Summary: 5 years since the day when Sasuke lost his loved one. Now he
stands by his grave with his son and think back on their life together.
Yaoi.
Ranting: PG - tell me otherwise if I'm wrong.
Author Note: As always I have too much time on myself when I sit on the bus home but this time I was awake and alerted. When I got of it itched in my fingers to take up my computer and write this one down. One of my special moments again or something along that line. Hope you like it.
Pairings: Sasunaru, nejihina... i don't know much more yet, it's only these two that are mentioned in this part...
Category: Adventure, Action, Romance, Tragedy and Angst... so far at least...
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto!
What you left me
By monkan
Sasuke stood with his son by his side, holding onto his hand. They stood by the grave of the one person he would always love. Life wasn't fair when it came to him. It was almost like he was destined to be alone and cry silently in his room. To lose the one's close to him.
He had made it a habit to come there every years and it wasn't like he would ever forget it either. The first year when his son was one year old he had a hard time to make his way there. He had to walk through the entire village. He had walked with his son in his arms, holding him protectively against his strong chest. The rhythm of his heart and steps had lulled the little boy to sleep and there for made him unaware of the glances the Villagers gave him and his father.
Sasuke on the other hand had to walk right through them, he ignored them as best as he could. They knew where he was going and they knew he wanted them to stay out of his way. He also knew that now that his relationship was out in the opening the girls had stopped running after him. Not that they didn't wanted to, Sasuke was even more handsome now then when he was a teenager. It was simply that they knew that their efforts would be futile. Sasuke wasn't into girls and with the relationship he had and how it ended made them watch him from a distance.
At first it had been just rumours going around here and there of how they had seen the two boys together. Most of the one's that heard it slammed the rumour into the nearest wall. In their mind there was no way Uchiha Sasuke and Uzumaki Naruto was a couple.
Sasuke smirked on how wrong they had been until one day on a yearly funfair. Out in plain view had he and Naruto walked, hand in hand. Most of the villagers had found there chins on the ground. Other's had stared coldly at them. The next thing that caught their attention was when the sun had caught the two gold rings on their left hands. That moment some of the people had had enough and intend on walking up to them and beat them up. They hadn't gotten far for the next thing they saw were the tiny sand corns flying into their eye sight. They turned their heads and when they saw the red haired boy with the word love on his forehead they had stopped dead in their tracks.
"Touch either one of them and it will be the last thing you'll ever do." Gaara of the desert had calmly said.
Gaara had been the one to accidentally seen them one night outside Naruto's door in one of their most intense good night kiss. He had been on his way to visit the blond and did he get a shock or what.
After that day Sasuke and Naruto had been more baldly in showing their feelings in public. Good bye kisses, holding hand while shopping, going out to eat more often, the looks they gave each other.
Sasuke sighed as he looked down at his son and watched the golden hair move with the wind. His big blue eyes tried in vain to read what was so important with this stone in front of him.
"Daddy, what does it say?" He asked when he looked up at his dad.
Sasuke knelt down beside him with one knee in the grass.
"It says; Here rest Uzumaki Naruto Died unnecessarily But a hero in his friends eye's For how he changed their life's."
All he ever wanted was to be loved. Sasuke added silently to himself.
"Was he important to you, daddy?"
"Yes, Satoshi. He was the most important person in my life before he died."
Satoshi looked up at his father with his big blue eyes. "More important then me?"
"No Satoshi. You are just as important to me as Naruto was." Sasuke wrapped his arms around his son and hugged him closely. "Never forget how much I love you, Satoshi." He whispered in the little boy's ear.
"I won't dad." Satoshi said as he returned the hug. When Sasuke pulled back he studied his son for a moment. So much like Naruto with his blond hair and bright blue eye's. But at the same time he had Sasuke's face and beauty from when he was a kid. The hair was longer and more like Sasuke's in shape but his eyes was unmistakably Naruto's. This made a dangerous combination for the girls around his age was looking at Satoshi like the girls used to look at Sasuke when he was in school.
"Did you love each other?" Satoshi asked.
Sasuke had no intention on hiding something like this from his son. It would come to his ears sooner or later anyway. "Yes, we loved each other very much. So much we could almost not live without each other."
Satoshi didn't quite understand what his father meant. "You are not going to die are you dad?" Satoshi asked with tears forming in his eyes.
"Iie, iie Satoshi. I'm not going to die and leave you. Ever." Sasuke hugged Satoshi again. "Don't you ever think that I would ever leave you." He said. "If I would it would be against my own will..." The sentence trailed of in a whisper.
