LOVE SONGS

PART ONE: CIELO

Cielo por tu luz, por esa caricia yo sería capaz de rendir mi ser. Ya no tiene caso mirar hacia otro lado, todo lo que espero lo encuentro en ti...

El cielo en tu mirada cada madrugada es a donde pierdo mi confusión y cuando estas ausente te abraso a mi mente, mi cielo para sobrevivir.

Susannah Simon hadn't been quite herself for the last few weeks, ever since Paul went back into Jesse's time and turned his past around, her life seemed hollow. She could remember the whole thing, standing there watching helplessly as Maria and Diego got busted before killing Jesse.

As the story started to change, Jesse saw Suze standing there, and when he looked into her eyes, he remembered everything: his 150 years as a ghost, his meaningless life up until the day he meet her. As she vanished and returned to her now without-Jesse-time, Suze saw recognition cross his face

"Susannah" was the last thing she hear him say before reappearing in her room, with her window seat, great view of the pacific and canopy bed.

Now, almost two months later, Suze still felt strange around people that like Doc, who didn't, couldn't, know or cared about Hector De Silva, Suze's Jesse. She couldn't talk about him with her friends either. Only Father Dom seemed to remember Jesse, but he could do little to help her.

Suze placed herself in the window seat, where she had first saw him. It was another warm early spring night in Carmel, California. Her family was out, leaving her alone to think in her one and only true love. She was wearing those boxers and t-shirt she had taken to use since she moved to the west cost.

Just as the moon came out behind a big cloud, bright and impossible, Spike hoped out of a tree and landed in front of Suze, stetting himself there, he hadn't been around much now that Jesse was gone, he was, after all, his cat, and sure he remembered. Suze put her hand unconsciously down Spike's chin to pet him the way Jesse used to do it. Once her first reaction would have been to call him "Stupid cat" but, when she did opened her moth, what came out was "I miss him too"

In that second an intense light shined in the room, and Jesse materialized just there, still in those trousers that made look his bud real nice and that shirt that show a good glimpse of his killer abs.

Suze's P.O. V.

"Jesse" I screamed running up to him, he gather me in his strong arms, pulling me close to his body, I threw my arms around him and he kissed me, both of us needed to know this was real, and sure it felted like it was. After a few minutes of kissing, we broke apart to take a breath, it was the first time ever that I heard him breathe

"Querida" he murmured next no my ear, while his fingers run through my hair "Nombre de Dios, this is really happening" For once I didn't care that I didn't got anything he said in Spanish

"I missed that" I said softly, more to myself than no him "So much"

"What?" as he asked he lowered his head over mine, with his hand he cupped my chin and made me look at him, kissing me lightly before letting me answer

"You, calling me Querida" I answered taking on the sent of his skin, and noticing how his ghostly glow was disappearing, and, as I kissed his neck, I could feel his pulse there, but I didn't stop to think on that, I was just so happy to have him there again "One day you're gonna have to tell me what it means"

"Perhaps I will" he said raising one of his inky eyebrows "perhaps I won't"

This time I kissed him, softly at first, but as the kiss gain intensity (Jesse is such a wonderful kisser) all questions flew out of my head

Siéntete segura que no te quepa duda, cuenta con mi vida y mi devoción, vivo para amarte, para mi aléjame es como quedar sin respiración

I'm not quite sure how it happened, one moment we were kissing in the middle of the room and the next thing I knew, we were spread out in my bed, still kissing, our hands roaming all over each others bodies, and I felt warm and fuzzy inside out. When his hands started to unbutton my shirt, I let him, going to unfasten his belt while he got all the buttons of their holes.

"So much for being a gentleman" I thought as we inched ever so close to the inevitable, and I couldn't wait, nor could Jesse as it seemed. I loved him, he was back and I needed him. No questions ask. I was giving him the most important and special part of me, something I have saved for The One, and I knew Jesse would take it as the gift it was.

As we became one, as his breath became my own, I heard his voice saying my name, that he loved me and some sweet nothings, things that were meant for only me to hear. I couldn't do nothing more than said I loved him as I held him close, trusting him to take me in this ride, showing me things I didn't knew. To take me to heaven.

Notes:

Fist fic ever in English. First Mediator one too. Hope it isn't that bad

PS: I put that little "r" that I miss and I want to acknowledge the song, it's called "Cielo", sang and wrote by a very talented Mexican guy named Benny Ibarra, he wrote it for his wife. I'll try to explain more about that happened with Jesse in the next chapter, how is that he came to life, what Paul has to do with the story and I'll put another song by Benny Ibarra called "Inspiración" (this guy really loves his wife).

Thanks to those who review.

Oh and, do you want a translation of the song?