still deafening...
Even in the empty hall...
You tug at the doorknob...
My mind goes crazy...
"No..."
I don't want to go this far...
I'm not ready...
You drown out my protests...
With another kiss...
Passionate...
My emotions swirl...
I can't think...
We stumble through the room...
Onto the bed...
The bass pulses rhythmically...
Through the wall...
The music so ear splittingly loud...
I can barely hear you...
Your hands are everywhere...
In just the right places...
Make me feel wanted...
Needed...
I moan...
Yearning all of you...
Your eyes crave my body...
"No..."
I can't do this...
Too fast...
My sleeves fall...
My top slips off my shoulders...
You kiss them...
Trailing up my neck...
Whispering promises...
You almost swallow me whole...
I shiver...
The emotions too much for me...
Shuddering...
Shaking...
I'm afraid...
You see it in my eyes...
You stop...
It hurts you to stop...
You pull me close...
Murmur...
"I'm sorry"
You understand...
"You're not ready"
You get it...
I wrap my arms around you...
Pull you close...
My head rests on your shoulder...
You've been so many firsts for me...
My first boyfriend...
My first kiss...
My first completely trustworthy companion...
I can tell you anything...
Everything...
You'll always be my first...
And I know you'll wait for me...
You'll always be there...
No matter how long it takes...
And then you'll be my first lover...
No other word could be more appropriate...
Because I already love you...