Satoshi smiled now at the reassurance.
"Ano sa... can we go to the park now?" Satoshi asked in a much brighter mode.
"Sure. Just one minute." Sasuke said before he turned back to Naruto's grave. He reached into his coat and pulled out a red rose and placed it on the grave. "See you later koi." With that he rose up and took Satoshi's hand and walked out of the graveyard and headed for the park.
When they got there Satoshi saw some of his friends and started to run to them. Sasuke sat down on a near by bench to watch him.
"He sure look's more like both of you each day that passes."
Sasuke looked over his shoulder to see Neji standing there. Of all the people Neji was the one that had actually got closest to Sasuke after he and Naruto started to date. Believe it or not but they could actually have a normal conversation without the Hyuuga family breathing down Neji's neck.
"Yes, he does. Doesn't he?" Sasuke agreed.
Neji sat down beside Sasuke. "You must be proud of him. He's bright and smart. Not to mention he got the best looks from both of you. He's quite a prince charming with the girls." Neji commented following Sasuke's eye sight as they watched Satoshi. "I know Naruto would have been proud."
At that Sasuke looked down at the ground. "Yeah, I know."
Neji faced Sasuke. "I know you still have a hard time forgiving the mist village for what happen to Naruto 5 years ago but with the festival and tournament coming up and with them invited can you at least try to do it?"
Sasuke looked up into Neji's white eyes. Rage blazed his ebony dark eyes as they seemed to get even darker with the subject Neji had brought up. He watched them for a moment to see if Neji was actually serious. "It wasn't you that watched Naruto die. It wasn't you that saw the mist shinobi covered in Naruto's blood. It wasn't you that held your son for the first time while you watched the one you loved die before your eyes. It isn't you that have to live with the nightmares of what happened. It isn't you that have to raise your only son by yourself and watch everyone around you have some one they love by their side while you always will remember you lost the one YOU LOVED by some one's hand RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive any one from the mist I see in the future."
Neji sighed as he lowered his head. Still, after 5 years, Sasuke had a hard time to move on and always reacted badly whenever some one of his friends would bring up the past. "Hokage-sama just wanted to make sure you wouldn't cause any trouble, the last thing we need is a open war."
Sasuke was shaking with the intense feelings he had inside. "I don't think you would be much different if it happened to Hinata. Would you be able to forgive them?"
Neji knew Sasuke was right. He probably would be just as bad of if it happened to Hinata when they had their daughter. He knew it was almost meaningless to try to talk much longer with Sasuke. So he got up and turned to fully face the dark haired man he came to respect. Then he looked over at Satoshi.
"At least you have a son to watch after. See it as his final gift to you. The son he left behind for you. Satoshi will mend old wounds and reach your dreams as well as Naruto's." Neji walked back around the bench and stood for a moment behind Sasuke's back. "Satoshi has your mind and is a genius but him also having Naruto's strong spirit and good heart. Even I can see it without my bloodline." Neji paused and sensed that he got Sasuke's temper slightly down. "He will probably be the greatest man ever to live in the fire country, Sasuke-san."
With that Neji left Sasuke alone to think what he said. Sasuke watched Satoshi as he played hide and seek with some of the other kids. When he caught a glint of the wide smile Satoshi had on his face Sasuke knew that Neji was right. Satoshi really had Naruto's good heart and spirit. A soft smile played over his lips as well. For he knew he would do what ever he could to protect that smile. Even if it meant forgiving the mist village over the festival.
TBC....
Author N: so what do you think? I know I only had in mind to make this another one-shot story but as I wrote it I couldn't resist the temptation of making this into a chapter story. I only have this one done and posted so don't kill me for I don't know when the next will get out... I still have Itsu Made Mo Dode to write and with homework it takes time...
If you watch D.N. Angel you noticed that I used Hiwatari's name for Sasuke's son. I just love his name, don't know why but I just do it.
Let me know if you hate it or love it, I always seem to only be able to get the first few chapters best then I falls down a little. Boost me if it gets to boring. Another thing is that I have a Star Trek Voyager story but I will probably never post it. It's 4 chapters so far but I can't get any more done with it. It took forever to do chapter 4 and right now my heart is with my two Naruto fictions. ^_^... but if you want to kill me for doing lousy story's or taking to long to update then do it slowly please so I can get the update out before I "die" ^_^ Kidding, just kidding... *Looks over my shoulder and starts to sweat.*
Ranting: PG - tell me otherwise if I'm wrong.
