I've never had a boyfriend in my life. Nope. Not one… Sure, I've had crushes but I've never had the courage to tell them, ask if they feel the same; I'm too shy for that! I always end up loosing them, in the end, anyway…
You have no idea how lonely it is, how hurtful, to see everyone around you, falling in love… And you, with no one…
Then again, you might… I wouldn't know…
But, I know one thing; I, Kagome Higurashi, know how it is…
What it feels like…
How to survive it…
Or not to…
Well, I have this friend…
This friend happens to be a guy…
And this guy friend I happened to have known since… forever!
Can you take a guess on my feelings??
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Liar
By: Nikumu Chan
Disclaimer: I don't own this anime, under any terms.
A/n: Again, I'm back with yet another story. I seem to just be overflowing my mind with ideas -.-;; Pitiful, really, when I have all these ideas but I cannot finish all my unfinished stories -.-;;
Summary: What happens when one of your friends hook up with your crush? Kagome knows.
Chapter 1
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Kagome clutched her schoolbooks tight to her chest as the chilly morning air greeted her bare legs, as she was wearing her skirted-uniform. She jogged down the stone, shrine steps and off to school. Kagome smiled, almost happy to be going back to school from winter break. The girl hadn't seen anyone from school all break because she'd been out of town with family!
Yes, Kagome'd had tons of fun while away, but it didn't seem as if it was worth it without having her friends to share the excitement with. And she'd probably missed so much…!
She sighed with relief as the high school reached her eyes. It was so cold! It had better be warm inside, she begged noiselessly. Hopping up the school steps, Kagome hurried through the huge doors of the school. Breathing in the warmth as she entered, Kagome saw her best friend, followed by her admirer, who Sango temporarily ignored. He must have groped her or something, Kagome reasoned. But, that was beside the point. Sango immediately ran up to her.
"Kagome!" she called as she closed in on the girl, "You'll never guess what happened while you were gone!" Sango exclaimed.
Kagome blinked. Dangit, she was right! She did miss something! "What happened, Sango?" Kagome asked dully.
"Inuyasha finally asked out Kikyou and she agreed!"
Her world stopped right there and her eyes widened.
Here's a better explanation of the Group…
Kagome's friends are an odd bunch.
Sango: the Group's gossiper.
Miroku: the Group's pervert.
Kikyou: the Group's bitch and obsessor.
Inuyasha: the Group's comedian and Kagome's crush.
Kagome? Well, she, she's just… the Group's "Kagome"…
…Every Group needs a "Kagome"…
Inuyasha and… Kikyou? What happened to…? She quickly covered up her hurt and shock, plastering a grin to her face. "That's great!" Kagome congratulated.
Sango nodded her agreement, rather too enthusiastically for Kagome's taste. "I know, isn't it? I've gotta tell everyone! See ya later, Kagome!" Sango called, running off. Miroku followed her loyally, but not before sparing Kagome one, last glance as her smile faded rapidly.
"Yeah, bye," Kagome called weakly, her smile turning to frown deeply.
Inuyasha, he asked out Kikyou… She'd been waiting for that, Kikyou had.
And Sango… Sango hadn't even known about Kagome's feelings for Inuyasha. Kikyou had, though, and… and she'd accepted his proposal. It wasn't fair. It wasn't right. It was cruel, but they wouldn't know.
Kagome started in surprise, as the bell rang piercingly, and ran to class, hoping she had the accurate books with her at the time. Oh no! I'm going to be so late!!
Skidding to a halt at the doorway of her classroom, Kagome saw, with a whimper, that class had begun. Man…!! She tentatively rapped her knuckles on the door and the teacher looked over. Kagome waved, rather sheepishly, through the small window in the door, sweat-dropping. The teacher sighed and went to open the door for her, commenting, "Not a good way to start off your return, Higurashi,"
Kagome hung her head, sighing, and nodded. "Sorry," she mumbled, tottering to her desk, which was beside him. Inuyasha. The girl's heart sunk. She wasn't too happy to come back to school anymore… Mutely, she took her seat, averting her gaze away from him as Inuyasha opened his mouth to greet her, Kagome supposed. Out of the corner of her eye, Kagome saw him send her an odd look. Deciding quickly, she turned to him, grin plastered. "'Morning, Inuyasha!" she greeted before he could say anything.
Inuyasha smiled back. "'Morning, Kag—"
"Ahem!" the teacher interrupted. They cautiously looked over, both sweat-dropping. "Would you two mind continuing your chat in another place, another time?" she added as the two both rose to go to 'another place to continue'; the class sniggered in response.
Simultaneously, Inuyasha and Kagome flopped back in their seats, looking rather dejected.
The teacher shot them an incensed frown but persisted with the lesson.
Kagome couldn't hide the small smile and laugh that escaped her.
Maybe she could live with friendship… Only friendship? She hoped it sincerely.
She was almost happy…
Class ended and the students rushed out of the classroom, eager to get away from the teacher who was giving tons of homework. They ranted loudly as they left, making sure that the teacher heard them. Inuyasha and Kagome found it seriously amusing, for they were used to the pile of homework every night… Usually for bad behavior… Hard to believe, eh? Well, Kagome and Inuyasha tend to chatter quite a lot when they're together in classes…
"Now, Inuyasha, what were you so eager to tell me this morning?" Kagome asked, though she knew already. She just needed a conversation starter… Things seemed too quiet. She had to wonder if something was wrong with him…
"Ah, it's nothing… I'm sure Sango told you already, anyway…" Inuyasha shrugged nonchalantly. "It's nothing important, really…"
Kagome ground her teeth in anger. Her eye twitched slightly; how could he?! "So, going out with Kikyou is nothing to you?" she gritted out, trying to keep composed.
Inuyasha cast her a strange look as he shrugged.
Kagome went red with rage. Oooh, if I could only…! That bastard!! She couldn't help but clench her fists. Kikyou was her friend, no matter how much she hated Kagome! If Inuyasha was just playing with Kikyou then… She narrowed her eyes at the opposite wall, looking away from him.
She swiveled on her heels, turning back to look at him sharply. She barely caught a soft smile shot in her direction before it was contorted into a scowl…
Kagome blinked. What the…???
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Yay! I'm done with a chapter!! Do you like it?! Tell me, please… Oh, and, Merry Christmas, Chanukah, and Kwanzaa!!! To whichever you celebrate, if any…
Laterz,
Nikumu