Midnight Symphony

~*~

Are you an illusion?

Just some vision?

In the dark, you appeared

Vanishing all my fears

I journeyed to find my wife

But you came into my life

Your hair, your face, your eyes

Was it all real?

Or complete lies?

I hungered for a savior

To save me from my dreadful fall

And you were there to answer my pleading call

You reflect my most fatal sin

And that's when the insanity begins

I thought you were really Mary

But you claimed you were Maria

Driving me deeper into this hysteria

Are you a friend or foe?

There is nothing I seem to know

The way you knew about my past

Was unexplainable

You haunt me wherever I go

I feel my heart ripping into two

One part is to Mary

And the other part is to you

I tried to resist, I tried to fight

But I failed to withstand your delight

I promised to protect you

But I don't know how much more I can stand

When your grip slips from my hand

My heart bleeds and cries

When I witness you fading before my eyes

All around, I see the color crimson

Staining your delicate skin

When will our love win?

Over and over again

Into the dark abyss, you descend

You scream in pain and fear

But they are like music to your sadists's ears

Angels, have mercy

First I lose my wife to a raging disease

Now, must Maria suffer as well?

Damn you all to hell!!

Am I with no salvation?

For once I wish time will just freeze

All the agony ceased

Please......

Is there no cure?

For this punishment I have to endure?

How many more times must you die?

Before I can do something right?

The dark seals your fate

I'm always a step too late

When my gun shot was fired

I knew this was the end for all my desires

You collapsed to the blood smeared ground

All was quiet

Not a single sound

My blood ran cold

My true feelings untold

Am I finally released?

From all my restless dreams?
As I depart from Silent Hill

My heart is still torn into two

One part will always be to Mary

But the other belongs to you......

~Fin

Author's Notes: This has to be the longest poem I have written and it was really fun putting it together as well. Those of you who read, please give me your feedback and thank you so much for your time!