Author Note: As always I have too much time on myself when I sit on the bus home but this time I was awake and alerted. When I got of it itched in my fingers to take up my computer and write this one down. One of my special moments again or something along that line. Hope you like it.
Pairings: Sasunaru, nejihina... i don't know much more yet, it's only these two that are mentioned in this part...
Category: Adventure, Action, Romance, Tragedy and Angst... so far at least...
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto!
What you left me
By monkan
Sasuke stood with his son by his side, holding onto his hand. They stood by the grave of the one person he would always love. Life wasn't fair when it came to him. It was almost like he was destined to be alone and cry silently in his room. To lose the one's close to him.
He had made it a habit to come there every years and it wasn't like he would ever forget it either. The first year when his son was one year old he had a hard time to make his way there. He had to walk through the entire village. He had walked with his son in his arms, holding him protectively against his strong chest. The rhythm of his heart and steps had lulled the little boy to sleep and there for made him unaware of the glances the Villagers gave him and his father.
Sasuke on the other hand had to walk right through them, he ignored them as best as he could. They knew where he was going and they knew he wanted them to stay out of his way. He also knew that now that his relationship was out in the opening the girls had stopped running after him. Not that they didn't wanted to, Sasuke was even more handsome now then when he was a teenager. It was simply that they knew that their efforts would be futile. Sasuke wasn't into girls and with the relationship he had and how it ended made them watch him from a distance.
At first it had been just rumours going around here and there of how they had seen the two boys together. Most of the one's that heard it slammed the rumour into the nearest wall. In their mind there was no way Uchiha Sasuke and Uzumaki Naruto was a couple.
Sasuke smirked on how wrong they had been until one day on a yearly funfair. Out in plain view had he and Naruto walked, hand in hand. Most of the villagers had found there chins on the ground. Other's had stared coldly at them. The next thing that caught their attention was when the sun had caught the two gold rings on their left hands. That moment some of the people had had enough and intend on walking up to them and beat them up. They hadn't gotten far for the next thing they saw were the tiny sand corns flying into their eye sight. They turned their heads and when they saw the red haired boy with the word love on his forehead they had stopped dead in their tracks.
"Touch either one of them and it will be the last thing you'll ever do." Gaara of the desert had calmly said.
Gaara had been the one to accidentally seen them one night outside Naruto's door in one of their most intense good night kiss. He had been on his way to visit the blond and did he get a shock or what.
After that day Sasuke and Naruto had been more baldly in showing their feelings in public. Good bye kisses, holding hand while shopping, going out to eat more often, the looks they gave each other.
Sasuke sighed as he looked down at his son and watched the golden hair move with the wind. His big blue eyes tried in vain to read what was so important with this stone in front of him.
"Daddy, what does it say?" He asked when he looked up at his dad.
Sasuke knelt down beside him with one knee in the grass.
"It says; Here rest Uzumaki Naruto Died unnecessarily But a hero in his friends eye's For how he changed their life's."
All he ever wanted was to be loved. Sasuke added silently to himself.
"Was he important to you, daddy?"
"Yes, Satoshi. He was the most important person in my life before he died."
Satoshi looked up at his father with his big blue eyes. "More important then me?"
"No Satoshi. You are just as important to me as Naruto was." Sasuke wrapped his arms around his son and hugged him closely. "Never forget how much I love you, Satoshi." He whispered in the little boy's ear.
"I won't dad." Satoshi said as he returned the hug. When Sasuke pulled back he studied his son for a moment. So much like Naruto with his blond hair and bright blue eye's. But at the same time he had Sasuke's face and beauty from when he was a kid. The hair was longer and more like Sasuke's in shape but his eyes was unmistakably Naruto's. This made a dangerous combination for the girls around his age was looking at Satoshi like the girls used to look at Sasuke when he was in school.
"Did you love each other?" Satoshi asked.
Sasuke had no intention on hiding something like this from his son. It would come to his ears sooner or later anyway. "Yes, we loved each other very much. So much we could almost not live without each other."
Satoshi didn't quite understand what his father meant. "You are not going to die are you dad?" Satoshi asked with tears forming in his eyes.
"Iie, iie Satoshi. I'm not going to die and leave you. Ever." Sasuke hugged Satoshi again. "Don't you ever think that I would ever leave you." He said. "If I would it would be against my own will..." The sentence trailed of in a whisper.
