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I'm sorry this chapter took so long to get out, my computer crashed. First all the programs started to be destroyed. Then when we re-did the hard drive we didn't have Microsoft Word. Although first we had to get all of the virus out of it... there were more than 500! That's crazy.

Well anyway on with the story...

A Person is Always Them Self Part 6

The Morning After

The sun rays danced across Buffy's face as her eyes fluttered open. She looked around the hotel that she stayed in and patted the bed next to her, Angel was fast asleep. She stretched her arms and tried to pull out of the tight embrace she was entranced in. She kept trying to escape but it seemed that the grip kept getting tighter.

"Ya know if you keep my tied to this bed I will either have to pee on it or get a bladder infection." Buffy talked into the silence of the sun-light room. When no Answer came she decided to try and remove the hand from her waist.

"It's a Sunday morning your suppose to sleep in." Angel informed her jetting hit eyes open.

"But that would take all the fun out of seeing you when your cranky, and all morning wakey," Buffy joked and pecked his mouth as she swung her legs over the edge.

Angel awoke and put his legs on the floor and stepped over to the Room Service menu. "And for breakfast Miss Summers what would care for?" He called aloud to her as she stalked across the room to where he stand and

Leaned over his shoulder she spoke, "Pancakes, waffles. And oh! We could do the like you know pancakes and waffles." She grinned as she spoke.

Angel turned around and grinned pecked her on the lips, "Mind sharing?" Her answer was a long romantic kiss.

"Do you mind if I head in for a shower I feel all icky." Buffy asked.

"Go Ahead" Angel said

After Angel ordered the breakfast and Buffy got out of the shower, they layed down next to each other on the bed, both were facing each other, Buffy still had damp hair. They held hands and just enjoyed each others presence for the first time in so long. "I think we should go and visit Sunnydale, I know everyone wants to see you. I called them while you were in the shower. We all looked so hard for you, I think they would want some explanations to why you left. Personally I know I would like some too." He whispered speaking softly for the moment.

"I know you all missed me but i think right now it's one of the worse things I could do, I mean I just couldn't face them, it would be to hard and scary. I know I would love to see Cordy and Faith and Harm again. But I know it would just be to difficult, not to mention that Darla probably got everyone to believe her making up some bogus story. I might be a blonde but I'm not that stuped, I could never walk myself into a trap like that, it would only hurt me more. And for one thing who do you think you are calling them and telling them that I should see them all again. I think it would be awful " Buffy babbled louder back.

Angel held her hand and kissed her knuckles. " I think it was a polite and nice thing to do. It would be good everyone wants to see you they all miss you, I'm sure they would understand."

"You don't even understand you don't know the story," Buffy raised her voice louder as she got up from where she sat.

"Than God dammit Buffy, tell me the story, why is it so horrible?" Angel spoke louder, it was just lower than a yell.

" You want to know what happened, your fucking fiancé had to go and threatened me, hit me, pointed a gun at me, and tried to kill me. All because I got what she most craved for. But no thats not enough she had to go and convince Faith to tell me to run and leave. Now here's the bonus YOUR FRIENDS decided to pin me and threaten to kill me also. So unless you had a better solution other than to run, please, please tell me now." Buffy said back. Not even biting her toung.

"You could have told someone Buffy, you could have at least tried and make it better. You could have trusted me, that's after all what a relationship is all about." Angel said whispering again.

"I'm sorry Angel, I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I'm sorry that I had to I don't know leave, but I was scared I was scared that I was really going to get hurt."

"I very highly doubt that Darla would have hurt you."

"I wasn't scared by Darla, I was scared by you!"

"What's that mean?"

"What do you think Angel, I can't help but feel things that I never wanted to feel in the first place. I was so content with my life, and then you happen. It feels like I don't deserve you. I thought that if you saw who I truly was you would leave me." Buffy started sobbing and her hands flew to cover her mouth.

Angel stood there shocked from her outburst he walked to where she stood and held her in his arms. "I love you. I love you so much. I will never leave you. I promise."

TBC

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