SingMyLullabySweet666: OMFG! I'm back. I haven't updated this story in seven months….. Holy shit that's a long time to make you all wait. I should have updated more over the summer. I took an AP class so I had a lot of work over the summer but that is no excuse…. I'll try to update my stories faster. Anyway, enjoy chapter 11.

Chapter Warning(s): Angst, Swearing and Sexual Acts.

Chapter Rating: T

Disclaimer: I do not own the show and I really want to, but alas, they will not sell it to me.

Bold POV change/Title

Italic Thoughts

Normal Story

Devastation

(Hiei's POV)

……I disgust myself. I can't believe that I…… that I enjoyed that so much. What…What came over me? It shouldn't have… I shouldn't have enjoyed it. … Oh god, what have I done?

(Normal POV)

Hiei lay curled up on the massive bed, eyes glazed over, seeing nothing and at the same time, seeing everything. The tears that once spilled from the crimson orbs were now dried, marks over his slightly dirty face are the only evidence that they had been there. Hiei's knees were drawn up to his chest, one hand clenched at his shirt just over where his heart would be and the other was lying lightly on his slightly swollen stomach. Every now and then Hiei's finger would twitch but other than that, the body never moved, not even when the door opened and closed, the sound echoing off the high ceiling and thick walls.

Footsteps came forth until they seemed to sound as if they were coming from every which direction there was. In no time, a large shadow was cast over the broken form of the once proud demon. Even as a hand was placed on one of his shoulders, Hiei never moved, never acknowledged that someone was there besides him. Only when he was forced from his thoughts, his degrading voice in his head by the same hand that had traveled its way down his arm to rest over the hand that had been resting on his stomach. Hiei groaned in dismay at his torturer coming back so soon. The hand removed itself from his person, and when the bed shifted under extra weight, Hiei could feel the fear, disgust and burning hatred rush back through his veins like rapid animals on the loose. It was the fear that bother him the most, however. He hated that feeling; it made him seem so weak. He was Hiei, a fire demon, the Forbidden One, the one who was tossed away because he was a disgrace, a mistake. He was the one who wasn't supposed to feel anything. Yet, his walls had crumbled one day and from that point on, he had been so weak, so pathetic. He wasn't able to protect himself anymore. He blamed Kurama for that.

"Precious…." The familiar voice whispered as he was embraced by the Dragon Lord. A shiver ran the length of Hiei, the fear inside of him growing, expanding, taking over everything, taking over what was left of his rational mind.

"What the hell do you want?" came the half-hearted question. Hiei grimaced as his own voice sounded so unfamiliar to him.

"My dear precious, what do you greet me with such false hatred?" The Dragon Lord teased, his warm breath tickling Hiei's sensitive ears as he spoke. Hiei shut his eyes, hoping to block out everything, the voice, the sensations, the tingling of his ear…. Everything. The Dragon Lord spoke once more, "No answer? Cat have your tongue, precious?"

"Remove yourself from my person. I have tired of your games and constant abuse." Hiei replied, his body shifting, trying to pull away from the demon behind him and to his surprise, he was allowed to free himself. Hiei turned and faced the man that had raped him no more than a few hours before hand. You smiled kindly, thought his eyes remained emotionless and cold.

"Dear child, what happened to the fire that burned through your body no more than three hours ago? Where is that passion, that hate that I have grown to love? Do not tell me that I have broken he almighty Forbidden One already." The teasing voice rang through the room. Hiei growled, a warning to the man before him that he was in no mood for games and the Dragon Lord's teasing manner. You smirked at the lovely sound admitted from his lover before he too stood.

"That's better my dear. Can't have you breaking already. It would be too easy and such a bore if you did."

"Why the hell have you come?" Hiei hissed, the fiery hate coming to life inside the demon, making You smirk even wider.

"I only wanted to show you something."

"Show me what?" Hiei questioned, curiosity springing in his eyes for a sheer moment before it was pushed away. You, however, saw this and smiled.

"Only something about your precious mate, my dear. I know that you have been ever so curious about him since you've been gone. I think you will enjoy what I have to show very much, that I do." You explained as he came around the end of the bed. Hiei never moved, never flinched away from his torturer, surprise and nervousness eating away at him.

"Show me." Hiei demanded his voice rough and scratchy from his earlier crying but the harshness was still evident. You frowned, his eyes becoming glaciers as he walked up to Hiei. In a blink of an eye, You had Hiei pinned against the wall, his clawed hand cutting off Hiei's oxygen.