Satoshi smiled now at the reassurance.
"Ano sa... can we go to the park now?" Satoshi asked in a much brighter mode.
"Sure. Just one minute." Sasuke said before he turned back to Naruto's grave. He reached into his coat and pulled out a red rose and placed it on the grave. "See you later koi." With that he rose up and took Satoshi's hand and walked out of the graveyard and headed for the park.
When they got there Satoshi saw some of his friends and started to run to them. Sasuke sat down on a near by bench to watch him.
"He sure look's more like both of you each day that passes."
Sasuke looked over his shoulder to see Neji standing there. Of all the people Neji was the one that had actually got closest to Sasuke after he and Naruto started to date. Believe it or not but they could actually have a normal conversation without the Hyuuga family breathing down Neji's neck.
"Yes, he does. Doesn't he?" Sasuke agreed.
Neji sat down beside Sasuke. "You must be proud of him. He's bright and smart. Not to mention he got the best looks from both of you. He's quite a prince charming with the girls." Neji commented following Sasuke's eye sight as they watched Satoshi. "I know Naruto would have been proud."
At that Sasuke looked down at the ground. "Yeah, I know."
Neji faced Sasuke. "I know you still have a hard time forgiving the mist village for what happen to Naruto 5 years ago but with the festival and tournament coming up and with them invited can you at least try to do it?"
Sasuke looked up into Neji's white eyes. Rage blazed his ebony dark eyes as they seemed to get even darker with the subject Neji had brought up. He watched them for a moment to see if Neji was actually serious. "It wasn't you that watched Naruto die. It wasn't you that saw the mist shinobi covered in Naruto's blood. It wasn't you that held your son for the first time while you watched the one you loved die before your eyes. It isn't you that have to live with the nightmares of what happened. It isn't you that have to raise your only son by yourself and watch everyone around you have some one they love by their side while you always will remember you lost the one YOU LOVED by some one's hand RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive any one from the mist I see in the future."
Neji sighed as he lowered his head. Still, after 5 years, Sasuke had a hard time to move on and always reacted badly whenever some one of his friends would bring up the past. "Hokage-sama just wanted to make sure you wouldn't cause any trouble, the last thing we need is a open war."
Sasuke was shaking with the intense feelings he had inside. "I don't think you would be much different if it happened to Hinata. Would you be able to forgive them?"
Neji knew Sasuke was right. He probably would be just as bad of if it happened to Hinata when they had their daughter. He knew it was almost meaningless to try to talk much longer with Sasuke. So he got up and turned to fully face the dark haired man he came to respect. Then he looked over at Satoshi.
"At least you have a son to watch after. See it as his final gift to you. The son he left behind for you. Satoshi will mend old wounds and reach your dreams as well as Naruto's." Neji walked back around the bench and stood for a moment behind Sasuke's back. "Satoshi has your mind and is a genius but him also having Naruto's strong spirit and good heart. Even I can see it without my bloodline." Neji paused and sensed that he got Sasuke's temper slightly down. "He will probably be the greatest man ever to live in the fire country, Sasuke-san."
With that Neji left Sasuke alone to think what he said. Sasuke watched Satoshi as he played hide and seek with some of the other kids. When he caught a glint of the wide smile Satoshi had on his face Sasuke knew that Neji was right. Satoshi really had Naruto's good heart and spirit. A soft smile played over his lips as well. For he knew he would do what ever he could to protect that smile. Even if it meant forgiving the mist village over the festival.
TBC....
Author N: so what do you think? I know I only had in mind to make this another one-shot story but as I wrote it I couldn't resist the temptation of making this into a chapter story. I only have this one done and posted so don't kill me for I don't know when the next will get out... I still have Itsu Made Mo Dode to write and with homework it takes time...
If you watch D.N. Angel you noticed that I used Hiwatari's name for Sasuke's son. I just love his name, don't know why but I just do it.
Let me know if you hate it or love it, I always seem to only be able to get the first few chapters best then I falls down a little. Boost me if it gets to boring. Another thing is that I have a Star Trek Voyager story but I will probably never post it. It's 4 chapters so far but I can't get any more done with it. It took forever to do chapter 4 and right now my heart is with my two Naruto fictions. ^_^... but if you want to kill me for doing lousy story's or taking to long to update then do it slowly please so I can get the update out before I "die" ^_^ Kidding, just kidding... *Looks over my shoulder and starts to sweat.*