"Do not presume that you can order me around, child. You will die before such ever happens." You hissed, his eyes flickering with malice before he released Hiei, who fell to his knees, hand around his throat, lungs gasping for air. You smiled at the sight before kneeling next to the smaller demon. "Now then, if you ask nicely, I'll allow you to see what I have too show you."

Hiei glared at the demon in front of him, his eyes burning with rage but it died out as he quickly gave in. The want and ache to see his mate replaced any shame of losing his dignity in such a way as begging.

"Please, master. Show me what I desire to see."

"Now that wasn't so hard, was it my pet? Give you master a kiss and I'll take you to see that precious mate of yours." You smiled; teasing the broken demon as he softly petted the child-like cheek.

Hiei nearly lost control of his emotions as the demand was given. Swallowing his pride, Hiei leaned forward and quickly pecked the Dragon Lord's mouth. You raise an eyebrow in question and Hiei sighed in aggravation as he once again lend forward, just as You was opening his mouth to tease the little demon even more. As the kiss broke, You nodded, satisfied, before standing and holding out his hand for Hiei to grasp. His snorted in disgust as he stood himself, smacking the hand away from him.

"Now, now, Hiei. Be nice." You said as he pulled chains from a clip that connected itself to You's left wrist. He took the collar at the end of the chains and placed it around Hiei's neck, who in turn glared with hatred and anger. Two shackle braces were placed around each of Hiei's wrist and the chain leading from them was wrapped around Hiei's waist and clipped in the back. Connected two more shackle braces to Hiei's feet, You stood tall and tugged on the chain in his hand. Hiei's body jerked with the motion and You smirked.

Turning, You began to walk, pulling on the chain as he began to do so. Hiei stumbled after the tall demon but did nothing more. You tugged Hiei through various halls and corridors, twisting and turning with every curve and corner of the castle. Hiei began to map out each turn and corridor they past through but it was useless, the castle was obviously built to keep people in and confuse those who wanted out. Finally, You came to a sudden stop in front of a rather large oak door. Hiei grunted as he ran into the larger frame. You entered some password on the panel to the right of the oak doors, and in seconds, locks clicked and the door began to open on its own. Not even waiting for the door to open fully, You pulled Hiei into the room and snapped his fingers and in no time, the door began to close again. You pulled Hiei to the throne like chair in the center of the room and sat down, pulling Hiei into his lap as he did so. Hiei made to protest but was silenced as he took in the sight of the rather large screen in front of them both.

You snapped his fingers a second time and the screen came to life, an image of Hiei's house appearing on the screen not moments later. Hiei froze, his mind absorbing everything that the screen showed: his empty living room, his kitchen, the family room, his daughter in her room, playing with a few Barbie dolls he and Kurama had gotten her on her birthday, his bedroom, two forms moving together in said bedroom. Hiei's breathe caught in his throat as he realized just exactly what the two forms were doing. Tears came to his horrified crimson orbs, threatening to spill over as the image zoomed in on his mate and some woman, in their bed, naked, moving together in a passionate rhythm as they both moaned in pleasure.

His mate's voice echoed in his mind as he thrust into the woman. She in turn moaned in pleasure, her hands snaking their way around his mate, pulling on his hair and kissing his mate's lips. Hiei opened his mouth to yell, to scream, to cry out, but he only closed it again as his crimson orbs made contact with the woman's eyes. His spoke of despair, hurt, anger, and betrayal while hers sang of pleasure, lust, and victory. Hiei wanted turn from the image, wanted to pretend that what he was seeing was nothing more than a sick trick, that what was happening in his home was nothing more than imagination running ramped, but Hiei couldn't turn away, couldn't deny what he was seeing.

Finally, as his mate called out in ecstasy as he reached is peak, the tears in Hiei's eyes came pouring out. Hiei turned his head from the images on the screen, his eyes narrowed in anger. You smiled ruthlessly as he snapped his fingers again, the screen in front of him went black and the only thing to be heard was the sobs of the little demon in his lap. You gently petted the hair of Hiei, hoping to sooth the pain of his lover and much to his surprise, Hiei leaned into his body, his touch rather than pulling away from him.

You smiled more as he pulled Hiei closer to his body, offering cold comfort that Hiei accepted. Oh yes, things were definitely going according to plan.

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